cici34's blog: "voices"

I hear the voices in my head, telling me no more days, will I dread. Close my eyes and feel no more pain, as my heart slows, and the light of day no longer remains. It is a very dark and cold feeling, as the blood stops flowing, it is my soul your steeling. Why did you let me go, my heart you crushed, No love did you show. you chose to be free, now baby youll go through life without me! By: cici34

When I close my eyes, I think of you, I wonder when my dream mite come true. I feel the wind blow through my hair, as i wonder if you even care. The tear drops fill my eyes, and i try o' so hard not to cry. Is it me he thinks of at nite, or is it her he is holding tight. Am i just a fool, as I sit and wait for you. The sun comes up to brighten the sky, just another day as I wonder why. why am I allowing myself to come second you just dont know what you mean to me I reckon. So before I let the last morel I have go, I one last time will let you know. how very much I love you and this is why I'm letting you go! By:cici34

The mind is a fragile yet beautiful part of life, As well is the heart exceptionally more fragile, therefor no one should toy with another persons heart nor mind because in a functional basis neither one is any good, nor can they funtion without the others presence. In conclusion I recieved some news today that put me back in a spot that I thought id be done with. I have heard that me heart is being tooken from me again. So I am feeling like I can't funtion properly, I again have to figure out a way to heal again, the trials just keep coming, and I am running out of ideas. So what to do I have no idea..... Im Lost!!!!

This touched me when I read it Current mood: calm More like it made me weak in the heart, I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKE.... My eyes are dry, no more tears to shed. as I lie here tonight, in my lonely bed. I close my eyes, and I start to dream. your warmth beside me, or so it would seem. my body shivers, it remembers much. the feel of your lips, the warmth of your touch. the look in your eyes, that set me aflame. the passionate way, you whispered my name. the warmth in your eyes, that never deceive. the love in your touch, I came to believe. the feel of your body, pressing to mine. the surge of need, as our bodies entwine. your sweet gentle words, your hands on my skin. the need growing stronger, as you touched me again. my eyes slowly open, as the tears start to fall. I awake from the dream, you've left after all.

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