Manda88's blog: "Manda"

Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.

A dark world for only me A dark bond one cannot see It wraps me up in its cocoon And holds me fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling me to the fold Like silken thread it holds me fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind me closer and keep me strong In a dark world, where I belong.

I'm scared, I'm completely terrified actually. scared of what will happen if i see you again and scared of what will happen if i don't i cant believe i fell so hard i knew you weren't going to be there to catch me of course shes gonna say shes "okay" and flash that famous smile but look into her brown eyes and baby you broke her how come i keep going back to the one thing i need to get away from?

Laughing. Laughing. At my jokes. Screaming. Crying. Inside of me. Having fun, with my friends. Streams of tears drip down my heart. I smile, when I see you. You smile, when you see me. I bleed, when I see you. You smile, when you see me. Screaming. Crying. Inside. Laughing. Smiling. I wave to you.

At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.