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Saying my good byes!!

Been a while since I've been on this site and I see that I've really not miss a damn thing. Used to almost live this site till I met up with a very dear special man . The thoughts of this site getting in our way drove me away from here only to learn that he's more wrapped up in it then he ever claimed he'd be in his life.. but Oh fu_ky well. Women and men I guess you could say , beware of telling other of your feelings toward someone else .. I have found that most ppl here are always waiting and watching for time and place to make thier moves and you'll find yourself out in the cold .. Theres a few things yet here that I'd like to do before leaving but in the next coming days I'll be gone.. I'm not falling in to this trap of being a fulander or living this site. It's pointless .. and very very few people here are even remotely real. I have found a few great friends here and a few of them are still around others wonder off like stray pups. Learned a hard lesson here and thought life had got tired of kicking my ass but seen that a friend was waiting to take that job over and did ..lol... Not bending to the drama and shit here .. lifes to short and I'm gonna get out in the REAL world to find my dreams and wants in life . GOod luck to all here and I hope you find all that your looking for.. Happy holidays and may the new year bring lots of hopes , dreams , and laughter to your home Leaving all with big hugs and kisses .. Bunni and family
In this day and time , there's more and more people turning to internet for all kinds of reasons. Some start out with having to use it at work, then some go the route of having to have it for the kids in the home using it for school work and last but not least is the ones that just that cursious that buy it to see what its all about.I fell in between two of the three that I mention above. Meeting people here is really easy . You can meet peoeple from your home state , your home town and if you that cursious there's people far far away. Enjoying the internet I'm sure was the main start for it ever being invented.. but do some really take it too far. There;s no doubt in my mind that you can met someone here , fall in love and well whos to say that it can't end up in a relationship of a life time. One to spend the rest of your life with , have next to you on these cold lonely days. But on the other hand you have the players , the liars, and yes the fakes. LOL.. I know its a game to alot .Alot of people uses it to release thier fears and fantasy . So if your talking to that "one" and only that you think if really real .. is it ? Have you met someone on here and found it to be a lie? Or the one that your talking to , has he or she ever put you off meeeting ? Wonder why... back to the start .. Is internet love real or just a easy way to say 'I love you' with out having to really say it. Just wondering .. don't you ever now and then..I do .
In the past I joined just to joining . Doing friend a favor .. but thats all changing . I'm going to start enjoy the cyber life . I have seen that theres alot on here to do . Had really not took the time to see what all fubar offer and i see now alot.. Keep looking on my page and voting becaue im going to be posting new pics and new me .. Thanks to all you guys that had not fotgotten me on here and thanks to all of my friend.. I'm back more me then before. Lisa
HEY ALL , JUST THOUGHT THAT I'D LET ALL IN ON WHATS GOING ON AND WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH ME AND HERE AROUND THE HOUSE. SEPT.1ST. I WAS PUT IN THE HOSPITAL WITH GAINGREEN IN MY LEFT LEG.. THANK GOD AFTER A 49 STAY THERE I CAME HOME WITH MY LEG INTACK. TWO SURGERY BUT I STILL HAVE MY LEG , NOT LIKE IT WAS BUT AM ABLE TO WALK AND GET AROUND . THEN THE SHIT HIT THE FAN HERE. SOMETIMES HAVING TO SAY YES TO THINGS AREN'T WHAT WE WANT TO SAY BUT AT THE TIME THERE WAS NO CHOICE ON MY END. HOILDAYS ARE JUST AROUND THE CONER AND THAT USED TO BE ONE OF MY MOST FAVOORITE TIME OF THE YEAR BUT THIS YEAR WILL BE A LITTLE DIFFERENT. MY KIDS ARE MY WORLD AND TO KNOW ME WELL YOU WOULD SEE THAT. MY DAUGHTER IS NOT HERE RIGHT NOW , NOT BY MY CHOICE BUT BY SOMEONE THAT CLAIMS TO LOVE ME ..YEA RIGHT!!! anyways .....I'M GOING TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF THE HOILDAYS BY GOING TO MY KIDS AND MAYBE MAKING A LIFE CHANGE ONCE AGAIN .. WISHING ALL A GREAT HOILDAY COMING UP , THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS AND THEN NEW YEARS. IF I DON'T GET BACK TO YOU ALL ENJOY AND HAVE A BLAST . BE SAFE AND ENJOY YOUR FAMILY , TRUST ME SOME WHERE DOWN THE LINE YOU'LL SEE JUST HOW MUCH FAMILY CAN BE A BLESSING EVEN THOUGH SOMEOF YOU ARE SAYING 'NEVER'... TAKE CARE AND I'LL CATCH SOME OF YOU LATER , LISA AND FAMILY
Hello to all, I hope that you all will bare with me the next few days or weeks . I'm trying to make some albums and still trying to find my way around on here. It's not that hard to do on this site I must admitt but well, I'm blonde to the roots.. Anyways , I have found this site a real change from most of the sites on here that you can join. This one is more up class and a better line of people I think are on this one. Thanks to whom ever started this one , I really have enjoyed it what little time I have been a member. If some of you have some good ideals of what to do with my albums and sugguest for me to use on my profile , I'm open. Wishing all a great up coming weekend and have a great day , Lisa in NC

Life today.

In today's world people makes friendships and breaks the chain of what friedships really mean. Looking back at the times that I was young and in high school, I cherished my friends and thought of most of them as sisters and brothers.. others were close but there was a few that was just a little different. With children of my own now, I have found myself going to bats for both of my children and sometimes thier friends as well. Running to defend my daughter was the most of it at high school the 4 years that she was there , my son on the other hand , it was running to school to make sure they were teaching him at least life skills. My daughter is a very bright and 'could have' life at door step every step of the way if she'd ony open her eyes. She has made alot of choice's in life that I do not go alone with but at the same I will stand up when I feel she's in the right . Dealing with your children friends , can be a touchy place in life but after all if you don't stand up for them its like my sis said 'who will'. My son , he's charming young man . I love him so much different then my daughter but I love her as well. Josh was born with a learning disablity . At the time , we did not know how much it would effect him, now we know. All I can ask out of him , is to give the school 150% of his self and go all the way . Pick up on everything that he can , so he can make it in the real world. Now about me , I''m married for going on 7 years the 11th of this month. Only 2 years into this morriage , I found out that I had cancer. Talk about turning your world upside down, it did.I have had to face more in life this round then I could have believe I could have handle. But I did and here I am today. Getting the news that you have cancer places your mind far away . Your hearing what's being said but at the same time your not anywhere around the room that it's being said in. Chemo and radition , then more chemo , and more. There's no stop to it unless you just look at the docs and tell them enought is enought.With colon / recetal cancer the span of life is short. Docs thought I would never make to see the end of the year 2004 , but I did and I"m still here and it's 2007. Alot of drive and hardwill , and holding frim to the faith of God is the only thing that has kept me going .Building that inner strength for the hard times makes it so much easyer to hold to when the good days rolls around and you can take a breath of air and relax. Friends that help to push when I'm so tired of pushing and family that tells you to hang in there that torommow will be alot better. I love to met new people and I love to make other laugh and smile. I can ony hope that I can add a twilken in thier eyes. To add something to thier lives that they can look back on and remember me . I have alot of special friends here on the net . Looking forward to meeting many more. I'm not shy , if you have a question don't be afraid just as. Everyone it's been great working on my page today . I look forward to talking to many of you . MY friends , I love you all and your all special to me .. To my sis... Your the best .. can't wait to met you and hear that laughter you have. Lisa
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