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SEXINESS's blog: "About me"

created on 01/12/2007  |  http://fubar.com/about-me/b43868
When my best friend calls me in tears because of a stupid fucking guy. So she's talking to this guy and he's all touchy feely on her. He left Sunday to visit his family for two weeks. She calls him tonight to say hi and see how the trip is going. His friend calls her back saying why are you calling him, he's down here visiting his FIANCE! He was like he told you he was engaged. WTF IS THAT SHIT??????? First of all, he never fucking told her that. He was like we should take things slow blah blah blah. Kissing her out in public and shit. I'm so pissed off. You don't treat MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND like that. His ass is grass when he comes back!

I've realized....

I've realized that the only person you can count on is yourself. That most people are only in it for themselves. Love sucks. True friends are one in a million. No one should have to go it alone, but they usually end up doing just that. Trusting your heart is stupid, go with the gut feelings. They are usually always right. Most people suck...period! Take risks, you never know if they will be worth it in the end or not. Don't ever change yourself for anyone. And never try to change someone because if you do and they decide to change, you usually don't like the "new" them.

"FRIENDS"

I FEEL THE NEED TO BITCH SO I'M GOING TO. I HAVE BEEN "FRIENDS" WITH THIS CHICK FOR ABOUT 9 YEARS AND WE HAVE BEEN "BEST FRIENDS" FOR ABOUT 6 OR 7 YEARS. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR HER THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD. NO MATTER WHAT SHE NEEDED OR WHEN SHE NEEDED SOMETHING I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER. WELL MY "BEST FRIEND" WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THE MAID OF HONOR AT MY WEDDING, BUT SHE NEVER SHOWED UP WHEN WE WENT TO LOOK AT THE DRESSES. NEVER CAME OUT TO ANYTHING THAT HAD TO DO WITH THE WEDDING. WELL WHEN MY "BEST FRIEND" GOT MARRIED (SHE GOT MARRIED AFTER I DID BY THE WAY) SHE ASKED ME TO BE THE MATRON OF HONOR. I WAS LIKE OK AND AT FIRST I THOUGHT ABOUT DOING WHAT SHE DID TO ME BUT THEN I WAS LIKE NO THAT WOULDN'T BE RIGHT. SO I SHOWED UP EVERYTIME SHE NEEDED TO DO SOMETHING FOR THE WEDDING I WAS THERE HELPING HER. THEN AFTER THE WEDDING AND EVERYTHING WE STARTED HANGING OUT LESS AND LESS. FINE I UNDERSTAND SHE'S MARRIED AND ALL BUT I NEVER DITCHED MY FRIENDS AFTER I GOT MARRIED. NOW IT SEEMS LIKE THE ONLY TIME SHE WANTS TO TALK/HANG OUT IS WHEN SHE IS HAVING PROBLEMS WITH HER HUBAND. OTHER THEN THAT I NEVER HEAR FROM HER. I WILL TEXT HER, CALL HER, OR E-MAIL HER AND IF SHE'S NOT FIGHTING WITH HIM, I ALMOST NEVER HEAR BACK FROM HER. SO I CALL HER FRIDAY BECAUSE I HAD A REALLY BAD DAY AND JUST WANTED TO HANG OUT AND TALK AND SHE TELLS ME OK WE CAN DO THAT. THEN, CAN YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED? SHE NEVER SHOWS UP, NEVER CALLS ME NOTHING. I TRY TO CALL HER SHE DOESN'T PICK UP THE PHONE. SO I'M ALL PISSED ABOUT THAT. THEN I GET A TEXT MESSAGE FROM A FRIEND TELLING ME THAT MY "BEST FRIEND" IS UP AT A BAR. WHAT THE FUCK!!!! THE REASON THAT I GOT THAT TEXT MESSAGE IS BECAUSE MY FRIEND KNEW THAT MY "BEST FRIEND" WAS SUPPOSE TO COME HANG OUT WITH ME. (THE FRIEND WITH OUT THE QUOTES AROUND IT HAPPENS TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AS WELL) SO AFTER BEING PISSED OFF FOR A LONG TIME I WROTE HER A FUCK YOU E-MAIL. BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO IF SHE CALLS ME. SO IF ANYONE ACTUALLY READS THIS SHIT COULD YOU GIVE ME SOME ADVICE. SHOULD I LISTEN TO HER EXCUSE AS TO WHY SHE WENT TO THE BAR INSTEAD OF COMING TO SEE ME WHEN I NEEDED HER OR SHOULD I JUST TELL HER TO FUCK OFF IF SHE CALLS ME? OK I THINK I'M DONE BITCHING NOW.

SCREW THEM ALL

I'M HAVING A SCREW THE WORLD KIND OF MOMENT. NOT THE KIND THAT YOU WANNA FUCK EVERYONE, THE KIND WHERE YOU WANNA TELL EVERYONE TO FUCK OFF. I HATE IT WHEN YOU HAVE THESE PEOPLE THAT CLAIM TO BE YOUR FRIENDS, BUT REALLY THE ONLY THING THEY ARE IS A BIG PAIN IN THE ASS. THE WAY I WAS RAISED, IF YOU CLAIM TO BE SOMEONES FRIEND, YOU STICK BY THEM NO MATTER WHAT. NOT JUST CALL WHENEVER THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG (I.E. FIGHTING WITH YOUR SPOUSE, HAVING A BAD DAY). I AM NOT A SHITTY FRIEND. I NEVER HAVE BEEN. IF I TELL YOU I'M GOING TO DO SOMETHING, I DO IT. AND IF I CAN'T DO WHAT I SAY I'M GOING TO YOU WILL AT LEAST GET A PHONE CALL AND AN EXPLANATION AS TO WHY I CAN'T DO IT. CUZ I'M NOT A SELFISH PERSON. EVERYTHING ISN'T ALWAYS ABOUT ME. BUT DAMN IT WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THAT THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS, AND YOU CALL THEM JUST NEEDING TO HANGOUT AND GET SOME SHIT OFF YOUR CHEST (MIND YOU THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THIS PERSON) AND THEY SAY OK AND THEN NOT SHOW UP OR CALL OR ANYTHING. THAT IS LIKE A BIG SLAP IN THE FACE. THEN COME TO FIND OUT THIS SAID PERSON WAS AT THE BAR WITH A STUPID BITCH THAT HAS DONE NOTHING BUT FUCK HER OVER. THAT JUST TOPS THE CAKE! SO IN CONCLUSION I HATE SHITTY PEOPLE! I HAVE NO USE IN MY LIFE TO BE AROUND PEOPLE THAT ARE MORE LIKE LEACHES THEN FRIENDS.

Men

So some of you on my friends list know from talking to me that I have just started the divorce process. I decided to be nice and tell my husband that he could stay here until he found a place. Well this morning he didn't have to work. He let me sleep in and even brought me breakfast in bed. Which he has never done the whole time we have been together. Why is it that after I tell him I want a divorce he is doing all these sweet things for me? I just don't get it.

Me

Most of my life I spent moving to different states or countries every few years. I have lived in Colorado, Germany, North Carolina, Italy, Texas, Alabama, and Virginia where I currently live. I have made numerous friends throughout the years but only four that really matter now. No matter what happens I know these four will be there for me if I need them. They know the same goes for them. I am currently going through a separation. I guess things don't always work out like you think they will. We have been together for three years, married for about a year and a half. We had two beautiful children together and I will always love him for giving me that. In 2005, I lost my grandfather. He was very dear to me and it is still a very painful event in my life for me. Thank god I went down there for christmas in 2004. That was the last time I saw him alive. I spent two weeks after the funeral, in Alabama with my family. It was over a year before I could bring myself to go back. My family is very important to me and I will never let anyone or anything come between them and myself. My favorite person in the whole world is my uncle Danny. For he is not only my uncle, he is my best friend. I have always been able to count on him to be there for me. And he has never let me down. I can talk to him about anything and he never judges me or my actions. I love him with my whole heart. He has always been more of a father to me then my own father has. I am the way I am because of my family. I got my love for animals and my outspoken personality from my aunt Tina. My stubbornness from my father. My ability to look at things from every side from my uncle Danny. And finally my sweet loving side from my mom. If you would like to know anything else just ask.
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