Teddy Bear's blog: "alone"

well lets start off with i got laid off from work. at 3:45 today i was called into my bosses office where i work and he told to have a seat and he said i have to lay u off. i asked why he told me the most meanist thing i ever heard from a boss he siad that i was to fat and that i cant keep up with the othe employees witch is wrong, and he told me that if i lose 50 lbs in 2 weeks he will higher me back witch is imposiable. so me and him got into a lil arguement and i chose to leave without doing something stupid but the ass hole followed me out and i slamed the door in his face.. then i leave call my mother and told her about it cause i worked with her and she is right under the boss she went bannas and got upset and called the big big boss and had a shouting contest with him and he told her the same reason he fired me. well my mom hung up on the big boss lol.. at the end of the day my boss asked my mom to go in to office and talk so she did and it got real loud in there real quick than she left to the break room. he followed and it just pushed my mom to the edge and she threw all the stuff off the table all the stuff on the shelves and he told her that if i go to the labor board he is going to screw up my name so i cant get a job in the state. and she just left. my dad and i got on the phone and call the labor board, and a few other places. i got my unemployment going. my parents and me are just going crazy i dont know what im going to do now theres so much i have to do. ive been there working for 2 years this is really shitty. well anyways have a great day and hope to hear from u soon....

i got a question for everyone. why is the man upstairs punishing me? for some reason he is i keep loosing my friends. one of my friends he was awsome he was my best friend i would do anything for him same with him and me but he moved to ohio, than a guy i work with me and him are great friends we got along we hung out its was fun now he is moving on the 24th of this month to vegas, and here recently i lost a very very good friend she moved to oklahoma ive been friends with her for a long long time like almost 2 years we both been threw alot together and we both helped each other when things got bad and she up and leaves :( i dont know what im doing or whats going on. im wondering whos next.. i have a friend in washington thats very sweet kind and everything all in one that i havent got to talk to in a while cause she is on a road trip. i feel like im just lost. i got friends here still but its a matter of time that they leave to. i cried today when i found out my friend was gone on the plane and i texted her back and forth as she has been on this trip and everytime i do i cry even more cause i know shes getting futher away. i guess i should just be greatful for what i have right here and keep on keeping on ya know... well love you all i hope to hear from you guys and gals soon.

hello all i thought i would write a blog. this weekend was great on friday me and my friend ben took my truck and went mudd bogging in it and i got it barried very bad a one ton chevy had to rip me out with like 200 feet of chain. the best part of friday was when my friend came out to hang with me that i havent seen in a while. than on saturday we went out and had a big bonfire with some friends wound up having people show up that i didnt think would my friends that dont normaly come out to where we was. plus we went out and got muddy witch was great. than sunday me and my friend ben went out in my truck in the mudd than i blew a tire so i had to break out the four wheeler and go mudding.and after we got our four wheelers covered in mudd we all jumped in the lake that was cold. now im here on the net laying in bed all alone doing nothing so i cgo to work in the morning and start a new week oh joy. well anyways ill talk to you later and ill keep writting these things. love ya all laters

hello all i have some new pics just letting everyone know.. ok here we go its been a while since ive done this. here latly ive been living life having fun doing things ive wanted to do for a long time and its great. im still single cause i found out that noone wants me but thats ok. ive been meeting alot of new friends witch is great alot of cool people. i got to hang out with a friend i havent got to in a long while she is great. on the 3rd we was mudd wrestling witch was a blast. well anyways talk at you later feel free to commnet my pics if you like. love ya all good night.

its funny this is my horoscope for today.. i dont cover up my feelings and i do feel terrible already. so why care in someone calls me out huh???? You're incapable of being false, which is one of the many reasons why people trust your opinion. Don't start covering up your feelings now. You'll feel terrible, and someone could call you out on this.

this is my blog for the day the first one on cherry tap... im thinking of giving up on love ive tried and tried to find it. i either keep screwing it up, finding someone that uses me, even finding someone way far away from where im at, and even finding women that are married, than i have these women that dont know what they want. its crazy.. when is it my turn will it ever happen? i know alot of people say this shit but i really dont think it will happen. i dont know what i do wrong or what is wrong with me but it seems like i cant do it. so whatever its life and life sucks most of the time and this must be the time it sucks cause right at the moment i hate life. i just cant deal with this shit anymore. i spend my holidays mainly by myself besides my family.. have a good day