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Words I Love
Wrong Reason It is not always the absence of love That makes me seem alone. Often it's been too much love Given to me by the wrong people For the wrong reasons That keeps me here. Gladly alone. Rather than have the life sucked Out of me by the violent needs Of other minds and bodies. That does not mean That I'm not grateful But I am sad. Not to be able to put my arms Around those who truly love me And give them something more Than polite indifference. Oh, how I tried. I think they should know I tried. And I choose to be alone Rather than wrapped in arms I could never need. Merrt Malloy 90049 The loneliest place I've ever been Was not when I was alone. It was in a room In West Los Angeles Where I was in love With someone Who wasn't in love With me. Merrit Malloy He drew a circle that shut me out- Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout. But Love and I had the wit to win: We drew a circle that took him in. Edwin Markham "Do not go where the
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you are a good person and a good friend. What is meant to be will end up good and what is not, won't. Some things are worth fighting for. But sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you must move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight, until you can't anymore, and then be fought for... BITCHES.... i FUCKING hate BITCHES... you know who I mean, the girls out there who say one thing, like "I'm nice and I'm cool and I just want to be a good person" blah blah blah, when in reality they are DISGUSTING BITCHES who only care about themselves. They don't think of their kids, they don't think of other people, they think of themselves and then act like they got it
Poems I Wrote For My Best Friend Jodi
If you ask if I love you, I'd say yes I do. If you ask if I'll ever leave you, I'd say no. If you ask me will I be here for you forever, I'd say yes. If you ask if I'll ever hurt you, I'd say no. If you ask do I really do care, I'd say yes I really do. If you ask if I'd break you heart, I'd say absolutely not. If you asked how much do you love me. I'd show you, by taking your place & dying for you. Am I Loosing You? I don't know how you do what you do to me. I can't get you out of my mind. I feel your everywhere I go. I can hear your voice inside my head. I don't know what to do. Life without you is so damn hard. I know you belong to someone else. But my heart & soul belongs to you. My life would be nothing without you. No more happiness. No reason to ever smile. All hope & faith would be gone. I hope & pray we can stay at least friends. Though you once said that you loved me. I feel that I'll never hear those words again. Please don't take away
A Poem
Why did you not love me? Why was i not of importance? You took my trust and destroyed it in the blink of an eye. Everything you said was a lie. And now i am left to cry and wonder why? Why was i never good enough? Why couldnt i see your soul was slowly washing away. A pain so great you cried tears od blood, only you couldnt see that my tears had created a flood. Sorrow un spoken, it hurts to know that my heart was never the token. You never cared. And you never spared a moment to see if my head was still above the water. so in return i was left alone and forced to keep a float all on my own. I was never known, as your little girl. A whirl of storms i fought through. The only one that couldnt see was you, you my mother. Sept 06, 06 ASTOUNDING EFFECT suddle and calm held in my palm a beautiful soul that once made me whole. A bond that could never be broken. a love left unspoken. Your heart was the token. A pain so deep it will forever run in my vains. You
Hurry Prince Charming.. I Am Getting Restless!
Life alterations can make assumptions Life can being peace but can this be divide If we choose to ignore our heart's true self We can break our heart or give it life of hope and dreams. But can alterations keep us from life's meaning where we keep going in search of something stronger more believing this can only be found underneath our own two feet. Life will always have alterations but it is how we deal with it that counts. Life is never easy but a bumpy road with many obstacles and we as a generation can only see the true meaning. I did not write this one it is one of a child but oh so true Prince Charming, hurry up... I am getting restless. Of all the species of animals in which exist on this planet, we are the only form that enjoys sex (I've actually heard dolphins do as well, but I don't know if I believe that). Well, most of us. We don't only enjoy it, we crave it. It is a need that goes far beyond maintaining the population. This is why sex becomes recreational.
Dec 16, 10:45 PM (ET) By NEKESA MUMBI MOODY NEW YORK (AP) - Dan Fogelberg, the singer and songwriter whose hits "Leader of the Band" and "Same Old Lang Syne" helped define the soft-rock era, died Sunday at his home in Maine after battling prostate cancer. He was 56. His death was announced in a statement released by his family through the firm Scoop Marketing, and it was also posted on the singer's Web site. "Dan left us this morning at 6:00 a.m. He fought a brave battle with cancer and died peacefully at home in Maine with his wife Jean at his side," it read. "His strength, dignity and grace in the face of the daunting challenges of this disease were an inspiration to all who knew him." Fogelberg discovered he had advanced prostate cancer in 2004. In a statement then, he thanked fans for their support. "It is truly overwhelming and humbling to realize how many lives my music has touched so deeply all these years," he said. Fogelberg's music was in the vein of fell
The Unfinished Saga
Perspectives and Perceptions. Relativity of the Human Condition. “It would be best said that all fact is derived from perspective and perception As “We” know it. To speculate that “We” as a race can answer complex equations and deliver a complete and infallible answer is completely insane.” R. Seaverns Let’s take an easy perspective on this perception of time and space, reality And fantasy, religion and science, fact and myth, truth and deception. Contradiction is the key to learning and or finding truth. To base a truth on merely one perspective is to say there is in fact no other possible answer. There can be many answers to any given question and though all answers may appear to differ, not all will be correct or wrong so much as a different perspective on the equation. For example we could use simple math to demonstrate this amazing feat of wisdom. In this mathematical problem we have to decide how to get to the true answer and that answer being 3. 2+1
More Stories Of Some Goddesses Worshipped In Pagan(wiccan) Religion Worldwide
the goddess of indignation against, and retribution for, evil deeds and undeserved good fortune. She was a personification of the resentment aroused in men by those who commited crimes with apparent impunity, or who had inordinate good fortune. Nemesis directed human affairs in such a way as to maintain equilibrium. Her name means she who distributes or deals out. Happiness and unhappiness were measured out by her, care being taken that happiness was not too frequent or too excessive. If this happened, Nemesis could bring about losses and suffering. As one who checked extravagant favours by Tykhe (Fortune), Nemesis was regarded as an avenging or punishing divinity. In myth Nemesis was particularly concerned with matters of love. She appears as an avenging agent in the stories of Narkissos and Nikaia, whose callous actions brought about the death of their wooers. In some versions of the Trojan War, she was the mother of Helene, and is shown in scenes of her seduction by Paris pointi
Who Am I?
the kiss.. the one that keeps you weak not for minutes, hours or even days.. but the one that makes you linger on it for years afterward. the deep passionate tender, yet strong pressing of the lips, opening of the mouth and lunging of the tounge tasting the other, breathing the breath in of your lover hoping to never loose that moment. the moment when the world stops and nothing can pennitrate your mind but how much more you wish to take in of this beautful creature in front of you. will she stay? will she run? it doesnt matter because for right now, she is yours and if you should never have her again.. you had her now. i learned today why they call crushes a crush... as you learn just how much you really like a person.. just not enough to say i love you... although you really want to... but more than just liking the person like you like new socks... before you know it.. they found their way into your heart and youre stuck with a new love you learn you didnt want to love or
Go to my page and leave a gift damnit.. NOW hurry!! leave more than one if you so choose! ‘Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive,
Desired Love
Men Facts
Do you ever wonder how you can meet someone so far away, but feel as if they are right beside you. Or get the feeling you've known them your whole life, almost as if you were ment to meet this person. A stange spark drew you together and it only grew into something bigger. I don't know what exactly drew me to him maybe it was just the way he is. Speaks his mind and just tells it how it is. Funny and smarter than any male i've met.. EVER. The way he just knows me so well is unlike anything. he got into my mind and has gotten very cumfy from the looks of it. Seeing how he knows my every thought. Whats funny though is how we both felt this way for a while but never said anything to each other always kept it secret lol. Which in the end it worked out but I do wonder what would be I guess everyone does that at times. No point in looking back on it now, what im interested in is the future. What will it bring for us and where will we be a year from now I guess time will only tell. But I say t
Over there is where she sat Upon the sand that cold dark night With a half shattered heart and silky eyes Under the dark silver moon. I watched beauty for an age She stared longingly at the moon Her whispers echoed through the silence Under the dark silver moon. The moon's saddened face appeared Watching her feet in the water As her arms loathed to let her go Under the dark silver moon. Suddenly her mouth opened And her soul filled the night As she sang with a sorrow filled melody Under the dark silver moon. She sang of a beast who'd grasped onto her heart Then locked it as he snapped it in two Leaving young beauty with random emotions Under the dark silver moon. Tears poured, and words flowed on forever My own heart was melting just to see hers go cold Yet I sat and I watched, not helping the singer Under the dark silver moon. She felt confused but at home, with blackened emotions I felt her need, her want, to turn invisible, as she looked up at th
Grow A Brain
/me glares @ Nickleback, knowing they have long lives ahead of them this might take a minute or two to load, but it's what I do... I built and wired this robotic welding cell in 2005. Did everything but the programming because at the time it was a bit advanced for me. that's me sitting on the floor starting in June, I'll be traveling all over the US and Canada, servicing this very same kind of machinery.
I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give I gave you love I gave you all that I have inside And you took my love You took my love Didn't I tell you What I believe Did somebody say that A love like that won't last Didn't I give you All that I've got to give baby I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love When you came my way You brightened every day With your sweet smile I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby I'm falling Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you Whatever words I say, I will always love
i wake thinken of u, i sleep thinkn of u, in my waken houres im loven u, i give u my love,my hart,my life, ur my evry thing, yet u treat me like im nuthing, i lay there by u evry night yet u dont c me, i cry out ur name yet u dont here me i tuch u yet u dont feel me, am i dead? am i breathing? is my heart beating? what can i do for u to c me to here me to love me? im die n here yat u dont care. all i do is cry and u just walk a way well im done so go fuck ur self u pice of shit ass hole i ues to close my eyes and dream of a happy life, a life with no pain a life with love, never did i think that it would 1 day hapen, nore did i think that i would find it with out drugs or wiskey, nore did think it would come to the point were i smile but now i smile wen i think of nuthing yet evry thing,the wind the sun the sea the waves,wen i wake i no longer want to walk in to the sea so she can love me,i rather walk in to ur arms, look in to ur eyes and see the love shing t
In The Land Of Oz.............
if i tattoo merry christmas on one leg and happy new years on the other.......will you visit me between the holidays????? ho ho ho. it 634am. ive been awake for about 2 hours. what the hell. this sucks. i cant even think cuz im so tired. im goin to bed. have fun everyone this freekin blows. im sick as hell and not too sure what is goin on. damn headcold got me all types of fucked up. my head feels like it weighs 100 pounds. im dizzy and shit. whatever is going around is pretty damn ruthless. well, i hope no one gets this shit. i dont wish this on anyone. be safe and be healthy everyone. love, amy
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This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!? ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I
My Rules For Dating
so a friend of mine has tried to tell me that in order to be part of the crowd of people whoo look to be so inlove and shit that u have to present urself to the world by offering urself to them... i however dont think that is propper. it just gives u a title as a slut, a liar, a possible cheat and how the hell do u know wut people have hiding up thiere places? ew. so here i dont understand still how all these ugly girls with bad manners can walk around with great guys at thiere side, and here i am prolly the best person in the world to know, a little better looking than them, who has a job and knows where she stands and here i am... with nothing, but envy so since there is no explination to law of attraction i give up!!!! so if anyone reads this and they are conicdering.. forget about it... im only about friends now if i have to chose to between being a slut or being perfectly me and out of trobule or any of that crazy stuff then im going with #2 id rather be dead than
Why Do I Do This...
Is it me or does anyone else find themselves having weird feelings for people who you think you know, but have never actually met in person. I dont know what kind of feeling it is. I hesitate to say its love, because I dont know that you can love someone based on their representation of themselves on line. There are a few exceptions, as I have one myself. I dont want to say its infatuation or lust, cause again, it's not just someones representation of themselves, and until you meet in person and spend time with that person you dont know for sure if that is the real them or not. However, having said that, I know that I get a certain feeling of excitement, or joy when I see certain friends or people on line. It's more than just "Yea your here"....its like "OMG I havent talked to you in forever and I miss you so much"..... I just want to know what the feeling is and how to deal with it cause sometimes I have to admit that it drives me crazy. That is all I have....probably no
Stuff That Means Something To Me
It's a little too late, I'm a little too gone, a little too tired of just hangin' on, I'm lettin' go while I'm still strong enough to, It's a little too sad, I'm a little too blue, It's a little too bad, you were too good to be true, I'm "BIG" time over you, Baby We slept in this room together but now you're gone It's so quiet I turn the TV on We lived in this room together - we painted the wall Now time doesn't stand still - it crawls And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep I never realized how much I was in love with you Till you started sleeping with someone new Last night I dreamed again and you were there You kissed my face - you touched my hair And I'm afraid to sleep Cause if I do I dream of you And dreams are always deep On the pillow where I weep Lying alone in the darkness With a memory in my head There's a big hole where my heart is And a lonely feeling rolling round my b
~*~I LOVE U WARREN HARRIS B.K.A. HARRY~U WILL FOREVER BE IN MY THOUGHTS, MY HEART, AND SOUL~U WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED BY ALL OF US~THERE WILL NOT BE A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF U~REST IN PEACE "HARRY"~*~ You were an Angel! An Amazing man who didnt deserve this. Why does god do things like this to such good people? Why is he punishing us your friends and family. Harry I will always remember those clubbin nights! All the nights at Tim Hortins at 4am... the nights at the pub and riverside. You were a man who didnt get a chance to live. Ill always remember all time Good & the Bad. we had so much more to do. I'll see you when I get to heaven baby boy!!! I love you ÅmÅnÐÅlïcïØü§ ~Å-TØwn§ ƒïnë§T ïm Thë TØp nØTch glÅmØür chïck!~ r/l wïƒëŸ TØ mr. mÅrTïn~@ fubar Maybe I shouldnt be writing this but you know I honestly dont give a fuck what people think of me anymore. I am who I am. I say what I want to say. I do everyhitng to try and please others but in the e
Finding Yourself...
Did you ever notice. When it gets to be bad weather some people seem to forget what redlights and stop signs are, etc. I mean they have most likely lived in weather like this their whole lives, and they didn't just put that redlight in...come on! Slow down. Leave a little early. Be a little more patient...... So why is it that so many people have lost common manners? I think that is one sign of a bad trend. IN a store, on the road, everywhere. Let's start showing some "luv" for our fellow man! As human beings we are constantly evolving. Changing the way we look at the world, and interact with it. “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things” (1 Corinthians 13:11). This used to be true. Men were Men (and this is not a sexual orientation issue!). Now however, things are different. A man used to concern himself with taking care of his loved ones, providing for them, and leaving t
My Shoulder
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. A person, who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails. ) 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at t
Poetry * Not For Laughs*
Beneath the sheets of two women I've slept To whom I have been so deeply inside Both have sketched memories in my heart One sketched in my skin Both embedded in my mind Yet, ones more deeply within One is the meaning of my pain Yet one deepens my sin Stress springs from her Grows over my nature And pulls me down in it's grips And it's only love that dares Rescue me from the abyss Both lost in the labyrinth We cannot escape her attack So even with her love intact My heart simply remains trapped What will it take for the destruction to end Life of love I need help But with who to depend Should I stay on this path In which destruction ends Or should I go with my savior My heart will she mend … ? You're lost I cant see you Nor can I hear you I Spotted a tear fall Your open eye Stares at me from afar Wondering why there is so much distance And in an instance I reappear Right in front of your eyes It's as clear as those drops of
Words Of Wisdom
I was just going through my friend request. Since the whole deleting of my account I decided u I was going to go back to the days when I had a small friends list and I didn't approve every invite annnnywho the point is going through them there is a 19 yr old that sent me a request yes yes I know age is suppose to be just a number just can't figure out why a 19yr old would want to be friends with a 30 something old lady... shrugs or maybe its because there are 20 yr old that hit on my daughter and its just weird to have someone that one hit you up... ha anyway think im done rambling here have a great week!! The early bird may get the worm but, the second mouse always gets the cheese.
DOG DIARY 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 PM - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 PM - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 PM - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 PM - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 PM - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 PM - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 PM - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! CAT DIARY Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify) lol please reply!!! Then send to your other friends and see how many and which answers you get, see how many people want you in their might be surprised by the answers you get back Yeah, I say still i stand Ay, shawty here i am hey (Verse 1) Never have you seen in ya lifetime A more divine southern rapper with a swag like mine Facin all kinda time but smile like I'm fine Brag with such passion and shine without tryin Believe me, pains a small thing to a giant I was born without a dime Out the gutter I climbed spoke my mind and didn't stutter one time Ali said "even the greatest gotta suffer sometimes" So I huff and puff rhymes Lyrics so sick wit it Se
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Real Poetry From The Heart
Yeah, my man said he wanted somethin real.. Somethin he could recognize, somethin he could feel.. Baby girl said she was in the mood for somethin real.. Somethin that could make her move Somethin she could feel.. Lusssst... sometimes can override trusssst Maybe that's why she gave it up My man said blood spilled out of everything he touchhhhed He crushed everything he touched. Ruined everything he loved, all because he rushhhhhed Blamed it on the times bein rough Doin dirt, with the devil, chasin after the dusssst Make a fussss, if it's them, but we hushhh, if it's us That's why, my momma said she wanted somethin REAL.. Somethin she could be proud of, somethin she could FEEL.. She said they so used to not havin nuttin real.. That they don't know how to act They don't know how to feel.. Lifffffe... ain't meant to come around twice Yeah, that's why I gotta get it right They said I got it honest now I gotta give it LIFE But sleep on it, that's why God g
My Blogs
SGT. Edmund Jo hn Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp, but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you is listen to what he had to say. Listen up and pay attention. To all of the Cindy Sheehans and Al Frankens of the world. To MSNBC, CNN, NBC, ABC and CBS. To all who call themselves Americans. Hope Rides Alone by Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest; my hands are steady on a device t
Txt Messages I Got
Beer doesnt make u FAT it makes u LEAN.. against walls, tables, chairs, floors and ugly people The condom tells the tampon u fuck up my business 4 a week, the tampon replies yeah but when u fuck up i lose my job for 9 months 10th anual cock sucking contest is this friday they are asking that u not compete so some1 else can win this year thanx
Some Shit
talking to stomps has now gotten me all nostalgic for the days before my chemical romance and simple plan and good charlotte......the days when the queers were kings of the pop/punk scene.operation ivy was the band of the day......screeching weasel was still putting out kick ass music and green day didnt sell out..its a fucking shame we cant go back to the days before punk became a money making trend and everyone went from loving britney to loving punk...fuck scene kids i hope they all rot in hell and choke on my cock when i get there....... do you have to look like a dirty gutter ounk with dirt and heroin residue under your fingernails for people to think you are punk?...fuck all that.i used ta be that way but im thirty now and i care about the way i look..punk is in me.its not a look or a fashion trend it's a ....god i hate to say this.but a way of life(fuck that makes me wanna puke.cliches are grossy)i have been this way since my sister introduced me to punk way back in the 80s with
My Pimpin Bulletins :p
I love theses people they are dear to me and you should get to know these amazing people. Sometimes its not always about points on here. True friends are rare in this world. Dont just rate fan and add get to know who they are. Love you all ~Lonewolf92 WickedAzzBeotch owned by ring of fire,,member of club united, and few other clubs@ fubar 100%NSFW SWÊÊTCHÊÊKS UR NÊXT WÊT DRÊAM!(MEMBER: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club)NO FAN NO ADD!@ fubar Miss Wild....@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by Passionman71@ fubar ~*~sailor saturn~*~fu owned by lonewolf92 & Big Tom~*~
Writings..real Blogs
What makes it so damn hard to find a little understanding? Think about it. All of us have been through similar situations. We've all been through love and heartbreak. Through being the one who dumps to being the one who's dumped. We all can point at one another when we hear their tale told, saying "I know exactly what you mean!" And yet, when it comes to our own personal romantic endeavors, we can't admit that the other person has been in the same position that we have. We become completely centrally focused. Why don't they want me? Why don't they obsess over me? Why did they break up with me? Don't they know that I do the breaking up around here? Well, damn. Think about it. Why did you not want that nice guy/girl that chased you around? Why didn't you obsess over the girl/guy who remembered to tell you every day how much you meant to them? Why did you find their behavior stifling, smothering, invasive? Why did that lead you to break up with them? Why did you find it so odd
Random Thoughts
So you feel that you ain't nobody Always needed to be somebody Put your feet on the ground Put your hand on your heart Lift your head to the stars And the world's for your taking So you feel it's the end of the story Find it all pretty satisfactory Well I tell you my friend This might seem like the end But the continuation Is yours for the making Yes you're a hero A few years ago I made a statement that still holds true today, I said to a friend that all my life I had been running a race and just when I’m kicking ass and winning the race by a marginal lead someone comes out to kick me in the nuts and everyone else passes me up in the race. I never really knew where I was going when I came up with that metaphor, but as I got older it started making more and more sense. In the previous statement made by myself I got a lot of frustration out of my system but by no means did I get it all out nor was I looking for a solution, just answers, and possibly a chance. Th
Shit From My Brain...
..I welcome hell...bring on the fire.....let the molten rocks rain down upon me least I'll feel something more than desire..let the fire fall ... let the ash burn bright..I never wanted to see the dawn of light soul is already burning ...fist punching blades of fury... heat so raw my brain becomes numb.. I want to feel what its like not to feel at all.. give me the ash,,,....i crave a drought now..dont let me drink..let me suck up the dust from your altar ...that which you kneel to..the empty slab of stone with no has no meaning to me..its all nonsense and ridicule the tales you weave... give to me true death...and everlasting black where I float alone no one there to see me...all alone in this vast empty space up above... where I can be alone ..singularly in love...In love with the nothingness..all alone in my one to hear one to dread... I hate others around me...I hate the ones I've met...this life is nothing ...let me lie dead in my
Insane Beauty( Inspiring You )
I'm very laid back and pretty much like to do anything. I can go for walks, bike riding, dancing, or just sit at home with a drink and a movie curled up on the couch and be just as content. (I really like doing that one) The simple things in life you know... I love a star filled sky; I love the mountains, a rainy day, and the moon, just a very simple low maintenance kind of girl!I'm the type of girl that will devote my life to you if you catch my heart and will always be there for you. One man and one man only and I expect the same. I love to cuddle and kiss, kiss, kiss so anyone interested must like to do the same! I also like a lot of touching; physical contact is very erotic and important to me whether it's in public or behind closed doors. Just a simple brush of your hand across the small of my back while Im walking by to grab something, things like that ya know. Hmmmmm, who id like to meet? Well, he should be fun, love to laugh, easy going, takes care of himsel
My Private Jojo
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions such as cloth
Animal Cruelty
this is for the people who constantly lecture me on how i need to eat meat and how the animals arent treated or killed in a cruel way... and uhm this video kinda proves MY point that they ARE treated like shit... and i dont lecture you for supporting DONT lecture me for NOT supporting it! have a nice night =] I want people to watch this video because im real sick and fucking damn tired of people saying its alright to wear fur. There is NOTHING right about TORTURING and KILLING an animal just to wear its fur. Animals CAN feel what your doing to them and I highly HIGHLY doubt a person would love to feel the pain that they feel. They ARE living beings whether or not they are walking on two feet or four! If I ever saw a person doing this, I'd literally KILL them! I will put any animal before any human being and I don't care if you tell me that's wrong! To me, an animal is like a ALWAYS comes first! I don't even know how people can even think about doing what they do to
Saints And Sinners
Well.. here we go again... It is the same thing over and over again. There are lots of people on the train that NEVER repost anything! So... I just posted the newest update and will be checking to see who posts it... if it doesn't get reposted by Sat by some.. you will be deleted! Thanks again to those of you who repost the bulletins pretty much all the time for us! Hey ALL! Want to join the SAINTS AND SINNERS TRAIN and be added to our weekly pimp out bulletin? All you have to do is follow the three steps below! 1) Fan, Rate, and Add everyone already on the train. 2) One you have done that just tell Persia, Ruby Cairo, or Louise about it by MESSAGE (Not shout) so that they can add you to the next pimpout! 3) Once you are added... just repost the weekly bulletin! That is all we ask! Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾ ¢Ó Co-Skank to NSF You ¢Ó@ fubar ¢¾Louise¢¾ *Owned by Thelma*@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC} FuGF of Persia & Elizabitch
Im Back
What to do on a day off??...Lets see Workout !...Just relaxing soaking up the sun and going to boxing later on tonight. Glad the sun is out had a good storm last night. Thunder Boomed n lighting shot everywhere.Was cool and Mojo wasnt a chicken shit either sat on my lap out on the patio the whole time. Anywho im kinda bored can ya tell so im going to workout catch up to you all later Cheers for now Me nMr MoJo Risen oxox Hey all ..  Had a few hicupps along the way. Back this time! Still boxing n workout daily. Not much of a summer this year but making the best of it. Hope all is well Cheers For now sorry i havent had anytime to get on here i work to much these days 12 hour shifts are killer. when im not working im out on the canoe. Hope all is well cheers xoox
I remember my mother saying 2 me last year, "its time u enjoyed life 2". So here i am asking myself, am i enjoying my life? Hell no. I'm running in2 the same thingz az every other year - surrounding my self with ppl who dont mean what they say, ppl trying 2 uze the fuck out of me and ppl who cant respect my time. I CANT EVEN DO A SIMPLE SHOW in a FUBAR LOUNGE cuz i get fucking interrupted for 6 hourz that i had set aside 2 finish the material up 4 the show. And yes, im getting 2 be one GROUCHY cold FUCK. If u were 2 ask me why, i'd tell u...."i'm a product of everything u have done 2 me." And dont tell me not 2 be a such hater,...becuz U created the hater i am. Will i ever change? Only when U do. IF U REALLY ARE: 1. a HipHop Barbie Slut 2. an avid fan of anal sex 3. a redneck by day and Vampire on the internet 4. not the person in your default pic 5. hoping i'm as unconditional as Jack Sprat 6. so man crazy that you spend entire dinner dates on your cell phone
2 B Loved By You
let me know what you think i posted some on /axl rose/kiss/metallica/ac~dc/grateful dead/system of a down/ i hope you like them is to make new friend's on here so please bear with me
So tired My mind is restless Body sinks into the unconscious Dreams fill my head Nightmares fuel the screams Laying here I can only think of you Nodding off into their world I wanna stay here with you You can save me from them all Tell me you need me You're everything and more to me Forever in my hear Never to forget Hoping you feel the same Share your life with me Gave up my every for you And still I'd give more Just to be the one The one you think of, dream of, love I'd do anything for your affection Believing everyone is wrong You're always so right I'm full inside with you Tasted to swallow Drink it all away. Love is but a heartbeat My heartbeats a thousand times a minute with my love for you i long for the day when i can feel your touch i yearn for the day when i can have you in my arms It will be a day that i will never forget for the rest of my life Your my every thought My every dream my everywish come true When i have a bad day al
Bi Chics
Life And Times Rants And Raves
For along time now Halloween has been my favorite holiday before that when the kids were growing up it was Christmas. This year it will be Valentines Day. Most girls are brought up with this dream, fantasy of one day meeting the perfect someone where everything just fits like it was always supposed to be. Their soul mate, their best friend above and beyond all friends, their other half, mind, body and soul. I to had that dream at one time but life took it's twists and turns and I found myself married for 13 years in a marriage that was just convenient and not really love at all. I raised the kids, cooked the meals, cleaned the house, worked full time and did it all with a smile on my face like it was all great. I was everyone's clown and I played the part well but inside I was alone. With the kids grown and gone there was nothing left to hold on to about 6 years ago on my bday it ended. I thought this was the worst birthday anyone could have and I wouldn't ever celebrate it like most p
What Kind Of Person Are You...
My Everyday Boring Life
We've lost it. We had it for a long time and now it's gone. What is it that we've lost: our sense of humor. We've lost the ability to taste, touch, feel, or even recognize humor. We've let the gods of political correctness dictate to us what is humor and what isn't, and they have left us in the dark void of nothingness. As far as they are concerned nothing is funny and any attempt at humor is a sign of "disrespect", "insensitivity", and shows a lack of "compassion"I know something about humor. I learned it well when I was a young one. I was abandoned by my natural parents, who divorced and left me in the US while they went back to the old country. Being without a family, up for adoption with no prospects made me an easy target for the other kids. Kids were more brutal then, but in their brutality I learned to deflect their harsh words with humor. I learned the meaning of the phrase:"Sticks and stones my break my bones, but names will never hurt me. When I die, you will cry for all
We part at the crossroads, You leave with your joys and problem, I with mine. Alone, I look down the road. Each one must walk one’s own path. People’s paths come together all too briefly when sharing friendship, but that makes those times no less valuable. We must take advantage of support and sharing in a mutually beneficial way. Whenever we take from another, we should try to give back something. This is fundamental. No one should lean on another person, or expect another to carry them a long distance down the road. Friends should walk side by side for as long as their journey carries them, without becoming dependent on one another. There should be no obligation. If I can help someone do something, then I should do so without any hesitation or expectation of reward or debt. If there is something that I need to learn and my companion can show it to me, then I should accept it in humility. No one “owns” knowledge. It should be freely shared. Parting is inherent in all mee
My Babbles
walkin' down this crazy road wondering which way to go why cant your eyes see me since you said you'd never leave *************chorus************* there under the streetlight she sold her soul she was tired of her life never wanting to grow old she fell down to her knees then she cried she turned her eyes upward screaming - god i tried ******************************** i sit here deep in thought figuren' where you've gone thank god for the rain hiding all my tears of shame **********************chorus********************* through the dark and moonless night quietly reflecting on our life my soul is points of light what you did wasn't right **********************chorus********************* bridges burn, tables turned bad luck following at your heels nowhere left to run and hide now you know how i feel **************chorus*************** bye - bye baby so long ill think of you when i sing this song you want to love me, but my need is gone come around lat
You Wish You Were Me...
i am the shit. bitches dont need to hate cause the man you love wants me more. fuck you all. mwuahahahahahahahahaha!!! why dont you just get the fuck over it?!!! cant walk the walk then dont talk the talk cause fake ass bitches get outlined in chalk! FUCKERS!! shits about to get real. very real. which will you choose?? either way it's gonna go down and you ain't gonna like it. you think you hate me now? just wait.... its a proven fact that in the world today sex sells. its a sad truth but true none the less. anyone unwilling to submit to this sexual hunger will be broken down and eventually succum to it. losing their dignity, self respect and the respect of others. everyone scoures the earth for someone to see them as more than a piece of meat in this vicious game of life. through the search you'll run into characters of all sorts. the players. the sweet talkers. the obsessive. the possesive. all of the above will tear through the population using anyone in their path. which leads to
Listen Up
Hrmmmmm I know this a free site and it can be kinda fun but I got to say these people suck. Apparently you cant have multiple people sign in and make an account if they live in the same house hold and you send invites to there email. All my points were wiped out and they say the system tag it as fraud and they cant be restored. Bullshit but anyway. Guess it is back to pushing Myspace and other chat sites. Kisses Get your butts to Dirty Lil Secrets Lounge for my Fu Wedding going on NOW! The wedding was great thank you to Princess RBK for letting us have the wedding in her lounge Dirty Little Secrets and thank you to Rev Eternal for performing the wedding it Rocked Vegas Style. Hello all thanks for viewing my blog. I tend to ramble a lot so keep an eye out you might see something interesting.
Why Me Lord? If I ever did Love Lord,this is real My heart did she steal Years ago,I guess I was the fool To throw my heart in the love pool Why Me Lord? Deep within my being The Love is seeing How crossed up it can be So look deep inside and see Why Me Lord? I dreamed of you for so many years Just to end up in tears I don't think it should be this way So open up your heart and say Why Me Lord? (C)TJC2008 Practice Makes Perfect! When I feel alone and lonely My empty world seems void I relax for just a moment I trust joy will unfold Practice Makes Perfect! For in my quiet time I listen For the gentle voice within Hew hears my prayers clearly For he lets the sunshine in Practice Makes perfect! Oh how great is this practice for you Which can make our dreams come true But the beauty of the practice My dear brothers and sisters is up to us Practice Makes Perfect! It's a gift,But ours by choice So if we continue in this practice R
Fun Quizzes
Halloween Candy Quiz You are a Pumpkin Jelly Like the pumpkin jelly candy you are soft and gentle Find out which Halloween Candy you are at Which Deadly Sin Is Yours? Wrath Make war and not love is your motto. Better to rise up in anger and strike someone down than be pushed around. Find out your Deadly Sin at Your Princess Name is marie the Respected, Princess of Hathefell Get your Princess Name at
Erotic Stories
Every now and then Greta would bend Andres over and take him as a man takes a woman. At first he was afraid it would become the focal act of their sex life but she chose it only when the need took her. It reinforced her role in the relationship and she noticed him becoming more timid. Not just in the bedroom, but whenever they were together. Since taking him she had symbolically become the head of the relationship, it was only natural that he acted that way. She saw him more as the female in the relationship. There was no denying that he was male, he still prided himself on it and as a lover he was insistent but she had opened up a more delicate side to him that was showing more and more. When they made love he was more vocal and yielding. Each of his orgasms was deeper, bringing a cry that was unfamiliar coming from his strong, well shaped lips. His butt was tight and compact and often she would imagine it spread open for her dildo as he drove into her. That was the only image
Give Me A Hand With A Friend
i am trying to help my daughter Nocturnal mistress to win the most kissable woman on fubar. would you please click on the pic and rate it then leave at lest 1 comment. i will be forever in your debt but it ends today so please HELP.... pic is link OHHH WOULDN'T YOU LOVE TO OWN ME...YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO :-P I AM OFFERING TO PUT MY OWNERS NAME ON MINE FOR 1 MONTH, PIMP THEM OUT, MAKE THEM A SPECIAL SALUTE PIC, RATE ALL THEIR STASH, RATE PICS 11'S DURING HH AND COMMENT THEM ALL! SO WHAT IS OWNING ME WORTH TO YOU... CLICK ON THE PIC AND LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!! please click on her pic rate it and leave as many comments as possible this contest will last for 1 week and she needs all the help she can get.. thank you all and as always Come Luv Me pic is link to contest
I Am A Virgo
I'm not God fearing...I'm God loving. NO I don't think God is gonna STRIKE me down if I do something that He/She doesn't like...NO I don't think I'm gonna be PUNISHED if I don't follow the laws of The Book. I believe in Free-will. I believe that God allows us to make our own moves and suffer the consequences or reap the benefits. Cats be comin at me with that 'God is gonna get you' mentality. Stop and think about some of the bullisht your doin to yourself and think about the consequences of your actions. We punish ourselves...This is what I call 'Life Lessons'...God allows things to happen to us to learn from it...whatever that thing may be. That's why I don't stress too much about's whatever. If you don't THINK before you ACT then shit ready and keep smiling baby. *bendicion* The beautiful thing about me is that I'm always changing and evolving. It's my nature to move toward perfection, and even though I know it's not really possible,
Hoosier Hooligans
Sittin in a windstorm Drinkin gasoline Why the fuck you care about me For you I’m just a thing Gimme some time to adjust My head ain’t all that clear Eyes and ears are full of dust I’ll be the one you fear Sippin on the red jug Lighter cued to go Mind’s a fumin’, hot headed Time for the show You pain me to no end And now I cleanse my soul You’ll be last one for me Now it’s time to go Watch me burn in glory My fiery breath behold To you I owe this duty You torrid empty soul Run away you blasphemy Your time is soon to come Eyes are burning, hot headed Nowhere left for you to run Behold ! my fiery burning flesh My end is not your gain For you are going with me Now you shall feel my pain Hazy brain, my head hurts Coming down too quickly Wearing off this buzz From the hydrogen whiskey Poppin the clutch Gotta feather her throttle No better drunk Could come from a bottle Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiske
Jingle Bombs
My name, is NOT baby. If you have never talked to me before and I don't know you, don't assume you can call me baby. Some of you guys on here that like to sb, learn how to be polite first. Please. It just pissed me off when the first thing that you type is 'hey baby'. I'm not your baby. Not now, not tomorrow, probably not ever. K? Thanks. =] I hate it. It's worse than dial up. Whatever. If you cant get a hold of me for some reason or I don't return the love, forgive me, the internet gods hate me. >=[ Just click the picture, Nothing to fancy here. ¢¾FallenLoki¢¾ Come bid on me. It's my first Auction!! Show me lots of love!!! This is what I'm offering: -Add name to mine for a month. -Will rate all pics and stash. -Pimp out on my page for a month. -1 SFW salutes. -Will buy daily gifts of my choice. -Random IMIKIMI comments. -If VIP/BLAST/or AUTO 11 or higher cash value offered, will increase ownership to 2 months plus: -4 SFW salutes. -Give Yahoo ID i
Somethin Funny For You
I'm completely aware that there are DROVES of men on this site that will send a barrage of messages across the board, offering no content or tactics to try and hook up. They send you messages with nothing but "Wanna hav sexxx??" and if you say no, they reply with, "y not??" It's an Internet phenomenon. They probably frustrate you to the point that you can't even properly formulate the reply that would completely encompass your issues with his approach. So, I give you a response. You can take this response, save it to a file on your desktop, and feel free to copy and paste it to any of these guys that bothers you. If we get enough women answering these idiots in full detail, they may eventually become receptive on how to properly treat a lady with respect. It wouldn't matter if they see it twice, because odds are they are copying and pasting their message to multiple women. So, without further ado: -- Excuse me, but every step of a man's approach represents his skill and ab
I've been living in Tennessee for 4 months now. I fell in love with the state!!! It's beautiful and amazing and definately different from Walton, NY. But i do miss NY, don't get me wrong. I miss the few friends i had and my family. Everyone has asked me if i regret moving to Tennessee or regret making the decision to stay in Tennesee. And my answer to both is no. Why? I made the decision to move here, on my own free will, so I can't regret a decison I MADE. My ex-boyfriend didn't force me to come here. He offered me a place to live, help to get me a job and to help pay for me to come to him. I did...granted things didn't work out but that's the way life works sometimes. There are days where I get completely frustrated. I still live with my ex and his family. I still have feelings for my ex and I still care about him. I'm moving out of his family's place on Jan 3rd...and it will be one of the HARDEST days of my life. I have grown attached to everyone in his family, es
I'm Back
First Poem
MOON BRITE The moon is out and brite The moon lights up the dark sky The moon is brite it makes a brite grey light The moon is full and when the moon is full and brite it makes for a cold night The brite moon light makes everything look like a black and white photograph The moon is out ever so brite The moon light is brite enough to walk,sit,talk,and see by The moon is out full and ever so brite ~ Scorpio 2007 ~ SOME FRIENDS ARE FOREVER Sometimes in life, you find a special friend,someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you cant stop;someone who makes you belieave that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty,your friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times,the sad times,and the
Pimpin Ain't Easy
Ok peeps this is my Head Pimpette respect her! She Runs the show with me! Rate, Fan, Add then offer her something special...Hint: HH, VIp,Blast will get you everywhere! Rate, Fan, Add then baby her!!!!! The PIMP Commandments I.Thou shall not snitch. II.Thou shall not infiltrate. III.Thou shall not perpetrate. IV.Thou shall not playa hate. V.Thou shall not hoe trust. VI.Thou shall not hoe say. VII.Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII.Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX.Thou shall not be broke. X.Thou shall not be without his necessities.
General Stuff
so i got my daughter for Xmas. her mom dropped her off pretty late Xmas eve, way later then i really expected. so around 11 we went to bed, but she wouldnt go to sleep. i found out when she got up it was already dark, so i was up all night with a 4 year old who wanted to play and not chill. finally around 830am i quit trying to get any sleep and let her open her presents which was fun. we played for most of the morning, then about an hour before her mommy was coming to get her, she got sick all over her fancy dress and me. we thought she was ok, feeling better playing and all, and when we put her in the car, she got sick all over herself again.. awww my poor baby. she is home resting now. hopefully it was just to much excitment... i got up at 4 for work , drove in, worked, took lunch at 330 drove home and got called bck to work, so im sitting here 12 hours later still working. i'm tired and i just wanna go hide in bed now....
Personality Test
Your 80s Theme Song Is: Just Can't Get Enough by Depeche ModeWhat's Your 80s Theme Song? You Passed 8th Grade Math Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!Could You Pass 8th Grade Math? There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.Could You Be Violent?
Poetry I Like By Other People
I only need to 10,000 comments for a month's VIP or 7 day blast. * Dogs spend all day sprawled on the most comfortable piece of furniture in the house. * They can hear a package of food opening half a block away, but don't hear you when you're in the same room. * They can look dumb and lovable all at the same time. * They growl when they are not happy. * When you want to play, they want to play. * When you want to be alone, they want to play. * They leave their toys everywhere. * They do disgusting things with their mouths and then try to give you a kiss. * They go right for your crotch as soon as they meet you. Conclusion: They're tiny men in little fur coats. Love is your friend, Love is your foe, It can bring you happiness It can bring you woe. It can cause you joy As it causes you sadness. So how may I ask Can people put up with this madness? Is it the tears
Her Journey
What made her stay in the marriage? Was it the children? Was it the vows, or worse, guilt? Whatever it was, it trapped her in a life that both gave her joy in children but also chained her to the post. =============================================== Although she wanted to be His and He put forth small gestures to show that He wanted her... this was something she accepted yet left her restless; more alone than ever. Every night she waited for just a little more; a tug of the collar, a demand that denoted His ownership. It was evident though, that this wouln't happen. He hid in the darkness, knew her moves, yet stayed away. She, alit to Him, watching; in her mind, pacing. Her need to be closer made her suspicious, jealous, sad... She felt He knew this, yet still held away. He had His reasons. Reasons she struggled to accept because deep down, she knew, He was probably right. What then did the future hold? Did He really extend the collar that bound her to Him or h
Lounges Button Blog
We are looking for staff members. Enforcers - keep our lounge clean of drama. Prmoters - bring people in our lounge. Bartenders - serve drinks to our members, and greet members as they come in. Greeter - greet our new members and get them to join our wonderful lounge. Pervers - Perv our members profiles get them and you lots of points and make new friends! If you are intrested in becoming a staff member of our lounge reply to this blog and tell us what job you would like to do. Thank you Enchanted Realm (1) Respect all Staff members, and members (2)Keep it pg-13 ( no hard core sex talk or nudity) (3)No spaming (4)Absalutly no drama (5)No Link droping without asking staff if its ok (6)Must have a fubar regulated icon( this means if you have no pic you will be warned to get one if you do not listen to the warning then you will be ejected from the lounge) ***** If you do not fallow the ru
Everything Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care. Christmas is over, yeah :-P .... The first time i am so glad these days are over. I had a lot of thinking... Well i am suprised that some people been reading my profile.. and i got a lot of comments and good luck wishes for me and the person i do love?!?!...also i heared that many times already.. u deserve better. First of all..i been saying it over and over again.. its always a 2 side of the story and u can not say it u deserve better.. cuz none really know me and know what happen in the past. Everybody
For Now This Is Just Goodbye
I sit here and think with so many fucked up thoughts in my head You know I wonder if it was something you did or something I said At first everything was going unbelievably fucking great Little by little it started to change its like being alone is my fate When I give myself to someone I truly give all that I can I believe that I am amazing myself and deserve a deserving man I honestly think that for me it is just so hard to trust because of the past This life is so short to waste time it just flies by so fast I want to believe what is said to me by you all the time on the phone Even when you say that you love me and need me why do I feel alone I feel as though you might be playing me for dumb It was too easy to fall for you I mean I could not pretend to be numb Were you just telling me all the things that a woman wants to hear I knew from the beginning falling too hard was the one thing I did fear Please talk to me and let me know what is goin
Sadder Days
THE PERSONAL YEAR The Personal Year is helpful in evaluating the trend of the coming calendar year. For a clue as to what lies ahead in the coming year, calculate your personal year using this formula: First, reduce the month and day of your birth, your birthday, to a single digit. Using my birthday for example, February 8th, that single digit would be 1 (2+8=10; 1+0=1). If your month and day total comes to 11 or 22, the master numbers, in this instance, reduce the number to 2 and 4, respectively. Next, reduce the year for which you are making the calculation to a single digit. The year 2003 would become 5. Now, add the single digit representing your birthday to the single digit representing the year in question. Thus, 2003 is a 6 personal year for me. Calculate your personal year and see the likely trend of events for the year Personal Year 1. . . .A New Beginning In Your Life The current year is the beginning of a new nine year cycle for you. It holds t
Poems N Stuff I Like
Love In Full Bloom Imagine me as a flower, Delicate,and yet,bold. Your smile is my sunlight, Keeping me from the cold. Shower me with kisses. Quench my only thirst! For that is what inspired me To grow from the very first. Breathe,take in the fragrance, The scent of my desire. Does the aroma please you? Does it stir your inner fire? Pluck away all of my petals. Scatter them on the ground. When you're standing in this path, Your presence I'll surround. Although I'm left with just a stem, I will begin anew. My love is as deep as my roots. I'll always blossom for you. Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gav
Humans Bein
She put him out like the burnin end of a midnight Cigarette she broke his heart he spent his whole life tryn to forget, we watched him drink his PAIN away alil at a time, but he never cud get drunk enuf ta get her off his mind! Until the night!!!! he put that Bottle to his head and pulled the trigger!!! I had a friend once!! Her name Is Angie!! She is now and was a good Friend!! Not sure Y she did what she did but I still Love her !!!! I am Out!!! Love humans being!!!! LOL
About Me
i believe mankind was a ploy to create an earthbound angel born in gods image, an angel in the form of you thanks to you i can see why lucifer thought the humans were precious enough to get jealous over when god made me he made a copy to put on his mantle, when god made you he made a copy to put in his bed roses are red and so are my cheeks cause when you smile at me i blush and get weak violets are blue and because of you im fully aroused so my balls are too you think this is sweet? this is just a sliver off the sugar cane, let me know when your ready for a mouthful in this society marriage is like a fulltime job... you still got to have something on the side to get fullfilled "i have 3 inches of hard dick for you" ( far east coast from "How High")  lets play navy you be the submarine.... dive deep, get wet, sink a sub and ill fill you with the seamen to get the job done If she doesnt have a past, she is too young for me. If there is nothing wrong with her then she is not righ
Loss Of My Mother
For those of you who know me on a personal level, you know that my mom has been fighting the odds with her health over the last 5 months. She was admitted into the hospital on 12/26/07 for health reasons, had a minor day surgery on 12/31/07 she was then discharged that evening to go home. Tired from being in the hospital she slept all night and slept most the morning yesterday. At approximantly 6:30a.m. she woke to use the bathroom and immediatly fell back to sleep. My Dad checking on her frequently had gone into check on her at approximantly 1:00p.m touched her skin and felt that she was cold, felt for a pulse there wasn't one and put his ear down to her chest and mouth to feel and hear for air and there was none. On 1/1/08 at the age of 60, my mom lost her fight against the odds. She went to take a walk with our Lord Jesus. This woman was an amazing person loved by many... She was not only my mother but my best friend and she left us to soon. I miss her so much and don't kn
Lord Lestat's And Kyttiekat's Auction
Azkadellia/DJSeleneCorvenios Up for offer: ~ I will put your name at the end of mine "Owned by you" for 3 months ~ 2 personal salute (1sfw 1 nsfw if you chose) ~ Top friend for 3 months, along with rating of all pictures only (during any time of the day) ~ Link to your profile on my page for 3 months If the bid includes 7 day or 30 day blast: ~ I will be "owned by you" for 6 months, and I will put that in my name ~ 2 personal salutes (sfw or nsfw) ~ Rates of all pictures OR stash, during happy hour. ~ Top friends rank for 9 months. ~ Link to your profile on my page for 6 months. ~ I will send you ONE personal letter. ~ One gift a week of your choosing (within fu-bucks spending limit) for a month. ~ You can have my phone number for text purposes only. (I have unlimited Texts) If the bid includes a Happy Hour or VIP membership: ~ I will be "Owned by you" for a year, and it will be in my name for that whole year. ~ I will add you to my family for an enti
Meandering Thoughts
24 Interludes of Life1. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.4. May you have...Enough happiness to make you sweetEnough trials to make you strongEnough sorrow to keep you humanEnough hope to make you happyAnd enough money to keep you comfortable.5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.7. It's true that we don't know what
Helping Friends
Please Show My Friend Meowzette Lots of Love! She was kind enough to bling me with a Jet, which was extremely generous out of the blue! Meowzette ( Owned by Texas Camaro Nut)@ fubar Thanks Meowzette!!! Could you help a girl out? She need to do the Spotlight before she passes Godfather and could use a helping hand. Fupal her ANYTHING! Please click the top pic to go to her page. ~~LALA~~@ fubar Please Hit Her With a Donation. Anything You Can Spare Some Codes Proudly stolen for you by: PieDaDDY@ fubar For whatever reasons she deleted her account (Makes Googly eyes at her) shes been my friend for over 2 years now and I'd like to help her level back up again. Please show her some luv! Please feel free to pass her around like a used whore! lmao theoneudesire71
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ? A farmer was sitting in the neighborhood bar getting drunk. A man came in and asked the farmer, "Hey, why are you sitting here on this beautiful day, getting drunk?" The farmer shook his head and replied, "Some things you just can't explain." "So what happened that's so horrible?" the man asked as he sat down next to the farmer. "Well,"
Random Crap
I am an American I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I believe
12-20-2004 A Child Found, A Child Lost I lay awake Watching for daybreak All I can do is think While this paper is still blank What would you have been? Where can I begin? We did all we could do Then one day it was true There you where, a baby Growing inside me Then the day came When nothing would be the same For I lost you And nothing I could do I have to go on But my love is not gone We will never be apart Forever in my heart 12-28-2001 I Do Not Know I do not know What to do What to think Or what to feel I want you I want to love you Then I heard things Are they true? I do not know Now what should I do? What should I think? What should I feel? I do not know Should I keep my trust in you? Should I still want to love you? Are these things that I hear true? I do not know Will I ever know? I hope so Will I want to know? I do not know 7-23-2002 My Wo
A star fell from the sky. I picked her up. She was a bright star. The brightest I have ever seen. I hugged her and squeezed her. I took her home and I treasured her. And kept her shining for all of time. But, one day something took her from me. I didn't know what it was till she told me. The star is a lil faded now. But, with the right touch she will be bright again. 'Tis the bond of friendship that will keep us both strong. Friends till the end of time is our oath. Never to be broken is the code. Thank You for brightening my life with yours.... JLM I toss and turn you're not there. I reach my hand out there is only air. You may not be here now. But, in my mind you are there. My stomach aches but I am full. Full of wonder of what could be. Looking to the sky for that one star. But, the sky is clear of stars. Till I notice a patch of clouds moving. Out from behind the clouds is one star. Shining very bright. I watch closely. The star flickers like a wink. Letti
Once Again Up For Auction Wanna Own Me!!!!!!
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Poems & Things
Driving home I saw an image in the mirror, the person I saw was me... She looked back with tears in her eyes wondering why there's so much misery in her life I looked and saw so much beauty, I couldn't understand why she felt this way... Do you feel that? The pain she asked... I'm drowning within myself Don't worry I said, that break will mend Nope. Not this time. I wake each morning and should be living, but yet when my eyes open my death is approaching I've lost myself and who I am; there is no turning back or a path to apprehend I will sit and wait for my next mistake Until then self...enjoy the scene because tomorrow it may be a dream Written By: Kearra Gurule 12/13/06 Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action- Benjamin Disraeli So...It's been about a month of heartache and finally tonight i had this overwhelming feeling that things are starting to heal themselves. That I am going through yet another t
Spoken/singing Blogs
Comment | Copy This Comment | Copy This Video off of my phone from about a year and a half ago. You can hear a cousin and me, and see one of my uncles.
Yup you guessed I was asked to be in another auction by wildcat so everyone get in there and bid on me. Bids start at 200K. So click on the pic and it will take you right to the auction. Auction Sponsored by: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar Slave Auction Ok everyone it's time for the Mistress to become the Slave. I am up for auction right now to the highest bidder. I would like to see my friends come in and bid on me. Click on the picture and make your bid. Ice's First Auction I WOULD LIKE AT LEAST 20 CONTESTANTS THAT WANT TO BE FU OWNED. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING A SLAVE THEN SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE FOR THE AUCTION AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING THE MASTER/MISTRESS. HERE'S HOW IT GOES BID ON WHO YOU WANT AND AS ALWAYS BUYER BEWARE CAUSE I WILL NOT BE ACCOUNTABLE FOR EITHER PARTY'S SCREWING EACH OTHER OVER THIS IS A FREE ENTRY AUCTION UNLIKE T
My Life
i am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either. don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade. i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin. i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where
Ramblings Of My Soul
Crawling forward, back curved and head slightly down My eyes are lookin up at you...can you see the light? Wearing nothing but high heels & my crown What do you think of this woman in your sight? I'm heading in your direction Hear the miniscule sounds of pulsing, thumping, throbbing Behind these eyes you can see my temperature's reflection Tonight its not only your heart I plan on robbing A mission that must be completed However there's no rush I know how you like & deserve to be treated Oh don't be embarrassed, I will make you blush. Give me your lips, arms, heart, body, soul and that which no one's ever shared There's no inch inside and out that I won't sign Pleasing you in a way that can never be compared Tonight you will be all mine. By: Me 1/8/2008 {To a certain someone} There are days I look into your eyes And even though through a camera I still feel the power that is you Chills run through my veins And quickly become fire when they hit my heart My eyes b
Old But Nice Songs
If you search for tenderness It isn't hard to find You can have the love you need to live But if you look for truthfulness You might just as well be blind It always seems to be so hard to give Honesty is such a lonely word Everyone is so untrue Honest is hardly ever heard And mostly what I need from you I can always find someone To say they sympathize If I wear my heart out on my sleeve But I don't want some pretty face To tell me party lies All I want is someone to believe Honesty is such a lonely word Everyone is so untrue Honest is hardly ever heard And mostly what I need from you I can find a lover I can find a friend I can have security Until the bitter end Anyone can comfort me With promises again I know, I know When I'm deep inside of me Don't be too concerned I won't as for nothin' while I'm gone But when I want sincerity Tell me where else can I turn Because you're the one I depend upon Honesty is such a lonely word Everyone is so
2008 Valentine's Day Poems
Once I found a picture that works each poem....they will be deleted and reloaded into my photo's......To where you can see them as they will be in book.... Firestar Fireplace Fantasy A fireplace. Logs placed in it. A hand takes the match to light the logs. A fire engulfs the fireplace. A warm, but soft blanket spread about the floor. Pillows laid about the blanket. A table full of taste treats to bewitch two willing souls. Just within the right distant away from the flames, Yet Close enough to work its magic. Two bodies will soon come together as one. Within a fireplace fantasy coming true for two lovers. Someone is missing…. Who can it be? I smile and say to you, Of course you should know, It is you that is missing from this romantic scene for two. ©2008 Firestar Awakening Truth of Love Caught off guard, I was. Questions are raging within the depth of my soul. Failing to see or know the hidden message within me. Touching my heart that spurs act
Book Reviews
I added a new picture folder, "My Library". Some of these books I will have read, some not. If you would like to know about any of them, please, let me know and I will write up a review for you :-) If I haven't read it yet, then I will ASAP and then write a review :-) Thanks again for showing this great interest and hope to get some recommendations soon :-):-) I might start bugging some of you in friend mumms when I am being indecisive :-) OK, so I got on this kick, as with Fahrenheit 451. of reading some of the dys-Utopian stuff. If you're not sure what I mean, this is basically a novel that provided a vision of the future where everything is happy happy (Utopia), but the means to this happiness are rather warped. One of the quintessential novels in this vein is George Orwell's 1984. Written in 1948, it is a supposed statement against the evils of a totalitarian communist state and a concept known as "groupthink". In this novel, the world is divided into three superpow
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Giddies Ii
"any gal here that can smile, spell ambiguous, does not have metal in the face or pics of tats on the ahhh hmms gets a beer from me!" Now that is a start of a beautiful day, I would think... or a good note to end my night at work. Either way you look at it, it is all good. Thank you...... lol... In another blog posting on Fri or Sat (under the Inquiring Minds series), I mentioned that I was awakened by what sounded like a small cessna engine that landed on my ceiling. I threw water bottles at my ceiling to get my neighbor to stop, but the engine sound far outweighed the clicks on his floor (in comparison) from my water bottles. I called the apartment manager and she said to report back how long it lasted. Well it was over an hour and she said that she would put a notice on their door. Sunday afternoon I was oblivious to this possible noise because I had the tv blaring with the Giants/GreenBay game and I wasn't moving from the couch because of sore arm.
Life And Happiness
Is it really possible that life and happiness can come together? I am sooo sad and sooo alone. Hello to all my Fu-Friends, Just wanted to let everyone know that I have been VERY sick for the past 2 days and I will continue to be sick for at least 2-3 days more. I soooo appreciate all the concern and love and friend request. I will return all the love as soon as possible. Please bare with me. XOXOXOXO Beautifully Broken January 19th. 1990 had to be the worst day of my life. My best friend,confidant,and the best person you can ever imagine meeting and having the privilage to meet and enjoy, was taken from me and her family, and all the MANY people that loved her. She was so young to leave us, 46 years old. So full of life, having a heart that was big enough to love soooo many people, and was loved back by each person more than she loved. I think back to her last days with us, My son was only 5 months old, and not really realizing anything that was
Devil's Gate
I wrote a book!! It was an experience that I'll never forget. I also found that I enjoyed doing it. It was a great mind excersise and I would suggest that everyone should try it. It really was an experiment. It was something I did in my spare time while I was deployed in Iraq, so I was able to place frustration and feelings in the story that I didn't want to share with any one else at the time. I just thought I'd let everyone know about it. Should anyone be interested, here's the website to look at. Have a good one. From the land of majestic mountains From plains made of gold and Across the ocean blue. Flying through ancient Europe Over Turkey and Istanbul Into the southern Desert We wait here at hells gate, Waiting to go through. Devil's Gate For it was without a doubt that we would leave, For time was of all imprtance and home a relief. Now that we're here, we can't wait to go home, Wi
Dreams And Stuff
Military vs. Civilian Friends    CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you don't get caught   CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up!  CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!"   CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some Vagasil on your pussy.   CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Keep your stuff until they PCS.   CIVILIAN FRIENDS: know a few things about you. Military FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.   CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. Military FRIENDS: Will kick the whole cr
A Piece Of Poetry: Not Ass! [repost]
Who Are You? By RennyWorks™ I wake from a dream and I see the vision of your beauty, I think of pleasant thoughts and your presence dominates my memory. I just meet you and it feels as if it were an eternity, I miss you for an hour and my day feels empty. ************* What I’m feeling is sensual, but not sexual, it’s psychological, but not physical, it’s loving, caring, and sharing, but not smothering. I hope – in time – these feelings do not reverse, a relationship becomes alive, strong and long, and doesn’t become terse or perverse, but that I am becoming your blessing, and not your curse ************* Honey, please look deep into my eyes, and I tell you no lies, If age is nothing but a number, then there is nothing else that matters to put asunder. What you see in the beginning with me – not a player but a man for all seasons, becomes better now with the present and the future for all eternity. ************* Darlin’, darlin’, what have you done to me?
Loving Tender Moments
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I just had my annual eye exam and the doctor gave me a new test that he uses to measure the amount of retina pigmentation loss one experiences after the age of 50. This is a relatively new test. He gave me a copy of it to put on my computer so I can test myself every few weeks. I asked for permission to forward it to others and he graciously said I could, seeing it was new and so valuable. So, I am sending it to family and friends over the age of 50 (with a few special exceptions).. ~~~~~~~~~Do You See The Frog~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Please DO Read this: My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the f
YAY!!!! sooo im goin to new orleans on aug 15th!!!!! booked our plane tickets today! how fuckin exciting! i cant wait!!!!!!! Why do grown ass ppl feel the need to start drama.... once its over shouldnt it be left at that... I SERIOULSY HATE DUMB BITCHEZ..... their all the same.. their is no difference in ne of em.. they all jus want whats between ur legs... soo sick of it!
I see you, as you sit there with that little smerk drawn on your face, misplaced in this world you think you have no place. "Why was I brought to the Earth" "Why am I here" "Is there a reason for me" thoughts of your every day life. "No reason to be here" is all you can think, so you stand in you own puddel as it grows, nothing to save you so slowly you sink. Your world grows dim and your mind eclips, caught in a whorle pool of thoughts as your mind caught arift. Not a thing that can change your mind you think on ones to care, just one more shout or slander is all you can bare. Small strands of lights shines through you shell, firey beams caught in the dust it feels as if your in your own hell. You hear of peoples love, but you dismiss the thought, and slower and slower, inside what you made, the sent of decays you as you seem to rott. A shower of feelings await you as drops of hope seep in, then when you realize your true birth begins. A new sent, a hopeful se
Letter To Mankind
For thousands of yrs , pirates where quickly tried and hung. Often the trial and execution were carried out aboard the military ship which captured them. The British were one of only a few countries that transported the pirates back to Britain and Execution Dock. Except for Harry Morgan Piracy always carried a death sentence. As it was then, as it should be today and ought to be in the future. A Letter to Mankind Dear fellow human, Today humanity is being challenged. Unthinkable atrocities take place on daily basis. There is an evil force at work that aims to destroy us. The agents of this evil respect nothing; not even the lives of children. Every day there are bombings, every day innocent people are targeted and murdered. It seems as if we are helpless. But we are not! The ancient Chinese sage Sun Zi said, "Know your enemy and you won't be defeated". Do we know our enemy? If we don't, then we are doomed. Terrorism is not an ideology, it is a tool; but the terrorists kill for
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One day Bill complained to his friend, "My elbow really hurts, I guess I should see a doctor." His friend offered, "Don't do that. There's a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker an cheaper than a doctor. Simply put in a sample of your urine and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about it. It only costs $10." Bill figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10. After a brief pause out popped a small slip of paper on which was printed: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water. Avoid heavy lifting. It will be better in two weeks. Late that evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this machine could be fooled. He mixed together some tap water, a stool sample from his dog and urine samples from his wife and daug
Creative Randomness
If I could I would take the hurt away, If I could I would throw it out the door.. If I could I would wrap my arms around u .. If I could I would be the one u turn to when u need a helping hand.. If I could I would be the one to hold u in my arms and love u . If I could.. the more i hear your voice...the more i want to hear it whispering in my ear... the more i see your face .. i want to see see it lying next to me..the more we talk.. the more i want to get to know.. the more i listen..the more i want to feel... to touch your hair with my touch your lips with join our bodies together and let our hearts intertwine..its more than i can ask for ..more than we ever hope.. but someday soon u will be more than my imagination or a shadow of dreams long forgotten.. soon u will be mine and more... THIS IS DEDICATED TO A SELECT FEW OF MY FRIENDS HERE .. U KNOW WHO YOU ARE... I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART SOUL.. AND ONE PARTICULAR ONE,,MY BODY..U KNOW WHO U ARE..LOL LIFE
Hello everyone! Come and join people in shane's and Rachael's Wolf Den! Great people there and you great gifts. You can also purchase the lounge drinks also. Go and have a howllling good time! Come and check out shane's and Rachael's Wolf Den lounge. Great lounge to meet more people and earn points for buying rounds. I really need some more help in this contest. I need 15,000 comments in 2 weeks on this photo for $1,000,000 fubucks. Please help me out and I'll stop by and show some luv. You have to add Stephanie Lynn to your friends list to get to the photo though. Thank you so much!! Here's the photo!
I am sick today and can't talk so I am doing a lot of typing. I have got to get myself out of this funk I have been in, and I may need a kick in the butt from time to time. I need to relax and enjoy life rather than stressing over things beyond my control, and letting life pass me by. I need to embrace new experiences and open myself up to them. I need to not worry so much about what other people may think of my decisions. They aren't me and are in no way affected by choices I make for myself. Again, I may need a kick in the butt from time to time to achieve all these things and more. I just thought this is just as good a place as any to put myself out there. I don't trust very easily. If you are my friend or someone that I care about, that means that you have earned my trust. Don't lose it. I have dealt too much with people who lie and cheat, and although I am a forgiving person, I never forget. I try to treat the people for whom I care, the way that I would like to be t
Poetry In Motion
If it weren't for you By DJ Shimmer If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be stronger. I wouldn't have my guard up.. I would have grew fonder. Thank you for taking that away from me. And letting my eyes see what I refused to believe. You left yourself open, for me to let go. You weren't strong enough... But my heart was, though. If I was utterly mistaken, for what I have said. You would have contacted me.. But you let me go, instead. If it weren't for you, I would still be holding on. To something that wasn't even there anymore. Something that, for months, was gone. You've made it quite impossible to ever trust again. In time, I may find the right person, out there. But then again, no one understands. No one's ever loved me, for me. I thought you were the only one. You told me never to worry about things. And I was right, all along. I was always told to go with my gut feelings. I never did listen to myself. I refused to believe you were like everyone else. An
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My Sexy Montages...
Today is my baby's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BIGGUMS! Make an on-line slide show at Make an on-line slide show at Be sure to show my sister much luv!! berrysweetpink...Member Of Sister's 4 Life*@ fubar My special Valentine dedication for my special men! Enjoy!
Bawdy Drinking Toasts!
Here's to dancing: A vertical expression of a horizontal intention. May your liquor be cold, May your women be hot. And may your troubles slide off of you slicker than snot. Here's to sin and here's to virtue, A little bit of both won't hurt you, A little virtue is enhancing, A little sin can be entrancing, Be good, my dear, but don't be haughty, There's too much fun in being naughty. [1948ca. Bedroom Party Literature]
Me And My Thoughts
My Addiction You seemed to have everything. The way you walk, the way you talk Drives me nuts I have something to say You have become my addiction You're the reason I smile The reason I breathe life into this body I have an addiction It's in the way you say my name It's in the way you look at me In the way you lust to have me again My addiction is you, the way you smell How you hold me through the night Your lips upon mine My addiction is the way we make love How you tread kisses everywhere The way you make sure the passion Is an even match I have to admit my favorite Addiction is you and everything you do. Copyright ©2008 The truth behind my eyes I wear my heart on my sleeve for the world to see and tear apart in ecstasy It brings them so much joy to watch me fall with tears of pain upon my eyes I see the look in theirs as they tear away at my very soul inside They never stop to think that its killing with each piece they take every passing d
Fubar Friends
Happy Canada Day to all my friends in the North Shes so close too Oracle Stop by and show her some love Help her get too Oracle today !! Thank for all the help in advance MARGIE SWEET LIPS/FAN ,RATE,BEFORE YOU ADD FOR REQUEST THANKS@ fubar I have the best friends ever !!.. what an overwhelming show of love. You should all come over my house... I have cake and drinks enough for everyone. I really don't know how I could thank everyone. Just know that i love you all. drinks...................40 cake.....................40 cards....................33 balloons.................15 hugs......................4 hearts....................4 roses.....................3 ice cream sundaes.........2 lolly pop.................2 teddy bear................1 kitten....................1 puppy.....................1 lips......................1 romantic dinner...........1 oscar.....................1 big pimping gifts '64 Impala 2 sil
What U Need To Know About Me...
u ne la nv i u we tsi God's Son i ga go yv he i paid for us. hna quo tso sv wi yu lo se Now to Heaven He went i ga gu yv ho nv After paying for us. a se no i u ne tse i The He spoke i yu no du le nv when He rose. ta li ne dv tsi lu tsi li I'll come a second time u dv ne u ne tsv He said when He spoke e lo ni gv ni li squa di All the world will end ga lu tsv he i yu when He returns ni ga di da ye di go i We will all see Him a ni e lo hi gv here the world over. u na da nv ti a ne hv The righteous who live do da ya nv hi li He will come after tsa sv hna quo ni go hi lv In heaven now always do hi wa ne he sdi in peace they will live I Be Tsalagi This morning I looked in the mirror, I stared intensely at what I saw, Trying to figure out if it was My eyes, my nose or my jaw. Maybe it's my ears, I thought, or maybe it's my chin, I'm sure that I will figure out what is my "part' that is Indian. Maybe it's my arms or hand
True Thoughts
How can you expect To have my respect When you can’t even Respect yourself For that matter how can you respect me When you can’t even respect yourself Because you can’t give others What you don’t have How can I love you When you don’t love yourself When you hurt me And treat me like trash You dress like a prostitute I hope you aren’t one I try to love you I try to teach you To love yourself You like other women Are losing respect from men Because You are losing respect for yourselves How can this relationship last When we don’t really love each other And it all started With your lack of respect Ok, I've kept my fuckin' mouth shut long enough, but after the disgusting things I have seen while browsing the myspace I feel is the fuckin' perfect time to express my thoughts on some of these ignorant fuckin' MySpace sons'a bitches. 1st of fuckin' all...why do EXTREMELY overweight bitches think us guys want to see 4 inches or more of cleavage
Erotica (my Own Stories)
I posted another new story. This one was written for a guy on, let's call it "inspired by Michael". Comments always appreciated. This was all planned. It was a gift for me, from my husband…but in truth was a gift for him too. It was something he’d always wanted to see. I was getting dressed for my very first gang bang. I was nervous, more so than one would expect, since I was to blindfolded, and would have no idea who was doing what to me. The men had been selected from a list that I had made. So I knew all of them met my approval. I had been with each and every one of the men on that list during the past few years. The surprise was who my husband would choose from that list. I gave him names of twenty men, and it was his job to choose five for this special night. I could think of nothing else while I was getting ready. I was showered, shaved silky smooth, and sliding thigh highs up my legs while my mind wandered. I chose a black corset with garters and attached the
Lyricz 2 Songz I Wrote
Sister **************** Written By Sabrina **************** Dedicated 2 My Bestfriend/Sister Lexey ***************** We Grew Up Az Friendz But Deep In Our Hearts We Knew We Was Sisters. Whenever We Was In A Jam, We Always Had Eachothers Backs, That Changed On The Day You Died, My Heart Broke Into A Million Pieces.. I Felt Like I Was Alone, I Had Nobody To Turn To... I Realized.. You Were Never Gone You Were Always Looking Down On Me. Hey Sister I Miss You, I Wish You Were Still Here With Me, I Know Your In A Better Place Yea And I Can Still See Your Face Oh Sister I Miss You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super Girl *************** Written By Sabrina 4 David ***************** Hey Baby, I Feel Like I'm A Super Girl When I'm With You. I Know What's In My Heart Is True. Everytime You Look Into My Eyes, You Make Me Feel Like I'm One Of A Kind. I Know That you Love Me, My Heart,Soul And Mind. I'm In Another World When I'm With You. You Never Make Me Feel Bl
Stupid Crap About Life/love
This is my response to the following blog: "WHy is it when a "female" see's/date...ect more then one person or anything along those lines there called sluts skanks whores hoes bithes ect but oh when a male does it hes a player and pimp hes the man blah blah fuckin quit being hypocrites and just except the fact that it 2008 and women can do the same damn thing and shouldnt be called names for it..." It's not right for ANYONE....MAN or WOMAN to play anyone. If someone has feelings for you and wants to be exclusive but your not willing to be exclusive. You don't deserve those feelings he/she has for you. If he or she is worth screwing why isn't he or she worth dating exclusive? If he or she wants to walk away because you don't want to date him or her exclusively, what right do you have to tell him or her you don't want to lose him or her? If you don't want to lose him or her then do the MATURE thing and don't be a player/pimp/slut/whore/skank. Well I've decided since no one wan
The Low Down!
BEING TOLD I AM THE BEST MAMI IN FUBARLAND... I knew it but it never hearts to hear it. Thank you Papi! I've been in the hospital 4 times in the last 2 weeks and one time was for brain surgery that didn't answer any of the questions we were hoping to answer. I'm starting to feel very defeated and kind of doomed that this is going to be a life long kind of thing and fated to end up blind as well. If you knew half the crap thats gone on in the last month, you would absolutely cry but my heart keeps beating and I smile at least once a day to make sure that my face remembers how. Then after it all, my doctor doesn't know what to do after 2 years of doing everything and anything, nothings improved. Kind of sucks when your doctor throws his hands up in utter defeat and says he feels he will be wasting your time to continue being your doctor cuz he hasn't a clue what to do to help and hopes maybe another doctor with a fresh perspective could help if at the least, be able to hook me u
On The Auction Block
OK I'm up for Auction again. Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE Keep you Shitfaced DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM The higher the bidding the more I add. Ask me what you want? I do not need a VIP. If Bling packs are offered. I will use 1/3 of the credits on you. If a 65 Credit bling pack is offered i will give you 1 Auto 11 bling If a 135 credit bling pack is offered i will give you 2 Auto 11' bling's Anything higher and I'll give you 50 percent of the credits on you. Click the pic and Bid!!!!! I'm up for auction again. This time for V-day: Here is what I offer: OWNED BY _____ IN NAME FOR 1 MO #1 FRIEND FOR 1 MO #2 FAMILY FOR 1 MO RATE ALL PICS 11 DURING HH TILL DONE RATE ALL STASH DURING HH 2 SFW PERSONAL SALUTE PIMPOUT ON PAGE FOR 1 MO 1 DRINK PER DAY DAILY COMMENT ADD TO YIM 1 PH
Show Some Love
I am in the Get-R-Done contest, I need some lov from all Fu-members! Just remember you have to add the person thats doing the contest as your friend, first! Ty, so much! Just click on the link below! I am in a 7Day Blast contest, I must Have 10,000 Comments.I was hoping, if you get a chance, that you could stop by and comment bomb this photo! . (REPOST)Thank You! I really need some Fu-bombing Love! I only have 1,600 Left to level! Please come and help me I would really appreciate it! I also am in a auction below so please, come and bid, or click on the bottom contest pic and bomb the Fu-crap out of it! Much love to you all!Lady~Love@ fubar
Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy
Carbon Copy Pro is NOT a product providing company. Carbon Copy Pro is a marketing system designed for promoting Wealth Masters International. 'WMI' is a company that sells information on financial solutions and wealth improvements. Wealth Masters International is the result of Wall Street genius Kip Herriage. Mr. Herriage has been a financial adviser for over 15 years. Before the age of 30 he was managing over $70 million and was the youngest person to reach the position of Vice President at one of the largest financial firms on Wall St. He 'retired' in 1999 but not before helping seven (7) companies go public on Wall Street managing their IPO's. According to Mr. Herriage, the ultra-wealthy are given access to countless opportunities that the average person does not even know exist. His goal is level the playing field for all and so he formed Wealth Masters International. His business plan is to make WMI available to the largest segment of the population (ie: The Middle Class), th
When The Hours Seem Long
mistakes are made lessons are learned, new paths are paved by bridges buried if that path your head is turned the gift of failure you have earned.... I remember the stories i was told when i was small, when the princess was in trouble all she had to do was call, now that i am older i know thats not all true cause every waking moment my heart cries out to you, if you see god theres one thing you can do, tell god i would give anything for one more day with you, i would give my eyes to see you as happy as you have been, i would give my voice to tell you are my father and a friend, i would give my heart to save you cause with out you i am alone, i would give my life with out regret, if would come back home... this was wrote for my dad that died 3 yrs ago... Holley Bess Thoughts of you bring sunny skies, when i look up at the sunny skies, i take a moment and close my eyes, as the sun beats down upon my face i smile as i picture your face, up in the clouds
Before we go any further ..lets get this straight...I love Fubar..I really do....But What made me leave last time..was all the freaks and assholes that come out of no where just trying to get off..and the point im gonna say this now... I am an Intelligent woman..In most cases more than you are...I dont need the bullshit and I dont want the bullshit..Ill pack it up and go instantly..gone..again for the final time. Do not ask me to add you or rate you or come to your fucking online club...If however I want to do this ..I will..I dont need the beggers....I am not here for relationships or an online fuck...I dont need this either... I am here...for conversation and have a little ..if your not looking for the same..DO NOT bother to come back to my profile!! You will be blocked!! Wow now that thats out of the way...To my friends..I LOVE YA...You know always will :)...TY Sign my guestbook please....Tell me where you are :)
Auction open come bid :)
.... every 20 minutes a child is diagnosed with Autism in the USA..... or that it affects 1 in every 150 kids Autism (say: aw-tih-zum) causes kids to experience the world differently from the way most other kids do. It's hard for kids with autism to talk with other people and express themselves using words. Kids who have autism usually keep to themselves and many can't communicate without special help. They also may react to what's going on around them in unusual ways. Normal sounds may really bother someone with autism — so much so that the person covers his or her ears. Being touched, even in a gentle way, may feel uncomfortable. Kids with autism often can't make connections that other kids make easily. For example, when someone smiles, you know the smiling person is happy or being friendly. But a kid with autism may have trouble connecting that smile with the person's happy feelings. A kid who has autism also has trouble linking words with their meanings. Imagine trying
Moment Of Clarity?
This is what I have to do... I have to believe her, even if i know she is lying I have to pretend for her.. sounds odd but its true.. she is so kind hearted that when she see's what ive done, she will stop whatever it is she is hiding ..leap of faith.. I have to pick her up, so high that she will be afraid to come down for fear of falling, with the kind truths I mutter so quietly, the gentle touch when I am afforded oppritunity.. Ill do that.. I have to be stable, probably my biggest weakness in love is im unstable.. I have to aquire that trait and it wont be easy but Ill do it... I have to be faithful when I am commited and thats no trouble for me, Im a 1 woman man.. Keep doubts to a minimum, hard to do but is suredly possible.. Have to protect her, friend or foe, physical , mental doesnt matter what the enemy, I have to keep her safe and give her comfort... I shouldnt cause trouble on my own which I am guilty of, but Im getting better.. I have to remain patia
Army Stuff....some Nsfw
What we are trained to do.....
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The Se7en Sins Members
GREED Greed (or avarice) is, like lust and gluttony, a sin of excess. However, greed (as seen by the Church) is applied to the acquisition of wealth in particular. St. Thomas Aquinas wrote that greed was "a sin against God, just as all mortal sins, in as much as man condemns things eternal for the sake of temporal things." In Dante's Purgatory, the penitents were bound and laid face down on the ground for having concentrated too much on earthly thoughts. "Avarice" is more of a blanket term that can describe many other examples of greedy behavior. These include disloyalty, deliberate betrayal, or treason, especially for personal gain, for example through bribery. Scavenging and hoarding of materials or objects, theft and robbery, especially by means of violence, trickery, or manipulation of authority are all actions that may be inspired by greed. Such misdeeds can include Simony, where one profits from soliciting goods within the actual confines of a church. A Beautiful Mess *~*~S
distante thunder on the horizon..a storm is brewing in my soul...i can feel it's power,i can feel my other self trying to come threw..what do i do when the thunder come's???let it happen or not,,let it happen or not??..i'm lost with what to do..the thunder of my own heart beat scares me..i feel it's about to explode...the thunder get's louder and louder it come's faster and faster...i start to cry and i don't know why....thunder booming in my soul...would someone tell me why??tell me why i have this thunder in my soul................ you beat her use her and mentally abuse her,but she stay's.she has a undieing devotiin to you but you hurt..why?all she want's is peace but you give her hell..people say she should leave..but she won't or is it can't??one day he will kill you her mother predict's..and the very next she silit's her wrist's. she lie's for him...she would die for him...soon she can't take it her heart is breaking...she get's a gun and say's i'm done....she pull's the trigger.
Se7en Sins Members
ENVY Like greed, envy is characterized by an insatiable desire; they differ, however, for two main reasons. First, greed is largely associated with material goods, whereas envy may apply more generally. Second, those who commit the sin of envy desire something that someone else has which they perceive themselves as lacking. Dante defined this as "love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs." Dante's concept of envy is roughly equivalent to the meaning of the German word "schadenfreude," or to delight in the misfortune of others. In Dante's Purgatory, the punishment for the envious is to have their eyes sewn shut with wire, because they have gained sinful pleasure from seeing others brought low. Thomas Aquinas described Envy as "sorrow for another's good". Lisa (Leader of the SouthernSexSymbols-Envy of Se7enSins & Maxima to the JLM)@ fubar PRIDE In almost every list pride (or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the
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WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? " My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning.
Shauna's Shit
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down o
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Mahstuff © Copyright 1995 - 2008 Michael Angelo Hernandez Of Mahstudios
Another one from my book. Very special. ~~~ the errs of me I sit here to write and nothing more To free my mind of the trap that is today That is today, yesterday, and whole if this life It is hard for one to have what I have To have the light and the dark in my eyes To have my future in my hands and yet to be blind of it Color visions gray by pain and loneliness I hold it in my hands and feel the heat of it on my face Smell the charged air like lightning fresh Yet not a care that it is mine Not a care to how full it may make me No care that some spend their whole life to dream the chance to seek and find what I now hold and ingore I look away from the life I hold in these hands to another life and that love I let grow in my chest Let it explode into the world for I am the Lion heart The Burning Sun in celebration of His Mistress Moon Yet I wither and weep for I spill hollow Myself drawn as empty as winter words on lips As the nothing that tumble
My Poetry~
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life Drunken Miscomfort~ With each drink memories of you slowly fade A life we once shared suddenly disappears Dreams come crashing down all around us Worlds end as our spirits collide Thrown in different directions our hearts start to fall, Trying to find each other we fall together Hate now consuming both our hearts, From the start you hated me… And now you say you love me… As I fall for all to see, Naked and alone longing to be The earth suddenly came rushing up at me Finally I felt safe… For I escaped bot
Reverse Funnel System Scam
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Reverse Funnel System
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So I was thinking today, I am ten years from being 30 years old. What have I done in the whole time I have been on Earth? Nothing at all, I have done nothing worth talking about, I have done One thing I am proud of I graduated High School. But other then that what? Nothing, maybe its time to try something more exciting. Every day is a new day, another chance to do something to worth while. After the age of 16 the days are over in Minutes, not hours anymore. You get up and then seems 2 hours later its time to sleep again. Maybe this whole good girl thing is getting old. I`ve never even been to a party, I`ve been drunk like 4 times in my life, Thats about it. Maybe I have wasted my life, Never having fun always being the one to watch out for my friends, and making sure nothing bad happens, Never getting in trouble. I feel like I am missing out on something. Even if its just doing stupid shit, I have never really experienced doing shit just because I can. I have been the one to watch my
Abunza Money
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Cum saxum saxorum In cluersum montum oparum da, In aetibulum In quinatum -DRACONIS! Armor cold, Armor black, in the fray and fierce attack. Belch of fire, rain of steel, sting of DEATH does Armor deal. In the heat of day, in armor fought, in my sector the enemy is sought. Split the lines, tear assunder, rip His guts in deafening thunder. In the final cool of day, in my armored tank I stay. I stare off in the twilight blue, I wait here for a battle new. The ARMOR GOD "Death Before Dishonor" May the Circle be open, yet unbroken. May the love of the Goddess be ever in your heart. Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again.
Stress Reliever
i swear im bout to just say the hell with everything and not get on for a while. thinking bout disappearing like i did before. there are some amazing people here...maybe some a lil too amazing. im not sure what i want to do right now. but if for some reason im not on for a few days know that im simply clearing my head and trying to sort everything out. so much is goin on in my lil head that its confusing me and makin me feel things that i dont understand at all. i just wihs it would all go away and i woud fully understand whats goin on in my head and heart. its no longer a question on why i said the hell with love, the hell with relationships, the hell with it all. have you ever cried and not know why just felt like you needed to even though it made no sence when you could say if they were happy or sad tears when nothing could be explained they just fall like water like theres no end for some reason i have this feeling but i dont like crying i hate teas so why do i fee
Chiefy, Shell, Hotties=drama Lovers!
here is just a sample of the "threats" this poor little fire boy likes to throw at a woman, along with the names he likes to call me, ALL because when he approached me to join the hotties, i was voted in, and then I NICELY declined..he decided to show his true colors. So keep checking back, I have much more to post..Threats or NO threats, nobody tells me what to do. He is trying to run the group I jointly run off of fubar, for reasons? who knows??? I guess he thinks there is only one group allowed on here. I have had several ladies approach me with simular stories, but I am not about to involve them, I can more than handle this "little man", who comes to my page or my groups page and wont leave me alone. After all his Choice words to me, he cowars like the bitch that he is and blocks me..!! I believe i was told that the block button is just for ladies?? Well i dont believe that... I wont block him, because he will burn his own bridge. He has messed with the wrong lady on here.
My Life
This has been one hell of a week. For a week that started off so horribly, it sure ended on a bizarrely high note. For those of you that didn't know, I was in a really bad car accident last Friday, courtesy of a drunken driver. Yay. I was bruised, sprained, battered, and smashed.... but amazingly, did not break a single bone. Which is even more amazing considering I got a really bad concussion from putting my face through my side window. The bruising is only now starting to go away from my face. The only thing that tells me is my doc is going to have one HELL of a time cutting into my head, but that's another story for a later blog. So I was supposed to chill, rest, and relax this week. After Monday, I was ready to kill people, so I begged my way into getting a rental, and drove myself to work. Yeah, most of you will think I'm a fucking moron, but hey...that's just the way I am. So, yesterday (Friday) rolls around, and I get a surprise that makes everything worth while. N
It's My Page, I Write What I Want!
i'm really not one to celebrate the holidays. being an atheist means that i don't really get to celebrate any sort of religious holiday but since my family is religious, i sorta celebrate by proxy. which i don't mind really, it gives me some time to reflect on all the sillyness that is the christmas season. this christmas season hasn't been particularly eventful, the days come and go like any other christmas and now i sit here on the cusp of the holiday and i have this overwhelming bout of nostaligia of christmas' past. i can't really explain why or where it comes from, just that it's here and i thought i might share. for those of you who don't know, i have lots of stories to share, it sometimes seems that my life has been one big sitcom, complete with laugh trak and studio audience. the stories around christmas are no exception. there was the christmas that my brother and i found out there was no santa claus by way of my dad, who pretended to shoot santa with a .22 rifle on c
Rfs Scam
RFS ScamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowAll the reverse funnel system is…is an automated sales process that closes people into your business for you automatically. Ty Coughlin and the inner circle hired VERY expensive copy writers, and web conversion experts to design the system.But how does it work for you? You need to work the system and you need to get hard workers to work underneath you. When working for GRN (Global Resorts Network) you and your uplink get a $1,000 commission. So when you become the up line your worker’s and you get $1,000 commission. That’s a thousand dollars free for you as long as you teach the people under you valuable marketing skills.So the Reverse Funnel System is a system that has enormously high conversion rates on the back end, 30-40%. On the front end you run traffic to a provided front end sales page and will hopefully get most people to fill out the $50 paid survey.You're a net savvy techno freak and you've probably come across a hundred home ba
Favorite Pickup Lines
LOL... Goes to show how long it's been since I was naughty with random guys... I had no clue what he meant at first... CrazyBunny: add me ->CrazyBunny: lol yeah but only real friends get that CrazyBunny: Do you have yahoo messenger ->CrazyBunny: play? CrazyBunny: Hey wanna play So, I was playing scrabble with the hubby on facebook and look what letters came up :P sirvalor: I wanna put my thingy into your thingy. ->sirvalor: ewwwww sirvalor: Hey, baby, wanna lock crotches and swap gravy? sirvalor: Forget that! Playing doctor is for kids! Let's play gynecologist sirvalor: I had a wet dream about you last night. Would you like to make it a reality? ->sirvalor: lol sirvalor: Baby, I'm an American Express shouldn't go home without me! sirvalor: Is that a keg in your pants? Because I'd love to tap that ass sirvalor: Let's make like a fabric softener and Snuggle( ->sirvalor: are you on some pickup line site or something? ->sirvalor: lmfao
Had a 4 day weekend, it has ome to an end. all in all a good weekend. Went out friday and saturday. watched football sunday. hung out yesterday and today. Fairly typical weekend for me still not sure what exactly I'm doing this weekend, got a couple options. goin out tonight on a date thingie.. we will see how it goes
Rfs Review
RFS reviewLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is the system that I am talking about. If you really are the net savvy person that I assume you to be then you are probably going to be familiar with the term and the person behind it, yes that's right, the Steve jobs of the stay at home business model and entrepreneur himself- Ty Coughlin.Ty Coughlin and his famous band of brothers who rose from their humble origins to give you the mother of all systems that would enable you to make enough money that would give you the necessary impetus to take your life places.The Reverse Funnel System is one of the most successful systems that you would ever find on the internet and Ty Coughlin in my book is the guy second only to god.The Reverse Funnel System works so well. It builds anticipation and value by making potential sales go through a paid survey while at the same time it weeds out those who would be uncommitted and a waste of your time and energy.Tags: reverse fun
Why Me??
Things seem to be getting better. I feel that saying that will jinx things but it seems so much easier now. The bills are paid. Days seem to be going smoothly and I no longer let things bother me so much. So what if someone cuts me off in traffic, so what if I ask someone for help-they say no and I catch them in a lie. I just don't care-all that negativity was taking me out who needs it. They say misery loves company and I do not want to be company. I think the sun being out more helps a lot. Wahoo before we know it summer will be here and I will be back at work doing what I love... Wow I am soooo happy. For the first time in I can't remember. Nothing disatrous has happened to me all day(***knock on wood****) Thanks so much for letting me vent when all the crazy stuff happens but I have to mention on the rare occasion when NOTHING Crazy happens. It is nice... ( : K here goes. I know I am probably whining and crap but I need to get this out. Am I not special?? I certainl
Celebrity Support * Mary Carey - Adult and secular film star with numerous television and radio appearances[14] shows public support for swinging with her involvement in SwingFest 2008 - The World's Largest Swingers Party and Lifestyle Convention [edit] Film * In the movie The Blood Oranges (1997), two western couples, one with children, come together in the fictional Mediterranean village of Ilyria. The film was adapted from the novel by John Hawkes. * The movie Bob & Carol & Ted & Alice (1969) is the American comedy classic that captures the sexual revolution of the late 1960s in the United States. It was nominated for four Academy Awards; Best Actor in a Supporting Role, Best Actress in a Supporting Role, Best Cinematography, and Best Original Screenplay. * The movie Eating Raoul (1982) is a comic send-up of swinging stereotypes. * The documentary movie The Lifestyle: Swinging in America, a 2000 film by director David Schisgall, took an in-depth
How Can We Ease The Pain?
Lady Soliloque's Soliloquy
It's a fact. My son Dain really is Stewie. Waking up from sugery he was so mad it took 5 doctors to hold him down (he's just four - 35lbs). He threw the finger heart monitor across the room, held up his hand that had the IV in it, and with perfect pronunciation said: "Get this Fucking thing out of me!" Needless to say, we weren't there very long after that. *laughs* He's doing well now that we're home :) Tomorrow my youngest (Dain4) will be going in for some minor dental surgery. Ack. I just hate the thought of them putting him under-it makes me so nervous. I just don't trust doctors. Another sleepless night. Well, I have finally set up my 'Thirteen o'clock Thoughts' Blog for my writing. My first posting is one of my favorite scenes from my book, 'The Oubliette: Modus Operandi Bellum'. I hope everyone checks it out! I would love some feedback :) 'The Oubliette' Complete should be out in stores and available online by this Halloween. It will contain both bo
Lets start with the bad news I wont be on fubar to much any more And the good news is got a JOB.!!!!!Yeah!!!!!!!! But unfortunatly that is why I am not going to be on fubar much anymore so Please dont forget ME because I will be checking in. I will miss you all And take care Eric aka. BigEasy I got my comment privillages taken away or suspended not really sure why I do not think I did anything wrong. I am trying to find out how i got it taken away or suspended so if any one has any ideas please let me know would like to get it fixed so i can continue to enough all of fubar. Thanks hope to hear from you all OK time for me to climb the ladder of Conceited for a min,yes I am very sexy and look good. I grew my hair out lifted weights and made myself into the handsome beast you all have commented on for months and i talk the talk and work my verbal magic. Thanks to ALL of you beautiful ladies for all the great comments. BUT I can only wish to become this confident
Now open for business. Should anyone want a custom [i]PIC or any animation(gif) picture the process is simple, simple as you allow it to be. donate 500 fu-bucks to me, sending a message to my in-box with description of the pictures frames(each available picture within your own album that you want used), text(the font and it's color your choice), and function(this is basically whatever you want the "gif" to do, text flashing in w/e color, the picture itself). Send me a shout/message with any questions, I look forward to making YOU top notch pictures for constant 10's and compliments. Is it ignorance to be free. Suspended in a black world, born as this and dead as this. Silent signifying there is no other existence then your own, when you're in a room filled with darkness and you can no longer obtain the definition of things. You are but a thought of thoughts while wondering what to think about, you are free. Not bound to any stressing compromise or tethered to a certain emotion, t
Sts-123 Endeavour
STS-123 Endeavour Home Safe To enlarge video- right click/zoom/200% Running one orbit late because of troublesome low clouds, the shuttle Endeavour plunged back to Earth today, dropping out of the night for a picture-perfect landing at the Kennedy Space Center to close out a marathon 16-day space station assembly mission. Joining the shuttle astronauts for the trip back to Earth was European Space Agency astronaut Leopold Eyharts, launched to the station in February and returning after 48 days in space. Flying upside down and backward over the Indian Ocean, commander Dominic Gorie and pilot Gregory Johnson fired Endeavour's twin braking rockets for two minutes and 48 seconds starting at 7:33:14 p.m., slowing the ship by about 206 mph and dropping the far side of the shuttle's orbit deep into the atmosphere. After a half-hour free fall, Endeavour plunged back into the discernible atmosphere at 8:07 p.m. at an altitude of 76 miles above the south Pacific Ocean. Minut
Ty Coughlin Rfs
Ty Coughlin RFSLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System has swept through the industry faster than any other business opportunity in a long time. Everywhere you look there are those red banners that promise an income of $5,000 per week. Few business opportunities have achieved such popularity so quickly but the question is is it just hype or does this system actually deliver on its promise?While the Reverse Funnel System does have its share of hype the system is actually very complete and provides everything a new marketer needs to start and grow a new online business on autopilot.It is important to keep in mind that the Reverse Funnel System is not a business opportunity in and of itself. It is a sales system for promoting the Global Resorts Network or GRN which is the business opportunity. RFS is simply a system for making sales and it is proving to be a system that actually works.Within the member's area of the Reverse Funnel System affiliates can access trai
COSMIC PEACE A new production by Derek Gee - Zircon Find more videos like this on We Unite Enjoy this brand new music video inspired by the song "Peace" from my album Celestial. Music, vocals & dance images - Julia - SiriSat Video Edited & Produced by Derek Gee - FeedTheFire for "We Unite" Space visuals from Carl Sagan's Cosmos - Episode 1. A new video remix version of a song from my album "Celestial - Sirisat" SEARCHING - ONG NAMO - "Infinity Wreckmix" Produced by Derek Gee - Feed the Fire Wreckless Beats aka Zircon for "WE UNITE" Find more videos like this on We Unite In love & gratitude to Derek Gee for this beautiful production. Please show him your appreciation.. Thank you friends! ♥ November Birds fly South, The wind blows through my bones November night... Leaves sailing nowhere land, Take me with you out of sight... Whip me with your lash of rain, Howling like the wolf in the dark forest.
Dream Journal
i was in the gym of an old school of mine. Ozzy and HIM were playibg a concert. and, they were... you know, how, in gyms, the little team logo is usually on a circle on the floor? well, they were standing in that like a stage. And, HIM starts playing Beautiful, but, the rock version, not the soft instrumental version from the album, and, Ville walks out of the circle, and meanders about the crowd, stops, and sings AT me. and i about die. (Ozzy happens to be replacing Linde, by the way, as the guitarist in my dream) and, i'm all sitting there, swooning, and someone throws a book at my head, and i get pissed, let out a feral scream, and beat the ever-living snot out of the guy. and when i get back to the gym, they're gone >.> but there's smoke, and some corpses, and the lights go out. then i wake up. Broad Ripple had dorms. there was gonna be a dance. 5 dollars a ticket. i roomed with kala and some blonde freshman. I had the 10 bucks for blondie and i to go. kala didn't want to. some guy
Random Thoughts...
Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing - your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roomates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it.   Q: My husband continuously asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interstingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is thank him by performing it twice a day, then cook him a nice meal.   Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys. A: This is perfectly natural behavior an
Reverse Funnel System Leads
Reverse Funnel System LeadsLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowDoes this Reverse Funnel System really work? Thousands of people are asking themselves that question right now. Is it Legitimate? Can I really make money? How does it work?These questions and the hundreds of others on people's minds right now will have different answers for each individual. However, 1 thing that Everyone researching the Reverse Funnel System needs to now is that there IS something Ty Coughlin isn't telling you.Coughlin and his "Inner Circle" put the Reverse Funnel System together to Grab your Attention and Play to your Emotions, and it does a very good job. The thing Coughlin isn't telling you is that it will take a lot of Work and a Commitment to Learn to be Successful with the system.If you are going to be successful with the Reverse Funnel System, you need to be open to Receiving an Education. To make the Reverse Funnel System, or any other Online Business Opportunity work, you will have to Learn Mark
Not Sure What To Think!
times go by and i think why should i care anymore , is life realy worth all the hassel ! i mean wanting and needing love. to be honest ive looked for more than a year now and yes ive found ladies that i was very interested in and and who SEEMED TO BE INTERESTED IN ME! im very interested in one now but i still think is it worth taking the chance to be hurt again? going through all the steps that life leads a person in ? The issues she has or may encouter doesnt bother me BUT what does bother me is am i doing this becouse this is what god wants me to do or is it becouse im lonely ? no matter what the issue is im in major need of love and affection !! now i know sum might call me a loser for this but you know what? I DONT GIVE A F&*K!!! i have a big heart and i have so much love to give but im afriad to show it much less give it!! im competely scared to fall for someone becouse i dont want hurt!! only if i knew what to do.........
About Me
Tomorrow I will change turn a new leaf become this new person I will exercise before breakfast not eat cookies between meals not fret over trivialities not run about getting upset that I'm not getting everything done Tomorrow I will change I say this every day Name: Nicole L Birthday: May 1st 1989 Birthplace: Winnipeg Eye Color: Green Hair Color: blond and Brown Height: 5'3 I am left handed, which means that I am a creative person. Heritage: White Weakness: Don't have one Fears: losing the most important person in ma lyf My goals are to Do well in college and to graduate early if possible. I know I just started and already want to finish. My most over used phrase that I use on the computer and in life is: OMG Thoughts First Waking Up: What am I doin today Best Physical Feature: Ma Face Most Missed Memory: My Grandpa Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate if its on ma body but i prefer Vanilla I am a smoker I swear at times I
Sin City
Bling Me!
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel System
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel SystemLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIt may be easier to ask how could people not love the reverse funnel system? The reverse funnel system makes people a lot of money, it made me enormous amounts of money in a short period of time. The reverse funnel system is constantly working, and it is working for you! Therefore the reverse funnel system is your friend… people love their friends.I love the reverse funnel system. It made me almost thirty thousand dollars the first month I became a part of the system. Never before in my life have I been as grateful for an internet marketing system as when I was introduced to the reverse funnel system. It has done things for me that none of my closest friends would… it has given me thousands and thousands of dollars.Therefore, I have concluded that anyone who loves money and wants financial freedom will love the Reverse Funnel System.Any one who wants to control their destiny and become part of a successful team tha
Oh My Gosh, What Do I Know?
go ahead, label me...i dont care anymore im tired of living for others.. i am going back to my old ways i have nothing to prove to anyone anymore. i'm not important enough to care about leave me be, i dont care anymore i think i want a boob job. i want smaller boobs. what do you think? i find it hard to get to really know a person. so i'm gonna tell you about my life, so we can get that out of the way. well to start.. right now: i am working at walmart. i am driving my daddys truck until my car gets out of the garage. i am single and looking. i am depressed. i was born sept 27 1989. when i was 3 mos old i was taken to live with my grandparents. my mom couldnt take care of me at the time. i had a good home life and good education. my parents are old so i'm sorta an older soul than an 18 year old should be but i still like to have fun. my dad didnt really know how to show emotion and he has a quick temper so at times i had to go through alot with him.
Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIf you're in the internet marketing niche, than you've heard of Ty Coughlin's Reversed Funnel System, an MLM program created to help entrepreneurs make money online, however, Mr. Coughlin's system is a misnomer to what the reverse funnel really is, and I would even go farther and say that Coughlin's system gives the reversed funnel a bad name.Coughlin's program is more of a system. Words printed on a piece of paper for entrepreneurs to read so they can automate their business. But the program focuses on getting traffic to the business, and keep getting traffic to the business. For Coughlin's program, the system is dependent on traffic. The more traffic you have to your business, the more money you're going to make. This isn't what the reverse funnel is. On the contrary, with the reverse funnel more traffic is actually worse.The reverse funnel isn't dependent on traffic. The real reverse funnel focuses on individuals, it fo
Stories :)
She was on her way to visit her best friend in Texas that she hadn't seen in a few years and to attend her wedding. Her flight was scheduled for 6:30 in the evening and had arrived in plenty of time to check, in and have a leisurely drink. As she sat sipping at her drink, she noticed a man standing at the other end of the bar. He looked over at her and smiled raising his glass. As he finished his drink, he disappeared. Just as she finished her drink, she decided to go to the departure lounge. There were only a few people in the departure lounge. As she was looking around, she noticed someone who looked familiar. He saw her enter the departure lounge and all he could do was smile at her. A call went out over the loud speaker for the flight and all the passengers started boarding the plane. She took, her seat at the back of the plane and to her surprise the same man, who had been smiling at her, had a seat right next to her. She was wearing a short skirt and a blouse,
Bulletins For Lils Lil Playground
Twisted Heart
walking calmly through the ether seeing what may come from the journey a bright light up ahead, fear fills me hiding from the light, taking to the shadows reaching out, taking a piece of the light the light flares demanding it back apologizing to the light, I explain my intentions the light seems pleased and I emerge from the shadows Now I walk with the light, emotions and thoughts pure But the light wants more, more than I am asks me to be something I am not lashing out at any perceived wrong confused I walk with the light, trying to meet it's needs maintaining my own sense of self all the while the light lashes out again, offering so much I try to fulfill again, only to anger the light releasing a deep sigh, I fall back to the shadows nursing the burns from walking in the light emotions still strong, confusion stronger where do I stand? with the light or in the shadows? I will learn in time, as we all must a gypsy moth dancing to a flame a love that wil
Foamy (strong Language)
Pilz-e has A.D.D. and some other things, he takes lots of pills some he may not even need. So listen closley as he is hard to follow sometimes. Foamy is a awsome internet cartoon, this little squirel is hillarious. This one is a rant of his about used cars and cell phone plans.
Poetrty-not Much To Say
these are lyrics to a song that makes alot of sense to me and others alike. what is beef? and can some of the petty shyte that some of us go through on a day to day basis really be considered beef? a Black Star PSA . what’s beef?.... Alot of people are under the popular misconseption that most of the situations that they endure in the day-to day can actually qualify as "beef" . I think that Talib Kwali and Mos Def said it best. (Talib Kwali): Yo, I was sold to a sick European by a rich African Battle-man, Middle passages, I can't go back again. Battlin' years who denied history's lies, while mystery's wive's, watching with misty eyes watching they niggas be beaten visciously Battling this world is North America, ran by the river, only stopping to pray. Change My Predators: Terrorists with ediquiette, who vote and kill they president, Their capacity for evil so evident, and prevalent. Ain't no hesitation involved, a nation dissolved, while we sit back waitin'
i sit here and wait for you return waiting for you is so hard to do i feel ur breath on my skin waiting for u to come soon i lay here and think about everything waiting is hard to do i touch you with gentle embraces waiting no more for you YOU... acting as if nothing can happen play our roles in life live as if nothing renders moving on to what nothing can i hate it... kill me now... drip drip drip the rain fell early today Drip Drip Drip "im feeling this wheather", i say DRip DRip DRip echos of a empty heart DRIP DRIP DRIP there my tears, beginning to start....
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do thi ngs with them. ' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do. ' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I ju
Dirty Men Get Shoes In The ***
Thursday, May 17, 2007 the moving pants!!!! Category: Life Ok more info about me while im trying to wind down after work. We have all done it...... some more than others.It's one of my favorite things to do and if some of us were to admit it , they would say it's and almost everyday thing. Masturbation........ chew on that shit. Anyway at an extremely young age I can remember a phenomenon that turned my life into a frenzy after just a few rubs.After the first time it was done .........I was insanely rubbing one out at every chance I could get.The next step was to find a partner to share in the fun. It didnt take me long to find one and only because they were just a curious as I about the newly developed apendage.We did the deed only to be a little disgusted because it was hell trying to get things going like we wanted. From then on it was hand or work...... the work being an extended ordeal with a female that usualy meant that you might get some but only after th
The Musings, Rants, And Adventrues Of A Modern Day Gothic Goddess
Much of the things I post on this blog will be not safe for work. So please make sure if you would like to view my blog you are 18 or older and you are not at work. Would not want to get anyone fired for reading about my life and some of my adventures in the fetish world. So far sissy tinkerbell’s training is going very well. We had our first play session yesterday and I have to tell you I enjoyed myself immensely first we started out with a full body massage. Sissy tinkerbell had bought me some of this wonderful smelling lavender lotion. Which happens to be one of my favorite scents. I was pretty stressed out so I allowed her to use the lotion on my entier body. She started with my legs and my feet, then worked her way up my thigh, stoumache, and breasts, from there I flipped over and she gave me the most wonderful back and shoulder massage. This is something I really enjoy and could get used to on a daily basis. I have decided to make her my sissy handmaid. This is because she is a l
Dirty Minded
She sits on a barstool Glass sweating in the humid air Ice clinking in the Capt Morgan's n coke Forcefully blowing smoke from plump red lips It swirls about as she says aloud to no one in particular So what? I like to fuck! She exclaims As if thas a crime around here eh? Nothing like a good drink a great fuck and a smoke Soothes the nerves I always say Is that so wrong? Smoke wisps from the lit cigarette resting in the ashtray Trailing into nothing The glass sweats in her palm Dripping on her thigh The ice clinks against her teeth.. Wetness trailing down her breasts She sucks On the ice Slowly Then drops it in the sweating glass Impatiently she lifts the cigarette Inhales the acrid smoke Hoping to erase something or nothing You just never know With Her Legs rasp nakedly Her fingers play with the annoying strap One slipping the other digging Fuck... Thoughts flowing through her mind Bordering on philosophical Damn, why do we wear clothes any way? She
The Best
Could someone please explain to me the difference between Osama Bin Laden, Sean Hannity, Bill O’Reilly and Rush Limbaugh? They all advocate for the failure of the current U.S. Administration. They all interpret books for there own particular interests. The book for Bin Laden is the Koran and the book for the other 3 is the Bible. They all describe that anyone that differs from their curious ideas are bad people. Bin calls these people Infidels. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh call these people Liberals. They are all funded by wealth. Bin Laden and Limbaugh are funded by their own personal fortunes and Hannity/O’Reilly are funded by Rupert Murdoch. They all support the death of American Citizens. Bin Laden supports death for Americans through the efforts of the Taliban and Al Qaeda. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh support the death of Americans by promoting and campaigning for an unjust war under the guise of Manifest Destiny. So could someone please explain
A Lil Help......
Are you ready for some football? Football Fans ONLY!! This bulletin will run Fri-Mon Add Rate and Fan EVERYONE On the train. LEAVE EVERYONE A COMMENT SAYING YOUR SHOWING LOVE FROM THE FOOTBALL TRAIN. BUY everyone on this train a football. Re-rate EVERYONE EVERY WEEK. When adding you must say your from The Football Train.. REPOST REPOST REPOST OFTEN Private message me letting me know you have F/A/R as well as left a comment to everyone and I will add you to the blog & bully. Also a lil Monday Night Football Fun This week 9/22 Jets vs. Chargers. Rate the pic of whom you think will win also leave a comment with your prediction on the score. Person who pics the winning team with closest score will win 20K fu-bucks. Current standings Chargers(9) Jets(11) Owner of Football Fans Train.. Perky ♥ Mr.D@ fubar Football Fans. Mя. Đ ♥ Perky ☠Owner of the Pitbull Mafia☠@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar ĆleavageGottiFamil
Snake Eyes Sched. Update
Because, sometimes, late at night, when the sky is full of stars, and the world weighs heavily on your shoulders, You know, deep down, You have made somebody smile, and have brought a happiness, no matter how trivial, into the light of their heart. March 5, 1995 Are you curious? Are you sincere? Will you be mine? Will you my dear? Late at night, Stars shine bright, Head hangs low, Disturbing sight. Heart is heavy, Mood is down, Depression deep, Will I drown? Hopeless journey, Hopeless Task, Heedless agony, Faceless mask. Emotionless, Starless, Blighted, Dim. What Ever Will Become Of Him ?
Hdtv Review
How to buy a Flat Screen Television in 6 easy steps: 1.How much do you want to spend? Give yourself a price range and stick to it . For example if you are looking to spend no more than $3000 only look at televisions in that range. And remember you get what you pay for in the world of flat screen televisions. If you get a Plasma Display for under $2000 remember that it will not have a picture like a Plasma that sells for $4000. Here is a list of price ranges and screens available in those ranges : $1500 - $2500 : will get you a decent EDTV 42″ Plasma made by a Top brand name, or a HDTV LCD in the 20″ to 30″ range, and a low end HDTV DLP or LCD projection $2500 - 3500 : this is the price range that most 42″ Plasmas, 30″ - 37″ LCD and 50″ rear projection televisions fall into. Plan on getting a excellent display if you are willing to spend close to $3500 (all HDTV) $3500 and up : this price range the Plasma,LCD and rear projection screen sizes
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Just Blabbering...
It's 2pm here in Fla and I just awoke from another wonderful 3hrs of sleep! I think the sarcasm is obvious...I work the overnight shift(11pm-7am) and have been doing so, for the last 2yrs at my current job. Initially everything was fine, I got at least 6hrs a day of sleep and never had a problem with wkend adjustments. But something has just gone absolutely insanely wrong the last 3mnths. I'm barely able to keep my schedule and I can't even remember the joys of a 6hr rest session, let alone anything longer. I can't explain it, but it's really starting to affect me. I'm nodding off on the job, and I operate machinery, so that's not going to work. I'm constantly 'stuck' in neutral because my body never gets a chance to fully rest/re-energize. I've even tried to take sleeping pills(Tylenol PMs ), yet here I am 3hrs later; AWAKE. I really don't have any stress in my life that would be a trigger for this, so I'm just left dumb-founded and tired. Well, I'm off to try again... Don't you ju
Mystery Man?
I have no clue wtf you are talking about. I saw recent blogs and clicked on a link and saw the blog. I am nobody, I am just trying to have a little fun on here. By the way, I shed a small tear to find out I was blocked....not! Carry on. I am cleaning out my friends list. I delete those that choose to add me or accept and then never talk to me. If I have taken you off and you didn't want to be, then I am truly sorry. So before you send me a nasty email and then block me, I have made everything about myself an open book. I have been honest about who I am and I have not mislead anyone. I am loving and sweet and kind but I am also a pervert who loves exhibitionism, playing on cam and in emails and having a good time. For those of you who now know this, it is very simple. If that is not for you, then that is totally cool with me. I know it is not for everyone. If you are not into it, don't accept or add me. Simple. Have fun all!! OK, so I am 47 years old. My mind should be set in stone, I s
Sometimes, all it takes is a glance from someone's eyes to steal your soul. Then the world becomes a beautiful place, and I am suddenly whole. Your kiss so soft and warm is the sweetest I have tasted. The taste of your lips still linger on mine, as my heart yearns to breathe you once again. You are that which makes my day more beautiful and life worth living. You are that which makes me smile when none other may come close. Most importantly, you are yourself, that which I cherish more than I could ever understand. Show me what it's like To feel in colours To dream in flavours Unimaginable And then I'll die Forever Happy
Poems 2
Throughout all my chaos, There is a certain calm. It reaches through my swirling winds, With a soft and gentle outreached palm. When she stands near, My storms They are gone. To leave behind, a brilliant new sun. Without her in my life, You can rest assured. Wirhout her in my life, My storms would have no cure. from my friend miki As I walk into today, Yesterday is left behind. All the worries it brought, Slowly ease from my mind. Today is brand new, Full of new hopes and dreams. A new chance to be happy, At least it is for me. Yesterdays sorrows can not hold me back, Todays hopes will pull me through. The only way my day would be better, Is if I get to spend it with you. from my friend miki You say you don't inspire me, That statement holds no truth. You've helped me recapure something, I haven't seen since my youth. The days I was gone, Weighed like years on my heart. The sun didn't shine,no birds sang, my pen al
Top Ten Request Countdown Recap
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 5-1-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Mudvayne - Happy 2. Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough 3. Theory of a Deadman - So Happy 4. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 5. Powerman 5000 - When Worlds Collide 6. Pantera - Walk 7. Hed Pe - Wake Up 8. Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff 9. Three Days Grace - Riot 10. Seether - FMLYHM Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!! Your Top 10 Request is Every Thursday Night at 11pm Eastern time! Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 3-27-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Nine Inch Nails - Closer 2. Snoop Dog - Sensual Seduction 3. Timberland - The Way I Are 4. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 5. Him - Wings of a Butterfly 6. Def Lepard - Pour Some Sugar on Me 7. Seether - Fake It 8. Cream - Strange Brew 9. Devil Driver - I could Care Less 10. Dixie Chicks - Lullaby Remembe
Sad Songs
"The Shadow" written by Larry Weaver (thats me) 2/17/2009 Perhaps only in my mind, will I get to see her soon, I look around for comfort, My only solace the light of the moon, For in it I see her face, hypnotized by its sight, Her eyes so piercing, it takes away any fright, In the day I hear her voice, as the leaves dance in the breeze, Her soft voice rings in my ears, calmness overtakes me, In the sun I feel her touch as it warms against my skin, Her embrace once comforted me..way back when, She does not see me, in the same light, I am her shadow, she casts upon the ground, And although im not in her thoughts at night, She closes her eyes and feels me all around, I long for the day that I may rise, Be more than just a falling star in the sky, In her tears you will find me, caressing her cheek, Falling to the floor, I lay at her feet, At times I am at the forefront, she sees me as I am, Knows my heart, flirts with the thought of me
That Fxy Sho Can Cook..
THis is cool because the pringles dissolve Ok.. First you need to pick two cans of your favorite pringles and dump them in a bowl pick out the ones that aren't broken.....its tedious trust me helps if you have little ones with this one put they ass to work.. Ok.. Brown your ground beef and add black pepper and some mesquite seasoning After you drain the meat add two hand fulls of shredded cheese and sour cream (optional some people don't like sour cream) DO NOT ADD REG SEASONING SALT LIKE LAWRY'S OR WHATEVER IT'LL BE TOOOO SALTY 1ST LAYER- UNBROKEN PRINGLES 2ND LAYER-Meat and cheese stuff 3rd layer-pringles.. Keep repeating till your run out. Take the broken pringles and spred them on the top layer and over load the top layer with shredded cheese baco bits I dont know how long to let it cook because i just keep checking on it to make sure the cheese doesnt burn AND AS USUAL... DON'T BURN IT OR YOULL FUCK IT UP! When you go to eat it....the pring
Ms. Mojito
So Sam was supposed to head back to Jersey tonight. She was sad, Van was sad, and I got a text stating that there being an empty seat on the way home from the airport was worse than sitting in traffic. Buuut... thanks to bad weather in San Francisco, she's there for another night. She gets another night with Van, even though she has to be up and at the airport by 6:30 am tomorrow. There's still that last, extra night. They're taking comfort in the fact that she'll be back soon, although they're both fighting back tears. OK, so I'm supposed to do a blog for my owner, talking about how awesome she is and all that, but I'm currently texting her on her progress to the one and only Captain Cooter's residence in sunny California. She has now landed in DC, for her first layover. She's got an hour to explore the wonders of the airport, before she heads off to her next stop in Denver. There is just over 10 hours left until she reaches her destination, and the arms of her love (w
The Night I Started To Live
I looked back at the life I loved so very much and wonder , I wonder what road lies ahead for me ? who will be there when I fall ? who will catch me as I lose my footing and slip down the lonely road again . I think about you every day and I wonder why or how you came into my heart ? I wish I had known you in an earlier state in my life. I look at you and I smile, smile with love and hope hope that one day ill find you, that ill find you here, here with me in not only in my heart and mind but in my arms . no one will hurt you ever again. no one will look at you in the light I do . My life has changed so much in the last few months, but over the last few weeks I have looked at life through new love and meaning this is for you Hope p.s please dont let nothing stand in the way of what lays in your heart as i walk in the dark i cant help but to wonder is she out, there does s
Tidbits That Stick
I awoke with a fever, the bedclothes all drenched in sweat. She said "You've been having a nightmare and It's not over yet." Then she picked up the doggy in the window (the one with the waggily tail) and she put him to bed between two bits of... bread? Roger Waters The Pros & Cons of Hitch-Hiking Libera nos a malo Good Things happen, bad things are just a test. And it's the test that will make or break you.
Valentines Day Poem
All I Wanted Was Love By Elena McDaniel Lee All I wanted was to be loved and show love from the very start Someone I could love, and love him with all of my heart But now this single red rose has whether and died And now all I feel is loneliness, hurt and pain inside. I sit here and make excuses of why I want to be free Be free of love and live my life the way I think it should be And it is easy to tell you why I feel this way Is the men that I have met, and the words of love that they say. They promised me an everlasting love, a love that is so true And they cannot wait to be home here with me, and without me they are blue. . But then I see that the words that they have so easily spoke Were not true and to find a love in my life, I began to lose hope Then I would wonder if it was something that I said or done, All I know is
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Zees Musings
What do you think? You scored The Physical suggestible traits are: 1. Tends to learn or take information in directly and literally. However, they speak inferentially. This means if you ask a Physical a question, they will have a need to give you all of the details leading up to the answer. 2. Physicals tend to put their physical body out in front to protect their emotions. They can sometimes appear to be very demonstrative and center of attention. They will dress to draw attention and like to touch others while communicating. 3. A Physical likes team sports; enjoys working with people; heart ruled; sexually responsive at all times; prefers to fix things themselves; prefers a sporty car rather than a practical one; feels emotional and physical pain at the end of a relationship; and easily expresses affection openly. The Physical suggestible priorities are: 1. Relationship (and this equates sex with love). A Physical can be very ambitious, however, if their per
My Life My Thoughts
ok here is my new bitch. ok so I am sitting here minding my own business and shit commenting my friends pics and leaving there page love when now apparently I can't do that. so i think from here on out I am not going to leave comments and I am taking a break from all this bullshit that surrounds me. Apparently I am nothing more then a shit starter and I only cause Drama. I am really getting sick and tired of all these girls thinking that I am out to take "their men" away from them. Ok well first of all I am not trying to do shit. I am who I am and if that means people want to call me a whore or a slut then have fun but at least I know who I am and I know what is in my heart. My heart belongs to one guy and one guy only and that is my son. No one else has it but him. I am married and love my hubby for who he is. I love my life and the way I have choosen to live it. I may not be the most hottest girl out there or the skinniest for that matter but I do have a good heart and I care for
My Poetry/songs.
Something's burning Someone's getting to hot No one's learning Something is beginning to rot. Someone's crying Don't you even want to know why? Too much dying Too many living a lie. Something's shaking Could it be faith in yourself? Visions breaking Falling right off the shelf Someone's hurting Multitudes living in pain New springs spurting Deserts are praying for rain. The sky is falling The oceans are causing a flood Nature's calling Everyone is swimming in blood Can you help us We ask each other each day We always answer Only if your willing to pay What to do The answer is easy to see See what's true Teach love to humanity Can you help us? Can you help us? Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or 'blog Have you been put together fr
The Real Me
Its April 14th and it has been 3 years since my brother was killed in a car accident. People think the passage of time makes it easier, but it doesnt. I just returned home frome the cementary where I was visiting, and I cried because I miss him. My brother, Shawn, was only 25 years old when he passed on. If ever there was a person that you could count on it was him. I like to write about him because I dont ever want to forget him. I try to take a lot of his ideals and apply them to my life today. The biggest one that I found the most important is to make time for the people in your life. No mater how busy he was he always made an effort to visit with friends, family, and to occassionally chat up a stranger. He never took a single day for granted, and neither do I anymore. I was not always like that. I was so busy that I used to put my friends and family last. I payed the ultimate price for that by losing out on the chance to talk to my brother one last time. You always think that there
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Boudoir Photography
Hi my name is Danica, owner of Candid Snap Shots. When you use my services you'll get pictures with true smiles and lot's of personality, unlike boring studio photos. After your first session you'll recieve a Candid Snap Shots punch card. This punch card is good for 1 free hour after you've refered 5 people that have kept thier appointment. Call (586)932-7617 and book your 2008 date before the last day of April and recieve 10% off. Birthdays family reunions coporate events baby shower bridal shower bachlorette/bachlor parties a day out with the family and so much more 2 hours for $200 if the event will be over 2 hours pay only $55/ extra hour this package comes with a cd edited that will be ready for you to print at your own convience 24 hours after the event call (586)932-7617 and book your 2008 date before the last day of April and get 10% off Having a wedding or know someone who is? Check out my packages, with unbelievable prices! 4 hours: $350 6 hours: $500 8 hours: $
Trust is something that I give freely, because due to things in my brain, I assume that all people will do as they say. I met a woman on this site, and I put all of my trust in her. She knew about my head injury and how things said and done could/would affect me emotionally. So after talking for a few weeks, she decided that she would tell me she would come and see me for the week of my birthday. We made plans and everything seemed to be going well, then it got to be the day before she was going to leave. She told me that she wanted to see me so much that she was going to leave a day early. So she was leaving Friday afternoon at 4, or so she said. Friday around 10, after she should have been here, I text her and ask her if she is close, and she replies "No, I took a wrong turn." Finally I find out where she is and she is in Tennessee where it is storming. She says that she is going to get a room for the night there, so I am like ok. I ask her when she will be headed this way and she st
Small Tokens
I do things for you to let you know I love you and get asked why ? I give you things to show you I love you and get asked why ? I tell you things nobody else knows and get asked why ? I tell you the reason I do these things and still get asked why ? I tell you and show you in more ways than one that I love you and still get asked why ? I have told you I would be with you forever and still get asked why ? I hold you close in my dreams every night and still get asked why ? I try to let you know how much I love you and still get asked why ? I have told you I would die for you and still get asked why ? I have made a life together with you and still get asked why ? I do small things because I want to and still get asked why ? I sit and think of you daily and still get asked why ? I carry nothing but love for you every day and still get asked why ? If you can't see I do all this without wanting anything in return but your love then I have
This Who I Am
written by a guy To all women, written by a guy: ?We don't care if you talk to other guys. ?We don't care if you're friends with other guys. ?But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. ?It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. ?We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. ?Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ?Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. ?Don't tell us we're wrong. ?We'll stop trying to convince you. ?The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ?Yeah, you can quote me. ?Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expec
Just Sittin Here
This is bulls**t I am waiting here to see if I will have surgery and now AIG is playing fing games with my workers comp check. GD my family is running out of food and they dont give a flying F. Well people I am home for the third day and still havent gotten a decent sleep. I wish they would have left the numbing meds in my back. I can still walk, and finally have a decent BM. Getting up and down is hard. Also I was able to finally take a shower it felt great to get clean. Well people I am back home now. The surgery went as hoped. I can walk without a cane or crutch again. My legs dont go numb or limp. WOOHOO I will be able to return to work in a few months. Right now I am in pain because they had to cut through 7 layers of muscle. The surgery took longer than planned because the L5 and S1 had mushroomed quite a bit and when they shaved them smooth they open a bit of marrow. Also because the disc was not Herniated they had a harder time removing it. I am pumping up my fibe
Substance Of A Mind
About myself I grew up, I've lived & in a matter of a few decades I too shall die.Until that happens I work hard, I help who I can, I Love, Hate, Feel Joy & saddness to the fullest. I am much like a Vampire in the sense I am up all night and I feel emotions deeper then perhaps one should. Only I have been ripped off, for no super powers do I have, no incredible beauty do I own, I also am not granted an eternity to share with those I love.A pity & a shame for then I would be able to come & love the world more I came here in truth for reasons which even escape me, but now that I am here I hope to get to know some of you which grace the space with your smiling faces & words of both wisdom & inspiration.For to these two things I am attracted to as well as beauty, ah yes for in life one could never live without that.So please feel free to stop by, I may not respond right away but if you are able to catch my limited attention span (lol) then from there we will see where it goes. & when I s
Tyger Tales
I saw this question in a group discussion: "What do you do on a daily basis to better yourself as a sub/slave?" It made me think that it can go the other direction too: What do you do on a daily basis to better yourself as a Master/Dominant? Which made me think that perhaps it may be better stated overall as: “What do you do on a daily basis to better yourself as a person?” I am looking forward to your responses. I wrote this last year shortly after it all happened. I wanted to share here too. ~~~~~~ It’s Sunday morning, the 4th day of November 2007. I woke up unable to sleep anymore, even though my body and my mind still crave the sweet release of rest. As my hands wander to my breasts and my stomach of their own accord, tracing the places the cups had been, the path of the fire, the small spot from the devil’s fire, I can feel the dull ache of my shoulders from the flogging that followed last nights fire play. Let me start at the beginning. A demo was announc
A Little Creative Writing
I walk into the room its filled with about fifty peopl male and female I noticed you sitting there at the bar I walk towards you as you turn and see me you give me a grin I walk up to you giving you a hug as I rub against you feeling your package.... mmmmmm I think to myself I will have that by the end of the night. How have you been I asked him as we chat at the bar for a hour or so catching up about how our days have been becoming a lil more and more touchy feely we get on the subject of sex and what we enjoy and deside to leave and go back to my place. boy he is in for a big suprise we walk in my house and I lead him to the stairs that lead downstairs. he asks where we going ? shhhhhhh you will see. we get to the bottom I open the door to a room that was black I turn on the a light and he sees the room painted black with red satin sheets on the bed and sex toys laying out . Get undressed I demand. As I take my clothes off leaving on my bra and panties I walk up to him grabbing his c
wow i thought i was really getting to know someone and spent alot of money on them rating,fu blings,blast and so forth and was become a good friend and all of a sudden there was a quick turn on her part an she acted like a total ass and treat me like i did something to her saying i was playing with her feelings and her mine when really all that that she really want was 4 me to spend money on her an rate them,and then she not only took that then she took me off her friends list ,family ,and then block me ..the money not and issue but gaining someone trust and befriend them is,question why are ppl so cruel,disrespectful,deceitful as you come(Freedom) about other ppl's real feelings,well you know who you are i hope you enjoy the rest of your life ask your self this question ,why do ppl pretend to be someone there not are you afraid you will not get any friends,well try being someone else and see how many friends you really get,in the end you will lose and you will lose big.because you pr
.... the clang of metal , the rush of blood and the stench of broken dreams......fragments of bone , chalk white against the sticky ragged flesh......lost in the corridors of a nightmare enshrouded by visions of overwhelming pleasure.....atrocity stared back from the depths - beastial , voracious and foul . the world is always ending for someone ! This is the hour when the mysteries emerge . A strangeness so hard to reflect , a moment so moving goes straight to your heart. a condition thats never been met. The attraction thats held like a wake , deep inside something i will never forget. Pattern set , the reaction will start ; complete but rejected too soon . Looking ahead in the grip of each others impulse that blinds every move. Shadow that stood by the side of the road always reminds me of you. How can i find the right way to control all of the conflicts inside, all of the problems beside. as the questions are right and the answe
Kindred's Soap Box..
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Sometimes you meet someone online that you really connect with, and it's like you have known each other forever, and you know that they are your friend for life, whether you ever meet or not. imikimi - Customize Your World You should take the time to get to know this man, he is one of a kind! MERLYN@ fubar YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR GUYS TO LEVEL! PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT! Here is the link! Contest runs for NINE DAYS!!! you guys got 10k comments for me in less than 2 days last time! Will you help me blow this one out of the water? THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS YOU SOOOOO ROCK!!!! NEVER HESITATE TO CALL ON ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING!!! UPDATE!!!! HERE IS MESSAGE JUST RECEIVED FROM THE CONTEST HOST IN RESPONSE TO MY INQUIRY ABOUT THE SPECIFICS OF RULES AND PRIZES...KINDA WENT INTO THIS ON IMPULSE!!! I LIKE MY VIP!!! === 'cindragon~Shadow Leveler~Rider of many trains!' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-09 06:26:42'.. > > Could you please send a link to the rules
Maury The Skull
Hey all what up? the shelving community has issued there monthly gossip. they caught the home invader them dirty rats!!!! there was two of them I am not gonna name any names nut seeing as they know who they are they feel the quilt they have to live with for doin what they did!!! they are BAD!!! but what can ya do everyone needs a second chance. Just incase we cannot trust them we have hired some guards to protect the shelving community right now we only have four guards but soon we hope to aquire four more, they come from a well known company and do not require a big payment!!! Which is awesome because since the babies were born we have been havin to buy a lot of food they sure can eat. I knew they would soon come to realize that there is life outside the shelving comunnity and lately I have been called to go lookin for one of them and it is more so chaos more then anyone else I tell ya we named him right!!! There is rumer goin around that there may be a wedding happening at the shelve
Thoughts From Ladie_in_pink
Like air and water needed to live, I need you. Like a infant needs a mother to care for it, I need you. I'm helpless, lost, and scared if I don't have you. When I''m alone and crying I think of your face and It makes me feel better. When I feel I have lost all hope, I remember I have you by my side and I can accomplish anything. Like a funny joke to cheer me up, I need you to make me laugh. I can't think of another person that can ever do that. You are my wings to carry me away when I am falling. You are very special to me. I live for you. You watch over me as my guardian angel and keep my safe when in danger. I think of you as the sun that shines down on me. I think of you as my only world. Please don't ever walk out of my life. If there is no you..........there will never be me again An open heart finally set free. A heavy feeling lifting up light. Confusion and doubt are far long gone. Bad dreams and memories of you ar
''true Friends?''
NEVER, I MEAN NEVERRRR BELIEVE AND TRUST SOMEBODY THAT CLAIMS TO BE A FRIEND, BETTER TO JUST NOT BELIEVE THEM THAN 'TO' BELIEVE, THAT WAY WHEN THEY STAB U IN THE BACK, IT'S A LITTLE EASIER TO PULL THE KNIFE OUT :) I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!"" ......... , . ~ . ~ , ~ , ........... ......... ).. - ~. . ' ..( ............ ........ ( . . . ...(......) ........... .........| . . . . . ).....| ........... .........{.. . . . .(. . ./ ............ ............ =(.. /.)= ............... ............... -;..;-' ................ .................)|( , ................. ................. || _.-'| ............. ............. , _|| .._,/ ............. ....... , ... ....|| .' ................. ......|...|...,...||/ ................... ..../...| /|., |Y|| .................... ... '-...'-._....||/ ................... ..
Thanks for the friend request Hope you're having a great week. ♥ Sandy ♥@ fubar Regards Sandy With the code that i have below the image above is the result body{background-image:url(!important; background-attachment:fixed !important; background-position:center!important; background-repeat:no-repeat!important;} table,th,tr,td,p{background-color:transparent!important;background:transparent!important;color:COLOR!important;font-weight:bold;} body, tbody, table, th, tr, td, p, div, em, font, text, strong, span, a, u, b, i, input, textarea {font-size:16!important; color:9900CC!important; font-family:comic sans!important; font-weight:bold !important; } 1) change the image url to the one you want for your background 2) then Change the color of the text you want. 3) Click on edit skins, then on create skin, deleted the code thats in the box. copy and paste the code above into the box and save
I Know.
lay down with me still and quiet, and know this . . i choose to give to you a part of me . . for an experience belonging only to us . . do not see my eyes . . . but the way they look at you do not feel my fingertips . . . but the way they touch you do not feel my body pressed to yours . . . . but my soul inside . . as it moves with dance and song . . . in joy of our closeness and pull from me, the parts I know not yet . . . and take them to you . . so I can learn them, by feeling them . . . from you as you give them back samson. the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard a
I Write Bad Poetry When I'm Tired
What thoughts are these that pervade my senses? Alien and unknown these feelings have made a home Beside caustic wit and false intentions, the usual defenses. Taking root within my soul, these thoughts threaten to make me whole. Knock down the walls and be exposed. Barricades built with years of struggle. Stand your ground and bear the pain. Take in the world love lust and shame. Through her I see the secret disease The malady which brings me to my knees Her smile her eyes her frail disguise Happiness and new life dance beneath those pools Born again from love lust and passion Sense a world where all is right, the man I want to be; by her side Whips crack and bottoms cry glorious, hanging naked in the sky. Hemp stretched taught over sumptuous flesh. striking and proud against diaphanous mesh. pleasure for pain, so much to be gained when the one you love is so firmly restrained. I am you, and you are me, and this is how its going to be be, we are lovers glued to th
My Poetry
I’m sorry I brought you out of the pit to make you see the world I gave you a place to be warm to give you the strength to live I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I taught you to listen to the voices all around you I made you talk so that you may cry I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith that I had given you I sent you out of my life so that you may have one of your own I forgot your memory to make room for the ones I am making I’m sorry for the pain of what I must do I’m sorry for the faith I had given you A Cry in the Night Rolling, Tossing, Turning As the night goes ever deeper into darkness You sink into a deeper sleep Not hearing a cry in the night Screaming, Shrieking, Crying As the days drift along so sinfully long You fall faster into a zombie like appearance Not seeing a cry in the night Fading, Disappearing, Dying As the
I Like To Write
Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (tag, you're it) and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers. 1. I LOVE BEER SALT with my beer(not regular salt)-BEER SALT "YA'LL DONT KNOW ABOUT THAT" 2. goal=costa rica 3. beans make my ears itch 4.i shave(not bald) well you get the idea-must keep it tapered 5.i adore and worship my girlfriend like theres no tomorrow grandfather got rich off of viagra for real-(my grandmother was thankful) 7. i surfed every hurricane back in the day. 8.i put bbq sauce on my fries and big mac 9.goal--my kids will be the ones that other kids are invious of (bmw-mercedez) 10.i put sugar in my grits but i think that
This Little Mind Of Mine!
By yours truly Mary Along came a spider And sat down beside her And frightened the poor girl away. But what if that spider was afraid he might bite her So tickled fear up her leg? She looked down at her skirt Afraid it would hurt And her heart knew there'd be hell to pay. ------------- Mama, papa forgive me Out of sight, out of mind Out of time to decide Do we run? should I hide For the rest of my life Can we fly? do we stay? We could lose we could fail And the more minutes take To make planer, or mistakes 30 minutes, the blink of the night 30 minutes to alter our lifes 30 minutes to make up my mind 30 minutes to finally decide 30 minutes to whisper your name 30 minutes to shelter the blame 30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies 30 minutes to finally decide Carousels in the sky That we shape with our eyes Under shade silhouettes casting Shapes crying rain Can we fly do I stay We could lose, we could fail Either way, options change Chances fail,
Lyrics And Poetry
Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame? Don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask, where will you hide? Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool Everytime our eyes meet.. This feeling inside me is almost more than I can take Baby, when you touch me, I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anythi
From The Mind Of Me Myself And I
So, Ive been working on shirt designs for awhile, and finally got around to making them available for purchase. I can also do personalized shirts for people as well.... Leave a comment if interested. not my writings, great song.. easy to relate to Your fragile eyes brainwash the weak remaining silent so to speak your dizzy head and weakened bones play funeral dirges in skeletons Brainwash my head to clear away the lies that I've been forced and fed what could have been? what could it be? that you saw inside of me that you would ever give me your love I believe the fact that god worships you is going straight to your head I'm dying to feed on your disease and I swear I heard you say drive through to the next window please drive through now All these days fade into gray as our dying love decays inside this cold lobotomy no brain activity I'll turn to stone if I look your way I can't look away the sun wont shine a single ray as
This guy can't make up his mind. First he rated me as a 7 then came back a while later and changed it to an 8. biggred@ fubar She was caught cheating in the contest I am hosting. My rules clearly said no green accounts even before I started taking contestants. Link to the blog with the contest description and rules. It was last updated on April 9th when the last contestant entered. All that was altered on that day was to change the number of contestants to 9. She had one green account bombing her like crazy today. I caught them and when I went to visit the profile it was deleted. I have a screenshot that clearly shows her pic and a comment from the green account. I tried to warn her, but she had me blocked from sending shouts and private messages (or it was a glitch - either way I tried), so I first left the screen shot as a comment on her profile (which she deleted) so I then deleted the picture from the contest folder. I ha
1964 - Snow 1965 - Hurricane Betsy 1968 - Snow 1969 - Hurricane Camille 1991 – Snow 1992-Andrew 2004 - Snow 2005 - Hurricane Katrina 2008-Snow 2009- ? Oh yeah. We getting another massive Hurricane, I'm throwing a Hurricane party, Come boogie with bay bay, It might be your only chance lol Would you guys even come? haha This is just sad man. Heartattack on the feild
My friend Peggy sue has made a discussion forum. There is even a Fubar thread come on over and check it out and join!! She loves new friends and old ones as well!! I am in a comment bombing contest... Will you please take a few minutes and come leave me a few comments. I have helped a lot of you and Any help would be appreciated.. Check out my new owner and show her mad love!!!! burghbabe *FU-Bombers*and fu-owned by ~~JaimeDawn~@ fubar
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to
Made For Me
This is truly beautiful Sir :) Thank You so very much for all of these.....this one especially with Lord Fury above my name Sir it just pops :) So much talent! This one is so awesome Sir...i love it! thank You This Man does such amazing work....So very talented....Thank You Sir!!!
Poems And Random Thoughts....
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life m home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may have forgotten me, but I still sing his song.goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've t
Good, Bad, I'm The One With The Gun!
Wrote my final test today, four months before I go back. What to do what to do. So what is with the little pieces of paper with the addresses on? Is that a cult thing? Do I have to sacrifice 2 virgins a goat and stick a piece of loose leaf on my forehead with some strange fubar biblical page address? Will dancing naked in a circle of trees be necessary? Do I need to memorize all the words to Brittany Spears new song and chat them as I burn incense? I am sure there is a better reason than I can come up with, but I don't want to do that dancing bit just yet, as I am in Canada, and it is snowing outside right now. So here I am, new to this fubar, running around with scissors would make as much sense to me right now. I am exploring this new world with wide eyed amazement, not really knowing why I am even here. Oh wait, thats right, someone invited me. And being the curious type, I jumped in feet first and everything else be damned. Which leads me to some thoughts... What is this sight
Being Honest 2
I don't know if i spelled laringitus right, but I have it. it sucks. everything that goes wrong with me happens in my throat. Strep, laringitus, mucus, pain, swelling...all kinds of stupid shit goes wrong with my throat and I am so scared that I'm going to get throat cancer. It's Fucked Up Beyond all Recognition that I've let myself go this long breathing toxic smoke down thru the tube that's called my throat. I had to watch my mom lose her voice and have to use that hole in her throat. yuck. i don't want any of that crap to happen to me. So how come I've let myself smoke for 11 years? I guess it's because of all those thoughts that "i'm so young" (I'm 27, but started at 15) everyone that talked to me about smoking said "wow i didn't know you did." or "but you're so young" even now people say stuff like that. I don't want to be "so young, so young" for so long that I get CANCER in the throat or anywhere for that matter. I'm going to be "so young, so young" until
Superficially Yours
to the left of the house was my room and the way right was his. we used to play with water guns and he had a goal set in mind. lol. it was funny and absolutely erotic for me. But we were friends..none the less. But then you ignore my calls. WHAT THE FUCK. If I had a bat I smash all the windows and scream your name over and over. We spoke on Thursday and Friday. and then after that everything went to shit. I'm not sure what I did But I deserve an explanation. Honestly. I do. Taking the time to go into the past into the stars you were special to me what did I do to be denied and left alone? I thought what we had was strong I guess I am a naive bitch and I am wrong I'll bleed out for you, cut my wrist throw myself away; forget you and realize you were never mine it was a moment in the past, a moment in time when you kissed me don't forget it was you who had it were anxious but it was lovely yet...don't you remember what I wearing when you reached for me? I had
Current Events For S*u*p
This is the S*U*P* give away list. They are in order of how much needed the less to the most. If anyone needs to be on here let Ms. Retta know. Thanks...HAPPY BOMBING Top is first then we work down the list: JONLEE74 OF SHADY'S SUP needs 45000 comments for a Happy Hour Needs 40604. ~Princess~ needs 130000 comments for a Happy Hour,1 year VIP,30 days blast and 3 bling packs needs 123743. These Friends need Help! GIVE AWAYS: §è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©***** THIS BABY NEEDS 10000 BUT ALL RATES COUNT AS 5. SO GET TO RATING AND COMMENTING He needs 7251 That CrazyRabbit again need 22500 for a 3 month VIP Needs 13380 The Watcher needs 50500 for a HH and 2 bling packs he needs 36409 to go Hellcat needs 100000 for a 1yr VIP and a HH...she needs 96423 to go COME ON LET'S BOMB THESE PEOPLE!!! IF YOU DON'T YOU'RE NOT COOL!! lol We are trying to organize S*U*P so that we can bomb more effective.... please make sure that you ar
Poetry I Have Been Working On
Jealousy... I'm sure you've seen How it takes the "sweet" and makes them "mean." Take me for example... you'll never see A woman any nicer than me. But once those ladies come around And looks my man up and down... What happens next is a big surprise: You'll see little daggers in my eyes. And while they think me sweet and wise, I'm quietly planning their demise. We mention families and talk about roots, While I secretly measure for concrete boots. Decorating! Which of you has the flair? Have you tried out my comfy electric chair? Over there on the left... one of them winks. Some "sleeping powder" falls into her drink. Who's that over there standing by his side? She looks like she might want to take a ride. Her car really looks like it can Zoom... When she turns the key, though... one loud "BOOM" I'm glad this is all just in my head. I really wouldn't wish anyone dead. I'll stay as sweet as I can be... Jealousy won't get the best of me. A tear rolls down
It Goes A Little Like This
i was proposed to last friday. in front of all of the boys army friends. it was the most amazing moment of my life. but i didn't cry. i should have... but i didn't. oooo... and home loan approved. man... now i have way grown up stuff to deal with. wasn't i supposed to be guilt spiraling by now? i guess i just felt like being spiteful. three and a half months till my wedding. i own a house. i have a job... i love my life. so there. hope you're doing just as well. ::grin:: so, i still can't seem to think of a single thing to really... "write" about. my life is still on a fast track to amazing. i've got friends visiting from boston, a sister who is now living with me and getting a little better at this whole being a brat thing, and the most amazing fiance there ever was or could be. we own a house... things are a little tight, but i'm not letting it bring me down. i've got everything i need. i'm not begging for a thing. video game
My Stuff
A lifetime spent in shadow deep- Peeking out cautiously. Staining ground with likeness of- Oh so sparingly. Walls of anger built high up- From distance far one can see. Safely kept is my mortal soul- Sheltered from reality. But upon this world I’ve left my mark- For very few and thee. You see this mark is only for- Those very close to me. Eternity beckons drawing me closer to Feast from me and I’ll give my soul to you Take my pain, sedate my fate, and keep life at bay I await your gift…in this place I cannot stay. I’ll walk with you down cold dark halls Always building up our walls We’ll be together forever still I’ll live no more against my will Your eyes they bleed tears of pain I weep for an end to your self disdain You condemn the blessed and eternal bliss Drink from me, just one kiss Give me what I ask, I’m begging, pleading Save me from this painful needing With you I’ll travel to Hell and back Praying for the day my heart turns
The Musings Of A Madman
the war machine churns my brain into mud as it hunts for the source of some spurious conflict seeking solutions to empty equations it smokes and spews slaughters all reasons waining is logic, for fear it may too become bruised or broken or buried in debris in the siege.. or worse.. siezed in the freeze-frame firefight fleeing for life from the fetid ferocity known as finite. come whatever come what will violent, merciless, the machination feeds Unrelenting avarice, the victim is all reason Hearin' the gears in my ears.. Grind in my mind so blindly It was a hunt for nothing.. No success till it stopped looking. Unless there was nothing left the machine would not rest. Must quiet this down. she told him she had hope and tried to let it all out till she swore nothin' more to say, now she's cold and in the open right before the fallout and a warhead's on its way, yeah she prays it doesn't melt her seeks herself a shelter cuz she knows the
Last night I was going down the street. When I saw a pink Rhino in the middle of the street and I walked over and started feeding him my twizted cupcake. When the men in white coats drove right by u and threw rotten banana’s at my head I then. Ran into to your house and while I was there. Said to him "If you find it hard to laugh at yourself, I would be happy to do it for you".  Then the Rhino turned to the Purple Elephant and then the purple pig ran into the pink rhino and was laughing so hard he cried green tears. I had to much bean stew and the pink rhino passed out. But the purple dinosaur liked the bean stew but that didn't say much for how it made his insides feel ewwwww, no don't lick that. But he kept licking that cuz he's a male dinosaur that doesn't listen. that’s when ten foot polka dotted ranger sasquatch came through with a giant leaf blower and then Took the extra twizted cupcakes, threw them at everyone then held the leaf blower up with an evil gr
I Just Need To Clear My Mind
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Stuff In The News
"FLORENCE, S.C.- a teen accused of plotting to blow up his high school told police that he wanted to die, go to heaven and kill Jesus, federal authorities said Tuesday. Prosecutors argued in a federal courtroom that the statements are an indication that 18-year old Ryan Schallenberger needs a psychological evaluation." UM....yeah, I'd say thats a pretty good sign the dude needs a psychological evaluation, what do you think? Barbara Walters reveals past affair with US senator By FRAZIER MOORE, AP Television Writer Thu May 1, 12:19 PM PDT NEW YORK (AP) -- After three decades of keeping mum, Barbara Walters is disclosing a past affair with married U.S. Senator Edward Brooke, whom she remembers as "exciting" and "brilliant." HMMMMM...dont you just love it when celebrities reveal they are just as fucked up as the rest of us? "exciting" eh Barbara? I bet he was..I bet he was. You Would Never Have Guessed Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 at ag
In A Contest
I am in a contest for a blast please help me. Here is the link Hey there guys and gals in another auction..come by check out what I am offering and place a bid.... Hugs and Kisses Babydoll0215 She is a great friend...will help anyone who needs to level, or is in a contest. She is fairly new to the site and needs a little help now to level....go show this amazing woman how well we help each other out in need....and tell her...her best friend Babydoll sent you.
Quotes & Cool Shit
Sexuality is an honest reflection of our innermost personalities, and we should ensure that its expression is healthy. Making love is something mysterious, sacred, and often the most profound interaction between people. Whether what is created is a relationship or a pregnancy, the legacy of both partners will be inherent in their creation. What we put into love determines what we get out of it. from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao Ram Tzu knows this... It's a lie It's all a lie. The Buddha, Christ, Mohammed Moses, Lao Tzu, All were consummate liars. Blaspemer explain yourself! The Truth cannot be known In the way you think of knowledge. It does not make sense. It functions in a realm Closed to the mind. The first utterance about Truth Is the first step Down the path of deceit. In fact-- These very words are But another turd On the dung heap Of what passes for Truth. from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu You can be seen sitting for hours
To My Friends
I went on a date and now I can not find my panties! I need 70,000bicks to get my KISSY BACK~!!!!! Twiiter, twater? whatever...are you there?
Own Me
Im hosting myself hahahah.. go make some offers.. im sure ull love it ive had life kick the shit out of me
On August 2nd, 2006, I joined the world of "Lost Cherry"*. The girls on there were nice, and sweet as a strawberry. But on July 26th, 2007, I met one that would change my life. Any guy would be lucky to have her, specially as thier wife She's cuddly as a bear, and foxy as a fox. Everything reminds me of her, even a pair of "White Sox" I never met a girl, so kind and pretty. She has a lot of power, like Chicago's Joe Crede. Ever night I log on, I hope to see her on Fubar. We are closer than ever, even though we're both so far. But on April 12th, 2008, she made it a night I'll never forget. It's the night she leaned towards my ear, and whispered "I'll be your pet" Once upon a time, I was walking through the desert (Forrest has been done to death), when he noticed this exotic "PET" diamondback snake. I decided to name it "FRED", and took it home so my family can see. My family seemed a little intimidated by the 7ft snake, and wouldn't get near it. I've
What would you do if you had one moment? One moment of what is what you should be asking right about now. One moment is so vague. You can have a moment in so many things in life, one moment to shine at work or school, or one moment you wish you could just take back. We all have moments in our life, some good and some bad. We live our lives and forget that every minute is a moment. There isn't one that is truely greater then another. Every breath we take leads us to another breath and another moment in our life. Yes, we do run into situations that are a matter of timing that leads us to such benefits or sorrows in our lives. We cherish those moments or regret them. We dwell on those moments so much but we fail to remember what got us there. At that one moment the burns its way so deeply in our minds, we don't realize there was actions that led up to it. Maybe you left the house five minutes early or you stopped for a coffee or you forgot something at the house. Whatever it was there was
So I...
MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Family tree charts - Pedigree chart Seether- Remedy So I.... I Live: in Clinton. I Work: as an insurance agent. I Talk: with an accent to some of my wurrrds because I'm a southerner. I Wish: to leave a positive impact on everyone I meet. I Enjoy: hanging out with friends. I Look: so-so today. Not too bad but not at my best. I Find: body odor and bad breath to be repulsive. I Smell: like Clinique's Happy. My favorite perfume I Hide: my toys. I Pray: That I win the lottery. Amen. I Walk: to the car. We have a treadmill I need to start using that again. I Write: short stories, poetry and the fucked up dreams I have. I See: how many people will put "dead people" under this one? I Sing: along with the radio in the car. I Can: be annoying because I worry too much about the people I care for even when they don't give a shit about me. I Watch: movies. I Yearn: to share my art with the world and be apprec
Adult Things
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Stop The Abuse
Teddy, I've been bad again, My parents told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong, But I thought that you might know. When I woke up this morning, I knew that he was mad; Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good, And do just what they said; I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When he yelled at me to hurry; And I guess he didn't hear me, When I told him I was sorry. Cause he hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad, And I should be ashamed! When I said, "I love you, Daddy," I guess he didn't understand; Cause he yelled at me to shut my mouth. Or I'd get smacked again. So I came up here to talk to you, Please tell me what to do; Cause I really love my Mom and Dad, And I know they love me, too. And I don't think my Daddy means, To hit me quite so hard;
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My Life
I am pain I am real. I'm not a dream I'm the chain around your neck as you scream Surrender now You can't beat death at his ruthless game Make your bow Hang your head in shame I can't believe there is no way out... You'll find you are wrong You fill me with doubt... You were never that strong I am pain I am the wound that never heals It's all in vain No compromise, no deals... This is how i feel in my life all i want is to love someone and to hev them love me back, but it seems i will never find it, it seems its just one night stands and it hurts me so. will i eve get what i am looking for, i dont think so why cause i am to nice and nice guys finsh LAST! My life is spining out of control and i cant stop it i lose my father then my family, my house,truck,dog dont get to see my son as much as i want and now i have heart disease. My mind is going 2,000 mph and i cant seem to stop it i cant think right and now i am told that i have to stop al
Underworld Levelers
Okay I'm in a contest that runs till the 17th. Below is the link. Rates count as 10 points and comments count as 1 point each. So it will even help me if you would just go and rate the picture. Anything you do to help me will be greatly appreciated and if there is something I could do for you in return, please just let me know!!! Thanks everyone!!!!!!! ButterflyMajic is in a contest! She has a list of items she is offering! They are:: 100 comments = Morph 500 comments = Sfw salute 1000 comments = NSFW salute Click the pic! bomb the amount u choose! then Private message ButterflyMajic for ur trade! ButterflyMajic (repost of original by 'Nyha *Big Papi's OFFICIAL stalker*' on '2008-05-28 16:49:55') This is the first contest that I've entered. I'm really greatful to have the friends that I do on here that have helped me soooooo much. I would really appreciate it if you could click on the pic
Hillary and Obama were on a boat. The boat sank in a big storm. There was no lifeboat... Who was saved? AMERICA!!! An old, blind cowboy wanders into an all-girl biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, Cowboy, I think it is only fair, given that you are blind, that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6-foot tall, 175-pound blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weight lifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. "Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The bli
It's All In My Head
We talked and laughed and smiled she and I almost like we'd known each other a lifetime or two I wondered what I had done to be givin this sabbatical For the first time in years the moon did not grin and it's taunts and jeers had grown slient And it looked at me as a fellow traveller Then I made a mistake I showed a little of what was inside Things changed somehow And the sabbatical was over The moon slowly grinned and began it's laugh as the rest of the night joined in The whole world was laughing, it seemed at a joke I just didn't get. Rome is burning just outside my window, and I couldn't care less, as I reach for the bottle to pour myself another. Let it burn. Let all the trees, all the fields, and the flowers and grass burn to ash. Let the playgrounds stand empty, as the rapture sweeps up the children to the heaven they deserve. I knock back another shot, (no chaser or mixer for me. just pure amber fire racing its way to my bloodstream) and smile a smile
A Kiss Is Just A Kiss Right?
Aloha . . the cool early ocean breeze blowing slowly across my mind . sunrise all aglow lighting the land bringing the promise of life and new beginings . the ocean rises and crashes against the rocks playing a soothing melody from me to you . recieve the gift of aloha and smell the plumeria feel the sand warm at my feet as we leave footprints across my heart . come listen to the rythm of my island and see the world like never before join me in the intimate hula of the heart . spend the time feeling the sun warm your body come and swim in the ocean of love i have to offer layback and just relax to a dream come true . taste the sweet fruit of the mango golden and ripened on the tree . glide thru the water with the dolphins on silver and blue waves of pure heaven . this is my world share it with me fed from the ocean we eat the food of kings given life from the land providing everything we need for here I am with open arms ........aloha I
Written by Paul Cain You knew before it started things would end this way you ignored the thoughts half hearted but continued anyway You took the time to listen you even showed you cared it was all a waste of time for someone who's not there Love is an illusion the heart takes in with time emotions quickly deepen from their bottle deep inside You always remained faithful until the very end you always stayed beside her through the begining as her friend Swaying ever slowly as she lied her way in your heart never thinking wrongly she would ever go this far Until this very moment you've always told the truth again these memories fade away in the trouble of my youth No more taking chances on a love that isn't there no more broken promises that only cause dispair My advice to you is just never care their won't ever be a chance it will only leave you standing broken when she leaves without a glance If you keep yourself secluded the
My Stuff From Myspace....thought I'd Share
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try
My Blogs
T Minus 10 Have you been to the polls yet? If not, it's about that time! In 10 days, the presidential election will officially be upon us. I would like to encourage all of you to head to the polls and vote if you have not already done so! Below are links that may come in handy as you make your final decisions. Information on House, Senate and Gubernatorial Races: Presidential Candidates Barack Obama (Democrat) John McCain (Republican) Bob Barr (Libertarian) Ralph Nader (Independent) Cynthia McKinney (Green) Other Third Party and Write In Candidates So Vote It Be! --- Many Blessings, Rev. Adam L. Labonoski Central Eastern Regional Director Pagan Unity Campaign - Imbolc Campaign 2009 From: P
1) Spell your name: BRITTANY 2) Are you in a relationship? YESYES 3) When you're at home alone, do you still close the bathroom door when you use the bathroom? no but i lock the doors :) 4) Do you like your life right now? yes 5) What was the last item you bought? mcdonalds w/ momma after the er 6) What was the last thing you drank? tea 10) What plans do you have for tomorrow? school and work ugh 11) What do you hate? no one 12) Where was the last place you fell asleep? couch 14) Do you have a best friend that is a girl? yes 15) How are things between you and your friends? okay 16) What is your favorite romance movie? the notebook, corpse bride 18) Do you forgive or forget? forgive 22) What are you thinking about right now? my babe needs to get here 23) Who was the last person to tell you they love you? my momma 24) Do you think they meant it? yesa
My Stuff
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 go east and west, I-55 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi &; caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season. It'
Dreamed Of You Last Nite
Through the gates of paradise , easing into you, touching your silken walls, feeling your velvet love. Our spirits intertwine , our hearts slowly pulsate, our mouths gently touch , our moans escape, inside our breaths . Aroused inside of you, thrusting against your squeezing muscles, as orgasmic waves build, and collide, I explode deep inside, lost within your soul.! On your sensual lips I have the sweet taste of heaven, such delicious delicate nectar. As the steam drifts off of our flesh we’re entwined in ecstasy's touch. You long blonde hair cascading down your shoulders, fire in the night, engulfing us in desirous flames. This eternal sensual journey lasts to the dawning of our horizon, silky as the deepest, raw night. Caressing, lips savoring lips glistening strings of lust, a bridge of love to our faithful life. Our fate is sweet, living in our minds, hearts and souls, and sealed with tender kisses of love. love
I am more than you'll ever know. I am stronger than you think I am. I can love harder than you can believe. I am a force to be reckoned with. I will not back down from a challenge. I will always win the fight. I will love and hold you close to me, but I will turn my back on you if you hurt my pride. I will give my all to you. I will honor and cherish your soul, but if you break my heart you will only then understand the true meaning of lonely and cold. I am alive and breathing. My heart is eyes now can see all that was once hidden. I am's for the better. I am becoming my own. I am growing and maturing and becoming the woman I always wanted to be. I am living and laughing and loving. I wake up with a smile on my face and a song in my heart. I am what I always knew I could be....finally I am ME!!!!!! Believe it or not. Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr . in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be
Writings That Hits You In The Heart & Mind
It is better to be prepared for an opportunity and not have one then to have an opportunity and not be prepared for it. I THINK I CAN! Whether you think you can or think you can not... You're Right! People who say it can not be done should no interupt those who are doing it.
Firmly ensconced in my solitude Thumbing my nose at the lovers As they pass by my walls Smiling, laughing, and touching one another I prefer my isolation, and its echoing darkness At least my safety is assured For no love Ive known can bring me From where Ive been interred Eyes that lit up my nights Smiles that melted the ice inside Her mere mention would set me alight And Ill never make her mine You alone have held the power to move Me out of my shell and over these walls Kicking and screaming I fought to stay Locked in my tower where sunlight never fals Your beauty alone had scattered the clouds Smiling, I felt the suns warmth on my face Eerily familiar, though tragicly distant Like a dream time had erased So scurrying back from whence I came My walls offer their shadowy embrace As the sound of your laughter fades, Silence echoes in its place
All About The Sarge
If Anyone Is Wondering Why The Sarge Isn't Online This Weekend..I'm Going Up To Oakland Tomorrow Till Sunday Night ..So Leave Me A Message. That's Right The Sarge & Ecuadorian Goddess Are Back Together.. After A Lot Of Soul Searching I Have Decided That Ecuadorian Goddess Is The Girl For Me And That I Truly Have Feelings For Her After A Long Friendship I Have Came To Realize That I Do Feel For Her In A More Serious Manner Than Just A Friend... Sarge's Bad Girls Do You Have YIM ? If So Send Me A Message And I'll Give You My ID So You Can Add Me..So I Can Keep You Up To Date With New Blogs And Other Info For The Bad Girls.. Thanks
Poems And Writing From A Restless Mind
The digital characters on the display only serve but to wear me out Even though I'm here shaking The window is flung open wide; what is it anticipating there? The phone fails to break the silence for me Over and over I imagine hearing the alarm and wake myself up Inconsiderately, morning arrives Time runs reckless As I close the flung open window I peer outside The phone fails to break the silence for me Over and over I nod off and board the ship, plagued by nightmares Without permission the moon grows white Time runs reckless Over and over I imagine hearing the alarm and wake myself up Over and over I nod off and board the ship, plagued by nightmares Over and over the same things go round and round, spinning inside my head Inconsiderately, morning arrives Time runs reckless Kiss-ass, me and mine You can't make me your convenience-man Kiss-ass, well, not I You can't break me as convenient, man All I say, it's all right, that's o.k. This bitch is
Dj Bulletins
Video Of The Day
Bill Hicks one of the greatest comedians EVER! Raw and Willing to say the things we all never had the nerve to! An advocate for the legalization of pot and all natural drugs! as well as being against Booze and other man made shit that is legal. Anti government but at the same time a Patriot of our country. A firm voice against corruption in our government and within our police forces. REST IN PEACE BILL!
Right Now
On November 14, 1969, Apollo 12 launched with Pete Conrad as commander, Dick Gordon as Command Module Pilot and Alan Bean as Lunar Module Pilot. The launch was the most harrowing of the Apollo program, as a series of lightning strikes just after liftoff temporarily knocked out power and guidance in the command module. Five days later, after stepping onto the lunar surface, Conrad joked about his own small stature by remarking: “ Whoopee! Man, that may have been a small one for Neil, but that's a long one for me. ” He later revealed that he said this in order to win a bet he had made with the Italian journalist Oriana Fallaci for $500 to prove that NASA did not script astronaut comments.   If Apollo 11 had not 'landed' on the moon, as some have blogged, then my nextdoor neighbor Pete Conrad would have gone down in history as the 'First Man On The Moon!'  May he rest in peace.
One who smiles all the time Promising to be all mine One who thinks constant about me Even with a hot male stripper on her knee One who may let out a burp Or maybe a lil toot One who likes to be called mine That one with true love divine One who is always by my side Not infront or behind One who will sweep me off my feet Really getting my heart o beat Is she out there i dont know One day i would sure like to know Smoldering out my love goes low Becoming as cold as a winters snow A wind blows and the embers begin to glow With it my heart begins to grow My love for you i promise to show In the end what will we know But to love and let go I AM YOUNG ITS VERY EASY TO SEE A BABY FACE AND PECH FUZZZ KINDA LOOKS CUTE TO ME EVEN AS YOUNG AS I MAYBE I DO HAVE HEART MORE UNDERSTAING THEN MOST LIKE ME I KNOW LOVE MAY HURT IAND BRING YOU DOWN BUT HERES THE GOOD THING I GOT GREAT FRIENDS ALL AROUND I KNOW ONE DAY MY TRUE LOVE WILL BE FOUND THA
My new owner for the next 30 days!!!!!!!! DJ SlimHefty!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come join us at 9 Eastern tonight to join these two happy people in fu-matrimony!!!!!! Ms. Mama and Lord Dante!!! It's all happening in Club Envy!! Just click the pic to join in!!!
War Zone
All innocence is lost by LateNiteFantasy© Innocence lost The tanker heaves left, and pulls away. Fuel spray glistens with brilliant light. Caribbean sunlight fills the spectre's windows. My mind races through roaring silence. The turbo props hum in unison. Mere seconds left to go. Black suet clouds fill the air around us. Then, the silence is broken. Shards slam into the fuselage. I swallow hard. All other thought escape my memory. Focus it's time to go. The crow's nest operator nods. I tighten the straps around me. I pause, pray, and squeeze the Vulcan's trigger. A violent burst erupts below. Air rushes past, disoriented I look down. A large hole to the right of my feet. I look around at Tipper. I see concern in his eyes. "Kick an ammo box into it," he said. I do so, kicking spent shells around. The wind is not as strong, filling the hole. I return fire with renewed intent. Can't let them shoot us down. Bullets spray a spiral arc from my chain gun.
So, to update everyone on the Lupus situation... ->Spoke with the dr's office, they DID do a second test in regards to the Lupus testing. The first test WAS positive, but the second test was inconclusive. They will probably re-run the bloodwork in the near future. Current situation, I was sitting down Tuesday evening, and my left arm started to drop outta socket. So I went to the dr today (Friday). Turns out I have a partial dislocation of my left shoulder. The dr ordered x-rays on my shoulder, will only hear about those if they see something bad. I have another appt on Sept 10, but this appt is with the orthopedic specialist. Until then, I am supposed to keep my arm in a sling. I will post another update when I know more. I appreciate all the thoughts and well-wishes from everyone!! Love all my friends! ~Tina Ok, well, Winter term is over. And I did it. I ended up taking 19 credits this term and I pulled of a 4.0 GPA. I'm totally excited. Guess school isn't so sc
Look at her... She is lookin so good Look at her... Got me knockin on wood Hopin that I might get the chance to meet her someday... Hopin that I might get the chance take her away... Look at her... Shes got eyes that shine like the moonlight! Look at her... Oh what I would give if I could just have one night One night to show her things that she could only dream... Things shed only ever see if she was doin' em with me... Look at her... *Written in thought of 'Sǝduɔʇrǝss Sîn ɐkɐ VɐmPrǝSSSînCîn I.B.I.C.'* Who me? I'm... Hip and witted, hid and pitted, lit and tinted, sick and twisted, spick and listed, good and gifted, low and lifted, hard and shifted, suave and fitted, dark and vivid, soft and kindred, sometimes cloudy, but usually limpid. Rugged, wicked, Rough depicted, suffer pittance, lie addmitant, tanish pigment, never winded, drug inflicted, hit enlisted, non-existant, animalistic, complexl
Pimp Outs
Reezy-baby's Blog
So today is nov 15. Not much of a day to some. Today would of been my and Ray Jay's 6 month ani..but due to the recent bullshit with he dumping me and says we will work it out later...but thats old news. Yes, I am pregnant with his child :) fun stuff. I woke up this morning in a down mood..but My Ma and her amazing friends and family at Club United have certainly brought my mood up. I am actually havin a better day. Thank you all I love you to bits :) Yeah so Ray Jay and I know I'm pregnant. And I guess we are making ground. We still kiss and hug and make love and all of that stuff but we aren'tr technically dating. He says he hasn't given up on us and that he does want to fix us. Im sittin at his house right now I just don't know what to do. I found something out that really bothers me but I don't know if I should just go home and say to hell with this..or not. I feel lied to. Well Bad habitz is havin an auction on their staff..which kinda gave me the idea that Im going
All About The Train!
Help Me Spread The Word About All These Awesome Sexy People.... If You Wanna Ride Pvt Msg Me With Your Link And I'll Link You Up....R/F/A All Exsisting Rider's Please!!!.... Rules are as follows: 1) Please R/F/A all exsisting riders 2) No Drama.... Don't bug people because they dont R/F/A You Fast enough..... We are all busy people.... 3) Name Changes Are Optional But Liked! 4) Please repost the bulletins.... Im Only One Person and can reach only so many new people. Well Thats About It.... If Drama Starts And Your The Center... You Will Be Kicked From The Train! Enjoy Your Ride!! Let's Get This Train Going!!! ♥Mel Captain ♥Mel♥GoRateX-Dealer♥@ fubar Riders PHILSANGEL6969@ fubar ?Dj-Phoebe? *Cupids True Love* ~*WitchBound 4 Life*~@ fubar x_TheChaoticAddiction_x™ [ Chief Cam Girl @ Fetish ]@ fubar ‡ X DEALER ® ™...@ fubar DJ BARTAB DJ @UNHOLY CONFESSIONS OWNED BY GOD ANGEL -RLBF & FUHUBBY TO DJ
Candles burning thru the night, You body glows from their light A warm touch across your skin A new desire dwells within And to heaven I shall go when I see, This vision of beauty laying next to me Darkness falls across the land as you slowly guide me with a steady hand Our lips touch with fondest passion as our bodies move in a rhythmic fashion Our hands clench in wondrous desire as our love grows like the greatest fire Our pulse quickens with each caress for when we*re through in each other arms we will rest Our ecstasy has been taken to a new height as our secret affair is covered by the night So we depart to our separate places hiding our pleasure behind marble faces Thinking of our exotic flight wasting time Until Tonight My fingers run through her velvet like hair which is like the clouds hanging in the air Our moans and cries come with each thrust, our secrecy and restraint is but a must But now is the time for our f
Lesson One: An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him; 'Can I also sit on my ass like you and do nothing?' The eagle answered; 'Sure, why not.' So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle, and rested. Suddenly, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it. Management Lesson: To sit on your ass and do nothing, you must be sitting very high up. Lesson Two: A turkey was chatting with a bull. 'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.' 'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my manure droppings?' replied the bull. 'They're packed with nutrients.' The turkey pecked at a lump of manure, found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, he was proudly perched at the top of the tree.
I'm Up For Auction
Straight Talk About Sex And Love
You Do Me. Mutual masturbation. Get each other off. Or, for those who have a dildo hanging around, you can fuck you woman with a dildo until she cum. Whatever's clever. The Pinkie. The Pinkie means taking all of my suggestions for sex games and playinf each and every one of them in the span of two months. I wonder how many of you can do it, 'cause that means fucking EVERY NIGHT. If you decide to take the Pinkie Challenge, email me at and let me know the results. Under No Circumstances. You gotta love this one, and it is a game of mind over matter. It also requires a hell of a lot of willpower. Without ting your partner's hands or confining him or her in a way, announce that he or she cannot touch you no matter what you do. That means you can't touch a woman if she does a lap dance or even if she sucks your dick. Same goes for the women. No touching whatsoever or you will have to pay the penalty. My suggested penalty is that you must perform oral sex on your mate fo
Fu Angels
Irish's Fun Time Happy Place
\Okay up next we gotta a guy goin bald for MD he is shaving himself bald for 300$ towards the total tonight. Also we have Stiff Kitty coming up next on the stage. Dollar Jello Shooters Pitcher Specials and Beautiful People everywhere all here for the same reason. To support the Fight for a Cure of MD. If you would like to get involved and can’t donate Money then Please Donate Time. Send me your Name Number and Address and we wil sign you up with the MDA to spend some time and Change Two Lives Yours and the Kid you spend time with. Ciao and kick it back and Come see us at the STAGE STOP. Here in Memphis Tennessee. A poem for Brittany must be devine And can not be your everyday rhyme Its words move with rhythm And flow like good wine They must cover the very essence the peices of her soul And tell things about her like only and author can know. Lets start with her eyes its easie to start there or better yet lets start with her hair Those beautiful locks as brown as can
Life And Shit
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it'll get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a whole bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always
Sententia Varius Briani
I dont know if it is something deep within me or just my love for a good melody, but there is nothing more lifting to my soul than a good pipe tune. Be it a Ceòl Mòr or a Ceòl Beag, if it be played upon the pipes it will keep me sane. Perhaps it is just the image of a lone piper, perched high upon the rocks, playing for the honor of his kin, his country, and his fellow man. Perhaps I am a bit over romantic at times... Who knows? I have come to realize that the entomologist falls into one of two categorys 1) those who are plain and simple beyond all reason AND 2) those who are mad as a fucking hatter I am proud to say that I am of the second group
Nusters Bits
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Fubar Stuffs
This might be harsh. But i am finding out that im not as sweet as i thought i was. I cannot stand my friends list getting too big for many reasons. one is, dead weight. its not your fault or mine it is what it is and thats just the way things go sometimes. two is, my alerts, bulletins, etc. call me crazy but i like it when all i see is actually what i care to see. three is, i over analyze, get moody, and just dont really like having people on my lists that seem to have issues with me but yet wont cunt up and say something to my face. Sometimes im wrong about this, and sometimes im not. if you find yourself gone and have no idea why....sorry, dont take it personal. im just a moody cunt today. I was thinkin of holding an auction...talking to a few people about it, Alien, Ms.D, Fish etc... and im thinkin about maybe wanting something to do somethin different around here yanno? seems kinda fun. i think i would hold an FU bux only one. I think it gives everyone a
Net Stuff Going through my books on my bookshelf last night, and I came across a small artbook on the photography of Robert Doisneau that I picked up in Paris. Flipping through it, I was delighted by the really beautiful and striking images in it. A remarkable visual documentation of Paris, its suburbs and its people. Anyone who likes this sort of thing would be well advised to check out the above website. (It doesn't appear to be the swiftest website out there, but patience is a virtue) "Untitled" "Coco" "Fox terrier on the Pont des Arts" Walked past a big model of an elephant outside the cinema this morning. Wondered what the hell was going on, but assumed it was a film promotion. But no, turns out to be something a bit cooler than that. Clicky-clicky (even if Manchester have been doing it with cows for years) Stats about the world - in real time? Simple, yet genius. Check it out. Clicky-clicky
Mother Earth
Listen to the salutation to the dawn, Look to this day, for it is life, the very life of life, In its brief course lie all the verities and realities of our existence, The bliss of growth, the splendour of beauty, For yesterday is but a dream and tomorrow is only a vision, But today well spent makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope. Look therefore to this day. Such is the salutation to the dawn. Gratitude to Mother Earth, sailing through night and day – and to her soil, rich, rare and sweet in our minds so be it Gratitude to Plants, the sun-facing light-changing leaf and fine root-hairs; standing still through wind and rain; their dance is in the flowing spiral grain in our minds so be it Gratitude to Air, bearing the soaring Swift and the silent Owl at dawn, Breath of our song clear spirit breeze in our minds so be it Gratitude to Wild Beings, our brothers, teaching secrets, freedoms and ways, who share with us their milk
My Hero's
Arlington National Cemetery Remembering Memorial Day by Mike Krumboltz May 28, 2010 1,370 Votes For many, Memorial Day brings to mind images of parades and picnics, of barbecues and baseball games. What's sometimes forgotten are the reasons for the holiday: The sacrifices made by American soldiers in times of conflict. As the United States' death toll passes 1,000 in Afghanistan, Memorial Day takes on an especially poignant meaning this year. Here's a brief look at how the holiday got its start, and how people are searching for ways to honor the brave men and women who have lost their lives. The first holidayOriginally, the holiday was known as "Decoration Day." It was started by a Civil War general named Gen. John Logan, who was the Commander-in-Chief of the Grand Army of the Republic. General Logan sought a way to help the country come back together after the horrors and divide of the Civil War. The holiday was first observed on
Hydaway's Playhouse *nsfw*
Hey.DJ Kb Inviting you to .. Hydaway Radio You like music? I know i do. Whats Up Like 90's rock? Then im the Dj For you Dont be Scared I play Todays Music to and Hey hey I take Requests But my Fav thing to do is making new friends and I want you to join me.. SO click the pic and join me! you know you want to! Hey... How are you? I'm sure youve seen all these lounge ad's with "best fubar dj's" Or "top lounge" Well how about this small quaint like place, with good people not many, but we always make memories, always have a good time, But don't take my word for it Click the pics to join us and find out for yourself! And dont forget to Tip your Dj.... Dj.Venom! Hey.F@kin Jester Is On air Yeah Thats Right! It's me F@kin Jester and I'm back So if you missed me Get your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum
Fu Contest's/giveaway's
I'm in a giveaway to Win $50 Bling Pack. I need needs 40k in comments Here Is The Link To My Pic! If you would like to help me out! Thank You! This Giveaway Is Brought to You by… JOHNNY { R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} } This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat Fu-Owned By DaSweetIrsihPrincess & MIA Inked Slutt
Oh Just Stuff....
I can't stand looking at skinny women. Fake, plastic, big boobied chicks! Why can't you just be real, and be yourself. Personally, I like BBWs, and women with some meat on their bones. Why? 1) I know they ain't gonna break and get bruised up during some sweet love making. 2) BBWs make the best lovers. They love you from their hearts to their souls, through and through. This is just the way I like women, and well if you don't like it, well don't comment ;) L8r Don't ya just hate f*cking up. I mean seriously, yuou only have one chance to make a first impression, and if it doesn't go as planned, well you might as well throw in the towel. I mean I'm an old fart, and the one thing I learned in life is this, people are quick to point out what you did wrong rather then what you did right. Even if your rights far outweigh your wrongs. Stupid but true. Just like that old saying, it takes a life time to build trust and a minute to break it down. Stoopid mistakes Ok, I have this issue with n
Thinking Out Loud
I am tring to think of things that I could add to my stash since I have none. What kinds of things do you all have in your stash? Please give me some ideas or suggestions. I have noticed since I have been on this site that some people have RL Spouses, which I assume means Real Life Spouses and some people have FU Spouses which I assume to be pretend spouses just for in here. How does the FU Spouse thing work? Do you just ask someone to be your FU Spouse or is it usually a situation where you know the person pretty well first? Just curious. And just for the fun of it, any females on here can leave a message indicating whether or not you would be willing to be my FU-wife. LOL. I am working on selecting my top friends. If you are in my friends list and you want to be listed as one of my top friends, respond to this blog and tell me why you should be one of my top friends. I can't put everyone in that list.
Journal Of Me
I found out a little over a month ago that my mother is dying of lung cancer. Its in her lungs, bone and lymph nodes. My mother and I are very close, we've been through alot and made it through it all together. I love her so much and I can't even imagine the day when shes not here anymore. I just don't know...some days are good for her and some aren't. The doctor gave her months to live, not years. I look at my 3 yr old daughter and tell myself my mother has to stick around or else shes never gonna know how great her grandma is. I know I'm gonna fall apart it's just a matter of how bad. I know my children need me too, thats whats keeping me half way sane right now. I  have my brother thats 28 and paralyzed from the nipple down living with me. Some times I just want to lay down in my room and have all day just for me and then I feel bad for feeling that way. I feel like I'm about to just snap.. if anyone can understand that. Idk.  I love my brother but its a big job and no one else in m
So Close...
She's so close!!!! EvilAsh ¢âSS¢¾ Owns my Ebil soul@ fubar Could my wonderful friends show this guy how awesome you are?  He is 1.2 mil from leveling!  I appreciate all the help you can give! :D   Thanks guys!!     Synyster@ fubar I am under 100,000 points from Henchman! Any suggestions {within reason} of how to level quicker? Yes, I have been rating pics and stash...:P
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens, We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze, On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell, We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust. Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains, Most of my "friends" h
My Show!
You have stolen my heartWith love unknownThe beauties in lifeTo me you have shownThe treasure of the heartYou have let me exploreI treasure your loveEach day more and more So when I kiss you softlyAnd you whisper in my ear so sweetlyIt’s love that has brought meYour way my dearThis sweet love with youI’m happy to share You have captured my heart,My greatest treasureLoving you……It’s my greatest pleasureIn love I liveEach moment in joyAs each moment, each dayWith you I enjoy Stimulate my thoughtsAnd capture my mindYou are so sweet, so charming,And so divineThe taste of youIs sweet as honeyHold me, love me,And enjoy my body It is yours to have,To love and to holdForever and everFor life untoldMy love one wishSure are you…To love you and hold youTrue and true my love for you can never be compared to another. it is as unique as you and i are. i
This was meant to be a response to a blog post about the flag, and inappropriate use. These are my personal feelings, and while I understand people's feelings about the flag and it's protection, I feel that I should express myself. I have read the flag code, and probably have a lot of it memorized. I can tell you the appropriate way to burn the flag after it has become worn and tattered and can no longer be repaired. I can also tell you how a Soldier is to treat the flag if the installation is about to fall. These are my feelings, and while some may get angered, and some may get happy about them, I am only sharing them because I wrote them to be shared. Unfortunately, blog comments can be no more than 2,000 characters. This is also only my opinion. While I feel a sense of pride when saluting the flag, I do not feel that we should get so up in arms about a piece of cloth that is most likely made on foreign soil. I know that if something should happen to me, my casket
Poems I Have Wrote In The Past.....
October 15, 2006 Why do we decide to do things a certain way? Why do we stick to the way we are used to? Is it because of what we have grown up to know? I know it is from our parents, it's true. We all come from different families, We come from different ways of life. When we decide to start a relationship, We try to melt things together in one life. Sometimes it works, and sometimes it doesn't. We cannot always get used to the way the others are. We try and we want things to work out. We don't know what to do to make it go far. We like different foods and different shows on tv. We have different hobbies and different friends too. Sometimes we don't have much outside of each other. But we know that we have true feelings, we do. Our parents mold us into who we are, We try to get a little bit of ourself in it also. But lo and behold if you look at who you become It is a big result of your parents you know. You may say, you don't want to be like them, Bu
My Prayer
We pray here this day and everyday to Jesus with the father God Almighty,the holy spirit, the wisdom of all the saints and the gentle hand of the blessed virgin Mary, mother of God that we realize our time is precious. That with your guidance that we will be able to heal our wounds in our hearts that are shallow and deep. That we may over come fear and break the chains that bind us down. That self respect is learned without being arrogant. That we maybe strong and still humble. That we may be tough against people who cause harm to our souls, but still be gentle in our hearts. That intellect does not over seed wisdom and faith.That we learn patience not only for ourselves but for others. That we have the ability to let things go and that we do not make the same mistakes twice. That our problems are small in the big picture of life and we get blind to the world that our vision can be cured to see the world how it real is . That we stay focused with the problems at h
Me Me Me...all About Me!
Folks, I've decided to make a run at Spotlight. My quest for a Happy Hour fell through, and since I had some truly wonderful people donate their hard earned fubucks, I figure I might as well put them to good use. It'll probably be in a few weeks, I'm gonna be in an auction before then, but as soon as I'm won, I'll be posting a bully. So if you need things rated, or want to donate a little, I'd surely appreciate you dropping me a line. I'm gonna help a few people before then, but then I'll hit it hard. Thank you all in advance. If you have any ideas on how to raise fubucks, leave a comment, I'm gonna need some help! What can I say but THANK YOU to all the great people who got me there. I was gone all day today, so I will post a bulletin, but I thought it was appropriate that I throw a blog out, to let you all know that I'm thinking about you all still. I'd especially like to thank Fraak, VodkaGirl, DevilGirl, Seamonkey and Cyndi. If it wasn't for these 5 ladies, I'd have
My Life
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was a Car insurance Sales person for 5 years 2. I Drove Semi Truck across country for a short time 3. Ive been married twice...divorced twice.. 4. Im addicted to Mountain Dew 5. I have 3 kids, 2 boys 1 girl, 2 are biologically mine and i adopted my girl. 6. Im very sceptic, i dont beleive things unless i see them for myself. 7. I have trust issues lol 8. I hate talking on the phone 9. Im an internet junkie haha 10. Im very into the paranormal community 11. Me and my brother fight like cats and dogs 12. I hate being skinny wish i could gain weight 13. I want to get pug hehe 14. Im a b
He does it as he prances, sometimes as he sits, as if in a trance. A fire is lit deep inside his lance, in a frenzied fit, he lets it dance. Against her tit, not knowing in advance, she feels it hit, her by chance. She looks at the culprit with a glance, as she touches her slit, starting the romance. Shuddering she emits a squeal perchance, from her split, she sprays the floor of his manse. Swirling from her cock-pit, aroma enhances, his senses as it nears his expanse. The moon-lit room shows his stance, as his bowsprit makes it entrance. Their pleasure advances when they submit themselves to the dance as their orgasms transmit. Rosy lips, arching neck, Ripe breasts, smooth navel, Swollen clit, deep wet tunnel of arousal. Hard chest, aching pulsating groin, Erect soldier of sex Thrusting, moaning, Clutching skin, buttocks... everywhere. Kissing, clinging, Rising to orgasm... Climaxing Red luscious lips, meaningful quips. A
Last Guffaws
and named it THE REAL DEAL... the true life actions behind INTRINSIC KNOWLEDGE which was a glorified version of my life. INTRINSIC KNOWLEDGE introduced a portion of my life near the close of my official duty as mother of my two children... alternately LATIFAH and HASAN... children from my first marriage to Francisco Jesse Jesus Garcia when I was 16 years old. I got a divorce from him by age 18... after the birth of my son, and after he had reached 3 months of age. I took the children and left after a fight over my having answered our home telephone to find his girlfriend... Maurita Flores.. he called her "ChiChi"... another teenager who attended the highschool Chicago Vocational School, near his mother's home on 79th and Kenwood in Chicago. At the close of that arguement which turned into a fight, he was determined he woud kill the three of us like some guy who had just killed his two sons and pushed them and his car into a lake. The later book... THE REAL DEAL... depicts life from
Just A Test
Wow, Can this really be true I woke up again reached out  and no You?   We had such  a great time lastnight! laughing joking smoking and  the lovemaking  so intense I just know  we made  a baby maybe even twins! my greatest wish! I could so clearly see every inch of you the curve of your hip the shape of my favorite tattoo! the taste of you  still fills  my  mouth and your smell is driving me crazy even at this momment!......I so long to see if it's all true My secret fantasy I almost kept you! You live in myheart and ecscape everynight ! I know this is wrong  But damn it feels  So right! He can't possibly love you like i do ,he has you everyday and some nights too but i know deep in your heart You want me too! thats  why you come to me too bad  you can't stay I'm still smiling cause  i feel soon  i will have mY WAy! And it wil be his turn  to wake up and reach out! ok i'm closing this now  before i give to much away just wanted to remind you I almost  kept u today!!! She taunts me da
Words Of Wisdom I Rely On
I love the lyrics of the song ... just posting for myself more than anything. How Can You See Into My Eyes Like Open Doors Leading You Down Into My Core Where I've Become So Numb Without A Soul My Spirit Sleeping Somewhere Cold Until You Find It There And Lead It Back Home Wake Me Up Inside Wake Me Up Inside Call My Name And Save Me From the Dark Bid My Blood To Run Before I Come Undone Save Me From The Nothing I've Become Now That I Know What I'm Without You Can't Just Leave Me Breathe Into Me And Make Me Real Bring Me To Life Wake Me Up Inside Wake Me Up Inside Call My Name And Save Me From the Dark Bid My Blood To Run Before I Come Undone Save Me From The Nothing I've Become Bring Me To Life Frozen Inside Without Your Touch Without Your Love Darling Only You Are The Life Among The Dead All This Time I Can't Believe I Couldn't See Kept In The Dark But You Were There In Front Of Me I've Been Sleeping A Thousand Years It Seems Got To Open My
I Am
"These eye's will deceive you. They will destroy you. They will take from you your innocence, your pride, and eventually your soul. these eye's do not see what you and I see. Behind these eye's one finds only blackness, the absence of light. These are the eye's of a psychopath." -Dr. Samuel Loomis So herez tha break down: Mondayz SUCK! They are like waking up from a hella hot Natalie Portman, Chocolate Pudding Midgetz & Balloonz Dream to find your actually in bed with Roseanne Barr on amphetamines! I Hate Mondayz! Today wuz Tuesday. Tuesday'z arent supposed to be as bad as monday'z. Right? seemz to me like maybe monday and tuesday got together and plotted some shunnanaganz against me. Just a thought. Just a thought. A moment with nothing "All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, Worn out faces" Az i sit here writing thiz in an underground cyber cafe, with the metro train racing by not 50 feet above my h
Reality Check
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: 'Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender. ' ******************************* MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ******************************* FEMALE PROCEDURE: What is really funny is that most of this part is the Truth. !!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up
Pimp Outs
OMG!!! I am Fu-Owned. Add/Rate/Fan him he is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~HUGS/KISSES~~ lovemaker*fu-bombersown by peggysue@ fubar 5ALIVE76@ fubar GIVE MY GIRL SOME FU-LOVE!!! Rate/Fan/Add this guy, He is such a sweetie and would do anything to help you out, Please help him level up! ~~Hugs/Kisses~~ Adoring Daddy@ fubar
Feelin It
THIS IS SHORT-I JUST THOUGHT WAS A COOL SUBJECT LINE I am not exactly sure why, but I went from being eligible to post up to 2500 photos, to now 175. watch that first step, its a doozy i had to remove so many pictures that many other fubar members seemed to enjoy. i know i found them worthy of posting. thats ok. who wants to see more than 175 pics of me or me and my dog? i would never browse 2500 pictures and cant imagine anyone has, unless it was over time. A 175 photo limit only means i need to keep it fresh but really, wtf 2500 cut to what? not 1500 or even 500? Buddy, no one wants to see that many pictures of you ok? 175 is our limit for those found to be unnatractive under "reasonable standards of attraction" or we cut you your max. you said u wanted it strait. what did i just write and what was i saying-i was bitching i know...oh well im gonna copy n paste to all the sites i have a presence on. leave a digital trail-i could see that paying off fo
Ranting And Raving
to all leveling groups u can kiss my a$$ if i have ne of u r on my friends list im bumping u off wats the point of being a leveling group if u wont help ppl level unless there 100k or less wats the f__king point if ur going to be a leveling group get off ur ass and help ppl level and not just at 100k or less do it when there 300k or more thats when they need the help is when its the hardest to kill points hell i even offer to pay for help but my fubux arnt good enuff so to end this off im just going to say ur no help to ne one on fubar so u might as well get the f__k walking and find something eles ur better at then that cuz ur not a leveling group ur just a pain in the a$$ if ur going to looka t this at least rate the s_o_b plz and leave ur thoughts ty U KNOW IF FUBAR CHANGED THINGS BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS THEY WOULDNT LOSE NE PPL TO OTHER SITE WITCH WILL NOT BE NAMED CUZ WITH THE PIC RATING IS FUCKING BULLSHIT IT SHOULD NEVER BE LIKE THAT THEY NBEED TO CHANGE IT THE MESSED UP FU WIT
Please Read!
Most of the time when i am on here, I get the prividge of meeting wonderful people on here and make friends and well some of you, I get to be friends with but there are SOME OF YOU who I visiti to say hello to and i help RATE your pictures and the only thing you do is just visit and then become  JUST give me a 10 on the profile and nothing more..... how about you do on to others as I do to you? If you see me giving you alot of ratings, how about you help me out  or how about being a friend MOST OF ALL and spend time to get to know me and if you cant, then just dont stop by and say nothing..... as for the other people I know on here, I thank you for the support and things.... his is directed to those who  are what they call points whores and do not want to do anything else!   Pete   Anyhow, I am finally off from work today and getting some much needed rest. How has everyone been? Hey stop by and leave me a message, DO NOT just rare, leave me a message. I would like to hear from you a
"The greatness of a nation can be judges by the way its ANIMALS are treated." MAHATMA GANDHI The fear of death is more to be dreaded than death itself. Publilius Syrus Women who follow the rules rarely make history. ~unknown~
Wartime Writings & Poetry I Liked
Enheduanna, Sumerian Priestess Enheduanna was an ancient Sumerian priestess, from a part of the world now known as Iraq. Her father, Sargon, is credited with uniting the Central and Southern regions of Mesopotamia into a highly prosperous empire. Sargon is often referred to as the world’s first emperor, reigning from 2334-2279 BCE. Enheduanna was appointed priestess of the temple at Ur. In this position she consolidated the worship of a myriad of local goddesses into the worship of Inanna, a Sumerian goddess. Enheduanna is believed to be the world’s oldest writer. She wrote what may be the first recorded poem in response to war, in approximately 2300 BCE. “Lament to the Spirit of War” You hack everything down in battle.... God of War, with your fierce wings you slice away the land and charge disguised as a raging storm, growl as a roaring hurricane, yell like a tempest yells, thunder, rage, roar, and drum, expel evil winds! Your feet are filled with anxiety! On your
A Place To Let Go
You are home alone. You take your dog out for a walk and when you come home your door is ajar. You are nervous but you enter. You hear nothing, so you move into your living room. Looking around and still hearing nothing you dismiss the door as your own mistake. You move to your kitchen and get a drink of water. The dog runs to the bottom of the stairs. You move next to her and listen. Still silence. You start up the stairs, slowly, one at a time. Halfway up you hear a slight creak, you stop, your heart is pounding. You move slowly up the rest of the stairs. At the top of the stairs you stop and listen, again, silence. You have a mixed feeling of fear, and anticipation. You move toward your bedroom and notice the light on. The door is also ajar. You seem to remember turning the light off. Slowly you move to push the door open. Your bedroom looks as if there is nothing out of place. Your fear subsides as you move to the dresser to pul
Poems Of Desire
The Gentle Rain By:Heaven Come dance with me my love, let the moon and stars guide us, while the rain gently falls from above. Our steps will be as light as a dove, we stir up not even the dust, come dance with me my love. The our bodies will combine as you whisper,"my love" come dance with me my love, while the rain gently falls from above... yes, while the rain gently falls from above. So glad you decided to give my warrior side a chance. She can be a handfull. The first poem I chose I call Inviticus Invoked. I wrote it almost five yeras ago while facing my biggest scariest of the three major surgeries I have had so far. Not my best, admittedly, but it does what it is meant to do...Heaven Inviyicus Invoked You have no idea who I am try to count me out ignore mistreat abuse I will remain survive live torment and pain reside within laughter and joy seek shelter try to count me out regret deny pry I will survive love know my heart and mind reign a
21 Ways To Simple Madness... Damn Creativity 8-p
I've been through some life altering events the past few months, and despite coming out of it all a bit more scarred I feel like I've been given a second chance at my life. So what I'm saying is I wanna make the best of it, meet new people, make new friends, and live life to whatever kinda fullest I can. Anybody, I make friends with, if I ever start to back down from something in your presence, hit me, beat the living crap out of me, or if your more comfortable, just remind me "dude, you said you wanted to live remember?". Beating the crap out of me would probably be a little extreme but hey if it gets the job done lol. Here's to tomorrow people, Eayrik Hey anyone who reads this, as it says I am bored. If anyone feels like it message me on yahoo at eayrik21 make the day interesting lol, later "Eayrik" Anybody interested in defacing public property legally? OF COURSE YOU ARE :D, if you're in the Norfolk, Newport News, Chesapeake, Portsmouth, or anything Hampton, va area, va beach is
Bella Rayne's Rambling Again
1) Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. 2) In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 3)Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." 4) If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 5)Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 6) Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." 7) Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." 8) Practice making fax and modem noises. 9) Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. 10) Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. 11) Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." 12) Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. 13) Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. 14)Holler random numbers whi
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Robert, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Robert said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Brian, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners? I would say: "Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." 1. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?" 2
The Unknown?????
There is a truth that I will never see! #1 There is this thing that we cannot believe! The way this life is I'll never be, #2 So take my hand and come walk with me! ___________________________________________________ There is a truth that we will never see! #1 There is this thing that I can't believe! The way this life is we'll never be, #2 so take my hand and Walk with me>>>!!!!!! _____________________________________________________ THINGS IN THIS LIFE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW!!!, #1 Truth in my eye's will never show!!! ______________________________________________ HATE BURNING UP FROM DO DEEP INSIDE!!!, #2 Now you see the roots of my selfish pride!!! ________________________________________________ Truth now is blind for anyone to see, Now things I thought I knew I can't believe! How will I ever live that life again?, Unless the truth is something meant to bend? __________________________________
For The Kid In Me
In a small town there lived a little girl, to look at her you would think she was cute and very cuddly but she wasn’t. When Wendy was born her parents were so pleased she was the apple of their eye. Wendy could do nothing wrong she was a quiet baby and worked hard at nursery, but things were soon to go wrong. Wendy started to whine about anything and everything, she would whine about her or breakfast, she would whine about her clothes or going to gran’s for tea. Wendy’s parents were forever holding their fingers in their ears, just to stop the constant whining that lingered in their ears. Today everyone was going to gran’s and Wendy was already kicking up a fuss, “I don’t want to go, I hate going to gran’s she’s got gummy teeth and her breathe really smells” “Wendy” said her mum and frowned at her, but Wendy just laughed. So Wendy talked a little more “Gran’s got really hairy armpits, and she smells really bad” “Wendy” said mum and waved her finger at her, but Wendy just la
A Warrior's Voice
To love is the key elememnt to survival. It is for love that we can accomplish the impossible and even the improbable. So this is from my inner warrior to all of you... All Are Loved I am small, but I am feirce. My strength lies in my will. Tenacity was born in my desire, to live, to love, and to fullfill each day, each breath, as if all I did had a ripple effect. Kind words and smiles can arm me, with the grace and style, I choose as my weapons. To spread the word. That we are all. And ALL are loved! -Heaven Okay, no poem for now, sorry. Just an update. i have not been around because I am miserably bedridden because my pacemaker is draining too fast and I am to reserve as much energy as I can. Which litterally means doing nada, nothing, zilch. Or I will find myself a visitor of the Cleveland Clinic hospital for a couple of weeks until my device is changed out, possibly wired to a hospital pacemaker. Fret not, my davice will be change in exactly two weeks. Yep, Aug
It Is What It Is
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have
zomg! a million things scrolling across my screen and tons of things I dont understand. sigh. someone hold my hand. lol So in my fu travels I learn more and more about this world. Apparently someone who doesn't give you a photo rate of 10 is a downrater? Ummm.. what if your ugly? I mean hey much luv if you rate me a 10.. but I don't expect it. I mean if we're all being honest I would feel pretty good for anything over a 4. Sure sure I don't have any cleavage photos or any crazy angle photos of my butt crack but I think I'm at least average. I'm just saying... if you want a 10 then show some boobs. I know I am. I just need to find a good enough camera that won't break whenever I try to take that manboobish picture. sigh Ummm... so someone egg'd my houze AGAIN! like second time. Seriously who eggs houses still? Is this like happy days? Is potsie out there running around egging people's houses? As if I would have enemies, I barely talk to the gas attendant when filling up my car!
THINK ABOUT THIS FOR A  MINUTE:1.  Cows 2.  The  Constitution 3.  The Ten  Commandments ------------------------------------------------------------------------COWS Is  it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that during the madcow epidemic  our government could track a single cow, born in Canada almostthree years  ago, right to the stall where she slept in the state of  Washington?And, they tracked her calves to their  stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around  our country. Maybe weshould give each of them a  cow.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------THE  CONSTITUTION They  keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq .... Whydon't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys,it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it  anymore. ------------------------------------------------------------------------THE 10  COMMANDMENTS The  real reason that we can't have the
Hot And Steamy
Heaven, Heartache and the Power of Love They say up in heaven the streets are gold Once you get past the pearly gates And the angels are singin' At the top of a dove white staircase And I say heartache can burn you down like hell Leave you beggin' "Baby, please don't go" 'Til you're scrapin' rock bottom And cryin' in a deep, dark hole Oh, and love can make you fly like a rocket Put you on top of the world I'm talkin' 'bout Heaven - it's where I hope I'm goin' Heartache - that's where I've been Heaven, heartache and the power of love Well the preacher says when your time is up You take a chariot to the lord Well I'm hopin' my chariot's A torch red Thunderbird Ford And my old flame said "I hate to break it to you darlin'" "I was born the leavin' kind" Left me standin' in the drive Cryin' why baby, why baby, why? Oh, but real love's got me back in the saddle Shoutin' "Amen!" again That's what I know about Heaven - it's where I hope I'm goin' Hear
I Hope
so, i considered it, but i am deciding against stripping, lol. (i am really broke though!) i feel a little down and pathetic right now, that's all. but thanks 4 all the advice and comments! some of you even thought i was hot enough to do it! lol. thank yins. also i gotta be true to my Lord.. and trust that He'll help pull me outta this. and thank my fam for support. it's all pretty silly and crazy in the end.. maybe i'll learn how to calm down and be good soon, too. i had a class reunion today- 5 year. it made me wish that i was out of school, and married and on my way in life.. the military really put a big kink in my life... but i'll be there someday.. i just can't wait. sighing alot tonight.. I am in the army national guard.. i am an iraqi combat veteran. i was happy to serve. those mother fuckers screw everything up though!! they messed up my pay for 3 months now, so i'm totally broke and borrowing money off of my dad. they messed up my
This is 2 brothers flying. Great Criscross in flight
You know a recent friend of mine was hurt by a man and you know what i think of that!? I think that he is one insecure son of a bitch and I also think that he has it in his mind that if a woman doesn't do what he want's her to do when e want's her to do it he'll go insane. I think that this guy want's to control the woman and doesn't care how he does it. That disgusts me and I think he should be labeled as a "bitch". I don't know maybe you can tell me what you think of that! "ALL WOMEN DESERVE TO BE TREATED WITH THE UP MOST RESPECT" Ok so to add another one onto the long list of dumb shit men do here's another one that pisses me off! A guy get's a homeless woman pregant telling her that he will take care of her. She is now 2 weeks along and he moved to Las Vegas and told her to "fuck off". That is the type of shit that really pisses me off and I think that guy should learn not to do crap that he's going to regret! SOME men never learn! I found out from a friend of mine in Washingto
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human Beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well', she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!' 'That must have been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went Ffff 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'...And before he could say 'Fuck', the Rottweiler ate him! The teacher wet her pants laughing... Steve had suffered from blinding headaches for many years, since his late teens. He decided to try one last time to remedy his situation, and went to see a headache specialist.The doctor said, "Good news is I can cure your hea
You showed us the differance between right and wrong, because of you now we are strong. We miss you more with every passing day, even though we know you had to go away. You have tought us so many things and shown us how to fly on invisable wings. You did without so that we did not,in return our love and admeration you got. You told us that love was mans greatest tool, and if we worked hard and believed in our selfs then we would be noones fool. I will make you proud, this you will see, for I was blessed above all others..... ....I called you Daddy! for Kenneth Luther Morgan October 9, 1939 - January 21,2000 In the darkness of the night my heart is beating filled with fright; For the shadows cast apon the wall slowly now the moon begings to fall; Then the earth shall tremble with such force....Lost souls we feel no remorce. Don't fight the darkness they scream in pain, Don't fight the darkness it's all in vain.
Passion of the ocean Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be like the water
Shock And Amazement Check out this funny video!
The Starship Enterprise
Katherine & Q Ch. 06 by LateNiteFantasy© "How the hell did this happen?" Katherine demanded. "I have no clue, Ambassador, but if we don't get someone in there NOW, they're going to start ripping large chunks out of each other's planets. You're the closest person with enough rank and knowledge of the Reguls, so we're sending the Enterprise there immediately. Meet with the heads of both factions and get them to renew the peace treaty before the end of next week." The Director looked puzzled and frustrated. The Reguls had gone through a bloody and crippling (both in terms of lives lost and economic consequences) Civil War 50 years ago, but had renewed their peace treaty every ten years since. There had been no signs from anyone that things were anything other than normal, and the renewing of the peace treaty had been largely an excuse for parties and pomp for the last 30 years. Suddenly the two planets were claiming that the other had conspired against them, that there had been c
Stuff I Found
e-petitions Visit the link below to take action and send a message right now urging your legislator to vote YES on petitions that help us become a more tobacco-free society. if you have more pages where people can E-Vote or E-Sign petitions, please let me know! And in your clothes and your curtains and your upholstery, but that's not why I've decided to quit smoking again. Smoking turns your walls and your teeth yellow, and it's an expense that nothing justifies. It's harmful to your health, advanced science now tells us, not like in the 1920s when doctors used to recommend cigarettes to pregnant women as a way of controlling their weight. Yes they did. I'm serious. Go look it up. Smoking is messy and unpleasant, potentially harmful to cats, and makes people look down on you unless they're doing it too, which fewer and fewer are. You don't need to tell me any of this, Gentle Reader. I may be clueless sometimes, but I'm no
As Stashes Are Ful
About Me
WEll I am back... I was having Fu-withdrawls...its been a few weeks...some things have worked out and somethings are still in working progress and some things I had to cut ties with. I moved into my own apartment here in cincinnati. I'm extremely excited, I can run around naked now LOL. But most importantly I can regain my focus of who I am. My Internet gets hooked up at home after Christmas. My place is perfect for a one bedroom. The only thing i don't like is when guests come over, they'll have to go thru my room to use the restroom. Most places that I've seen here in cincy are built that way..I think they were smoking way to much while building, to keep putting the fricking bathroom in your bedroom where others have to trample to get to lol. There's a wandering kitty cat in our unit. I of course being an extreme Cat lover feed it. He lets me hold him and pick him up. I invited the little nipper into my apt last night. Boy! was he all excited. If I see him tonight
Nothing More Than Feelings
So I have had a couple nights of little to no sleep. With many thoughts clawing at the back of my head. A few shed tears. My feelings...silly damn things...are so easily hurt. I have something to say. It may require a moment of your time to read, but that moment is worth it, I believe. I have never set out to intentionally harm anyone. I have never deliberately stolen the affection of anyone from another. I have not willingly seduced another to my bed, who did not ask to be invited. Or belonged to someone else. I have loved and loved deeply, a total of 4 men in my lifetime. I have lusted more than my share. Not that anyone has a limit you know...but my point is this, I am not after anything that belongs to anyone. I am incorrigible..I am flirtatious...I am impetuous...I am kind, gentle, and caring. I am sensitive and extremely passionate. I have issues, most an OCD type of way...others very personal. I don't betray I fully expect my confidences be kept
Sometimes I like to think that the life we live has more of an intended purpose than what we may perceive it to be. I hope that with each life we can find it within ourselves to do something great - to break the boundaries and tread upon waters unchartered... unforeseen... unreal... I used to dream of a perfect life where we can set out to do whatever we wanted to. Where no challenge was left untried. As the years passed over, the passion for our invulnerable dreams and desires started to fade away, and catalysed by our surroundings or portions of negativity. Lazyness and doubt is the most addictive drug. I beleive i'm going to live forever...just watch me. My theories lay amongst the following 2... The first, an outrageous fantasy... being bitten by a Vampire and receiving the gift of eternal life, the second, more realistic and filled with something great in this world. Something that everyone will remember. What keeps the dead alive are the impressions they leave be
I don't think I am very good at this auction thing. lol! The bid has been stuck since yesterday afternoon, while others are going up! :( Does anyone have any suggestions for me?? I have added more to it. Check it out! Even if you can't bid, please, please go rate the pic! I may get a bonus. :P Would you like some Sherry with that? Sherry noun A fortified wine ranging from very dry to sweet and from amber to brown.  Now available vie auction from *Drew*  Click on the picture above to place your bid, and get yourself a fine glass today. Thank you to everyone who tried hard to help me! I appreciate it so much! I love you guys! ♥ My arms are aching from so much
Top 6 Smart-ass Answers!
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 -- It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. 'Would you like dinner?' the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. 'What are my choices?' John asked. 'Yes or no,' she replied. _________________________________________________ SMART ASS ANSWER #5 -- A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub.' _________________________________________________ SMART ASS ANSWER #4 -- A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, 'Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The stock boy replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead.' _________________________________________________ SMART ASS ANSWER #3 -- The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled
All Tied Up...
dearest daniel, i sat and spoke with your mother for some time last night; i felt somehow led to reach out to her, to let her know that there are others that feel a kinship to her son though he is far afield in a tiny little slip of an enclave that many here on american soil had never even heard of until relatively recently. although i myself have never seen the type of battle you are now entrenched in, have never held a weapon aloft against a proclaimed enemy while protecting others both near and far, i have known distress in my heart and in my gut over loved ones who do (and have done) just that. it in no way compares to standing abreast of you and your fellow marines as you do your jobs, but it robs me of sleep and immerses me deep in prayer for you and those of your ilk that stand the gap so that i may get up in the morning and feed my children waffles while they are unencumbered by anything greater than the thought of what they will wear to school on the first day; more imp
Research/self Help
WHAT IS POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND THE APPROPRIATE RESPONSE TO IT? An overview of the work of Dr. Judith Herman Lewis By Jim Spencley. Introduction: PTSD is not malingering, dependency, avoidance of responsibility, attention seeking or any of a number of ways of discounting and not believing the sufferer - it is a normal response to abnormal situations. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a relatively new diagnosis of a condition which has always been part of the human experience. This diagnosis first appeared in the fourth edition of the official bible of the American Psychiatric Association - The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM-IV). Because of the identicy of symptoms of various previous diagnosis applied to different histories, but all sharing some form of traumatic experience, the American Psychiatric Association brought together service providers who had worked with traumatized people from many different social settings, including, political violence,
Get To Know Me
I got married when I was 17, but I finished high husband signed my report card, that was weird. After about a year of marriage, I wanted a baby, but couldn't seem to get pregnant no matter how hard I tried, so after a year of trying I went to the doctor and found out I had a cyst on one of my ovaries and I was put on birth control pills for three months to dissolve it and it worked cuz I got pregnant at age 20. I was so excited and happy, couldn't wait, but had to...I don't have a lot of I had a 8 lb 9 oz baby girl on September 1, 1989 with the big beautiful and wide open eyes. I named her Heather Teresa Ann. She was really fascinated my lights as a baby. She never sucked a pacifier, she preferred her thumb as I did when I was little. When I was 23 I found out I was pregnant again....I moved heavy furniture and rode a 4-wheeler while pregnant and I had no idea, was a miracle that I didn't mis-carry. This one was pure accident...the pill doesn't always work..
Felling Numb
Vamp Morticia and RAIN are back together. He was her VERY FIRST fu-hubby. He's been away from fubar for a while and came back to be with her. striper rain Vamp Morticia's Sugar Daddy@ fubar VAMP MORTICIA~Member:Ultimate Bad Girls Club~Venom's Vixens~Stiletto Girls@ fubar They're both very happy to have a second chance. And Rain said if anyone isn't happy about it to talk to him about it. They will be getting Fu-married on Aug. 22nd (Friday) at 11 am central, noon eastern, in the ULTIMATE BAD GIRLS LOUNGE! :) Come show them your support. (repost of original by 'VAMP MORTICIA~Member:Ultimate Bad Girls Club~Venom's Vixens~Stiletto Girls' on '2008-08-19 12:03:56') hay im lose my g/f to a coma and i dont how much moer i can take thsi i realy need some one to talk to so if any one can tell me how to deal wiht lose soem one so close to you cause i dotn know how much moer i can take till i snap and join here and i realy what her to wake
Definition: A statement made to free oneself from responsibility. also called hedge clause. A few recent events have convinced me of the importance of publishing a disclaimer about certain behaviors I may at times engage in, thereby releasing me from responsibility of said actions. 1. Accused of being a tease v., teased, teas·ing, teas·es. 1. To annoy or pester; vex. 2. To make fun of; mock playfully. 3. To arouse hope, desire, or curiosity in without affording satisfaction. Disclaimer: I occasionally do these things. And by occasionally I mean often. However, the 'you're a tease' comment that is shouted at me is meant as an insult. I believe my skill in vexing and mocking should be celebrated, not demeaned. So this is half a disclaimer...I only take responsibility for the kind of teasing where the 'you're a tease' comment can be met with a 'thank you.' 2. Accused of stalking Disclaimer: Well, this has only happened once. It occurred because I
Blood dripping from her lips, She walked away from her victim. He lay limp on the floor, The venom from her fangs Rapidly flowing through his veins Eager to take effect He begins to shake violently As his body begins to mutate, Slowly and painfully, Transforming him into a creature of the night. He feels an enormous amount of power Flow into his body. The transformation almost complete, He wonders off into the darkness In search for a bite to eat. His new fangs penetrate her breast. Her blood spills into his mouth And he begins to drink greedily. What once was a gentleman Has now become a beast! Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket
1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station: Mt Dew, reese's pieces, sour cream and cheddar potato chips2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? Dolphin 3. Whos your favorite redhead? Reba McEntire4. What do you order at IHOP?  Bluebery Pancakes 5. Last book you read? The Bible and still reading it 6. Describe your mood. Content 7. Describe the last time you were injured? about a month ago when I fell through the kitchen floor 8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? all of em 9. Rock concert or symphony? rock concert 10. What is the wallpaper of your cell phone? a beach scene on two, and green neon lights on the other11. Favorite Soda? Mtn. Dew,  12. What type of shirt are you wearing? Pink shirt13. If you could only use one form of transportation: a 4wd jacked up pick up truck 14. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres? None don't care for the theaters much  15. Name an actor/actress/singer you h
Funny Stuff!!
~~Here is a riddle that i need help with~~ What is more greater than God More evil than the devil The poor have it The rich need it and if you eat it you will die anybody know?? So the spotlight is a R/L minister and she is wearing that???? Wow!! What is wrong with the world??? LMAO!!! God Bless You All!! Happy Friday!!!!
My Illnesses
Just a quick note to say such a HUGE THANK YOU to all my friends and family that have been keeping me shit-faced, rating my pictures and keeping my account going.  Although my ranking dropped some, it certainly didn’t much thanks to some very awesome friends.  I thank you from the bottom of my heart.   I am still unable to come back due to health issues although I shall be back soon.  I have autos and bombs that I need to run and then assess what to do with my account.   For those who were looking and noticed, yes, My NSFW pics are ALL deleted and most of my individual pics as well.  After the debaucle of having my pics posted on an adult website, they were posted to CraigsList last week with some very crude offering of myself, so apparently, pictures of me need to be very scarce.  I’ve deleted all my profiles from websites except a couple now and shall begin the never-ending work of trying to remove personal info from the internet.  It’s amazing how much is out t
Abbys Blog's.
A LOVING NOTE FROM DOVE… About “The Pegasus Project“Dove GoddessCoFounder of The Pegasus Project Pegasus was a mythical creature said to have been born from the blood that fell to earth during the slaying of Medusa. This magnificent creature spent it's life assisting in the battle against evil and wrong doings in the universe, and was honored for these loving acts through the gift of it‘s own constellation at the time of death… this gift stands as an eternal reminder of the true treasures of life. (Visit The Pegasus Project) Some say that everywhere that Pegasus stepped upon the earth, new life was born and the beauty of spring would be come fourth. There are many different versions of this mythical creature's life and image. Some depict Pegasus as a winged horse, others a winged unicorn... but all tell of Pegasus' life long assistance in the battle against wrong in the universe in order to bring fourth justice, beauty and/or love. No matter which version of the myth you wish to emb
New Song Idea
wtf is wrong with todays mind state why is every time something goes wrong we blame the higher powers and we get stuck with the shyt end off the deal and they wonder why todays youths drink smoke and do other kind of drugs and no one relizes we corrupt our selves because we have no means of control and something eles that bugs me why is it god gave us free will but we are not free we policed and bullied into our existance so how do go about our free will if are prisoners of our on government thats why we need another revolution we the people need to take charge we the people need to rise against our opressors theonly true government is anarchy i say this with pride and destructive intent some day their will be a free world butnot in our lifetimes so i ask all who feel the same to rise up and overthrough this embarasment and political b/s rise up and overcome these war pigs who send our brother sisters moms and dads wars of monmey and drugs and i for willno longer take it anymore
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Randomness At It's Best
Recently, Billboard has released its top 50 sexiest songs of all time. Me being the music buff that I am...  Find this list absolutely deplorable.  What they say on how its ranked... "Songs are ranked based on an inverse point system, with weeks at No. 1 earning the greatest value and weeks at No. 100 earning the least. To ensure equitable representation of the biggest hits from each era, certain time frames were weighted to account for the difference between turnover rates from those years." This was taken directly from  So without further ado, here are the 50 "sexiest songs" according to billboard.  Yes, I will add my own commentary as I go down the list. 50.    Foreigner – Urgent 49.    Cyndi Lauper – She Bop 48.    Ray J – Sexy can I 47.    Adina Howard – Freak Like me 46.    Cassie – Me & U 45.  Ton Loc –
Dear Mr. President-Pink Dear Mr. President Come take a walk with me (come take a walk with me) Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep What do you feel when you look in the mirror Are you proud How do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye How do you walk with your head held high Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why Dear Mr. President Were you a lonely boy (were you a lonely boy) Are you a lonely boy (are you a lonely boy) How can you say No child is left behind We're not dumb and we're not blind (we're not blind) They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away And what kin
Prayers To My Heart
O eternal God and Ruler of all creation, You have allowed me to reach this hour. Forgive the sins I have committed this day by word, deed or thought. Purify me, O Lord, from every spiritual and physical stain. Grant that I may rise from this sleep to glorify You by my deeds throughout my entire lifetime, and that I be victorious over every spiritual and physical enemy. Deliver me, O Lord, from all vain thoughts and from evil desires, for yours is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, now and ever, and forever. Amen. By: Saint Macarius Grant me, O Lord my God, a mind to know you, a heart to seek you, wisdom to find you, conduct pleasing to you, faithful perseverance in waiting for you, and a hope of finally embracing you. Amen. O Jesus! meek and humble of heart, hear me. From the desire of being esteemed, deliver me, O Jesus. From the desire of being loved, From the desire of being extolled,
Last Walk I look to my Right, I see a Golden city filled with Love. An Old man looks into my eyes, he reads my soul and looks depressed. I look to my Left, I see a Lake of fire filled with Chaos. A beautiful Angel looks me in the eye, he sees my soul and smirks. I look behind me, I see a world filled with Pain. A timeless Woman peers into my eyes, she sees my soul and gives me a Hopeful nod. I look forward, I see an endless journey filled with Mystery No one attempts to read my soul. I smile and continue my journey alone. Addiction I see you here, Each day to day, You rise above us all, You rise so powerfully. I remember it all, Your side eyed glances, Your crooked smile, Your bright eyes. All of that, Comes back to me, All returns, To the source. Too bad, You see, You will never be, Like me. But it's alright, I will still fight, You're my cigarette on a cold morning, You're my addiction. Prisoner of love When doth the winged angel of so
Bdsm... Humor
A young boy comes down for breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores. 'Not yet,' said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little ticked off so when he feeds the chickens, he kicks a chicken. When he feeds the cows, he kicks a cow. When he feeds the pigs, he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. 'How come I don't get any eggs and bacon, and why don't I have any milk in my cereal? ' he asks. 'Well,' his mother says, 'I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I saw you kick the cow so for a week you aren't getting any milk.' Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says, 'You gonna tell him or should I?' a subbie's blackboard lessons
I Know
Iwonder.........would u wait for me if i was far and pray for my soul?would u care if i would stop smiling? would u hug me and kiss my tears away when the dark night is coming on my way?........whispering one love song and keeping me close to ur chest........Love worth it all,so love me with all ur heart baby LOVE IS IMMORTAL,PRECIOUSE,DIVINE....NO WORDS COULD DESCRIBE THAT FEELING,THE ALL MEANING OF LOVE WE CAN JUST FEEL IT IN ALL HIS GLORY AND LIVE IT WITH FULL INTENSITY.LOVE URSELF,LOVE UR OTHER HALF,LOVE GOD,LOVE LIFE...LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL IF U LOVE IT,IF U FEEL IT. DREEM ON That's how I feel without you. Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. You move me... Make me feel things I thought I would never feel again. When I am with you, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory, And all
My Life
Well this is the beautiful city that im alone in right now. Sometimes i fell like crying. This has been a stressful year no doubt. Will anyone fall in love with me again. I know that i need to take care of myself but i cant help think what it would be like to get maried and have a sweet lil girl. Im 33 now and i wanna spent the rest of my life with someone. Just kind of hard because im in front of my computer being all depressed. Im usally a pretty strong person but call me human. I dont look the same as i do in that pic i took a year ago. Things are changing and i need a warm touch. I wanna spend my life with someone that is charming and sweet. We can hold each other threw the night. We can cuddle and watch romantic movies. I dont base my life of on judging people, i dont expect them to do the same. I cant help but think someone is out there thinking about me back. Well i talked too a freind that was on my messenger. She dosent rember me but i rember her beautiful face. She see
Now playing: Villiano Here we have many artist getting locked up and accuse of a number of wrong doings through one the course of their career. Now this makes for juicy paparazzi news to dish out to the public, But what about the artist who's going through the motion, the problems, the cash dish out to keep the courts, IRS, Thugs and so on and so on off his/her ass? One would start off with good intension when wanting a record deal, but as time goes on one starts to take notes! Start to see the contract for what it is and the record company for who they are. P.I.M.P.S! Pimps I tell ya! What is the definition of a pimp? Get that cash and whip that ass if the hoe get's out of line. Now some of you are saying I'm in the industry and I aint no hoe! Okay calm down hoe, I mean hommy, got'ch. No hoe, no doe no chance
We'll looks like my status got me into trouble and the fu-gods were not pleased. I am dealing with the consequences of my actions and not having the  privilege of having a status or online icon. I hope the fu-gods will look down upon me and show alittle love and give them back someday soon.  I beg like alittle child, flashing my eye lashes and having a pouty face "please Fu-gods please give me back my status and icon, I promise to be good as I can be. I don't like being grounded and would be a happy little girl if you would let me have it back" I just wanted everyone to know that I am somewhat around still though you can not tell at all when I am and not online. Please click on the picture then repost I would greatly appreciate it alot or you may copy and paste the link below and repost from there. Thanks again everyone xoxoxoxo Click the picture and hit repost please ...Thx Meowzette@ fubar "
Blogs/surveys Cause I Have No More Stash Space
What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You Your Personal Style: Eclectic and very unique. You don't follow fashion. You prefer to create your own trends. Your Ideal Wedding: Just the two of you, saying your vows while skydiving or flying around in a hot air balloon. Your Philosophy on Marriage: It's a risk like everything else, and hopefully a big adventure. Your Perfect Marriage: Having someone to share memories with, without feeling tied down or constrained The Wedding Dress Test You Are 80% Kinky If you've heard of it, you've tried it. You're that kinky. You're open to any and all sexual experiences, as long as they're safe. You see the bedroom as the primary place for all your adventures. But that's not to say that the bedroom is the only place you get kinky! Are You Kinky? You Are Black Tea You have a bold personality. You're not afraid of simply being yourself. You have the courage to speak the truth. You are f
Little Tommy walks into his mother's room and catches her topless. "Mommy, Mommy, what are those?" he says pointing to her breasts. "Well, son," she says, "These are balloons, and when you die, they inflate and float you up to heaven." Incredibly, he appears to believe this explanation and goes off, quite satisfied. Two days later while his mother is making tea, he rushes into the kitchen. "Mommy, Mommy, help Aunt Jenny is dying!" "What do you mean?" his mother says. "Well, she's out in the garden shed, lying on the floor with both of her balloons out. Dad's trying to blow 'em up for her and she keeps yelling, God, I'm coming!" HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 - Laughing eyes 4 - Well-shaped legs 4 - Loving arms 2 - Firm milk containers 2 - Nuts 1 - Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 - Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixin
High Times And Low Times
Tomorrow I attend my first meeting which will look at developing a 'pathway' to support school refusers. Defn: A child/young person who refuses to attend a statutory education provision based on anxiety related phobia. (my definition, don't like it, offer another) My part in all this will be to ensure that the parents/carers of the city I work for are represented fairly and constructively. Having supported parents around many concerns they have for their child's provision of education; health needs; welfare needs, etc, for approximately 8 years now, which has included school refusal, I have several ideas of what would be good to put in place. These include clear avenues for parents to explore around alternative provisions and a publication to support parents in making contact with relevant agencies who could offer support. What I thought might be useful, just for my own personal learning development, is to get some kind of international perspective on this and hopefull
*let The Truth Be Known And Watch The Story Unfold*
Wise Words
One  Flaw In Women  Women have strengths that amaze men.  They bear hardships and they carry burdens,  but they hold happiness, love and joy.  They smile when they want to scream.  They sing when they want to cry. They cry  when they are happy and laugh when they are  nervous. They fight for what they believe in.  They stand up to injustice. They don't  take "no" for an answer  when  they believe there is a better solution.  They  go without so their family can have. They go to  the doctor with a frightened friend. They love  unconditionally. They cry when their children  excel and cheer when their friends get awards.  They are happy when they hear about a  birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a  friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family  member, yet they are strong when they think  there is no strength left. They know that a hug  and a kiss can heal a broken heart.  Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.  They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you  to show how much
Am I a bad mom if I have to let my ex husband have temporary custody because right now I'm struggling so much finacially I can't support my child? Is it wrong for me to give him up while I go and pursue a career in the Navy as active duty trying to make a better life for us? Only a few people on here who may or may not read this understand where all of this is coming from. I am not just struggling finacially but emotionally and I need some true friends to let me know if I'm a bad mother for this? As of right now I'll be leaving Fubar for awhile if not for good. Thank you to all of the wonderful friends I've met here. Many of you know my number or yahoo im. I am not sure if I'll be on yahoo. Due to some personal issues I'm having to deal with I need to leave and be alone for awhile. Again thank you so much to all the wonderful friends I've made. If anyone who wants to im me I'm at If I don't respond just give me time, just right now I need to leave this site and some
My Character On Fiesta
How Do You Like Them Apples? Autumn is apple season, so apples are prevalent in the produce section and local farmer's markets in various and interesting forms. But with so many apple varieties available, how do you know which ones to buy for cooking and which ones are best eaten out of hand? A good rule of thumb is the firmer the apple, the better it is for cooking. Avoid the "Delicious" variety and look for Jonathans, Winesaps, Roman Beauties, or the good old stand-by Granny Smith. You will find these apples to be firm, juicy, and tart. The tartness is really important when cooking with apples because most apple recipes call for a lot of sugar. The tartness of the apple will give the recipe a good balance. If you use a sweet apple, the flavor of the apple will get lost in the seasonings. So an apple with some attitude (Appletude?) is your best bet. For this French apple pie recipe, I prefer to use Winesaps. What Can Top an Apple Pie? A great French apple pie needs a great to
Pray For Jessie
Ok so Jess finally finished her first 30 days of treatment.This consisted of treatment everyday infused through her PICC line.Once the first 30 days were up they remove the PICC line and she takes he treatment via a pen shot on Mon,Wed,and Fridays. Soooo,we go in today for the treatment center to teach us about the home injections and to have her PICC line removed and as the IV team is removing it she says "well no wonder that was so easy,it's only a mid-line and not a PICC".I askd her what she meant and she said that a mid-line is not nearly as long as a PICC.When I told her Jess was to have a PICC she seemed concerned and was asking what Jess was having infused.Now I know sometimes I can overreact especially when it comes to my children,but I also know that I saw something by the expression on that womans face. Then her Dr and the treatment team came in with a cake and a certificate congradulating Jess on her first month being done(which I thought was very sweet).When her dr asked
Satanism is often mistaken as being a religion that encourages cruelty and irresponsible behaviour, but LaVey's brand is very different. Central is the idea is that an individual must enforce their own meaning on life and rise above the perceived conformity of the masses. The Satanist is seen as equivalent to Nietzsche's Übermensch; LaVey claimed "Satanists are born, not made" and that "[Satanists] have a disease called independence that needs to be recognized just like alcoholism." There are progressive and libertarian elements here; diversity is encouraged, everyone is expected to discover their own sexuality, chart their own personality, and decide their own ambitions in life. In this stress on individuality, Satanism is considered a "Left-Hand Path" religion. In the Satanic Bible, Anton LaVey describes Satan as a motivating and balancing dark force in nature. Satan is also described as being the "Black Flame", representing a person's own inner personality and desires. Satan is seen
Jenny Says...
Yeah, I admit it... I'm looking for love. And online or not, since this IS a bar, so it's probably not the best place. But I guess I figure that if I put myself out there, maybe the right guy will come along? So, now I have to ask, since you're here reading this... Are YOU the right guy? Are you interested in finding out? I'm eagerly accepting applications (and I might actually write one up *smiles*), 'cuz you never know, right? XOXOX -Jenny Maybe it's time to stop this and admit... It's just not going to happen for me.
I Am A Minister
my 21 year old daughter and my ex wife that I was married to for 14 years lives in New Orleans. I am asking all who is reading this to please say a special prayer for them and let's hope that they are ok. I am worried about them so we are asking for their safety. thank you, Rev. Darrel I know there is alot of people out there that are bi, gay and stright and they do not want to go to Reno to get married. California has now the law that gay people can get married. I would marry them and be proud to do it. if you want to get married and you live her to California look me up. I am a ordained minister. my yahoo nick name is my name says I am Rev. Darrel. This is true, I am a lic Minister. I do not marry people here on fubar or online but i do marry people in real life. if anyone wants to get married in real life you can always get ahold of me in my lounges and or Speaking about my 2 lounges. I own 2 very successful lounges. Chu

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