swtncute1981's blog: "emotions"

I walked out but you didn't follow. I blow you a kiss and you shut your eyes. Whats going on I do not know. How could this be we are in the end. No tears are here my eyes aren't red. I walked away thinking this is the end. Please don't call I cannot hear. Don't want to see, don't want to feel. I will walk away not saying a word, Promoise me you'll stay away. You left me here with nowhere to go. I cannot stand waiting for you. You want me to believe that this is love, But in the end it is all lust. I turn around and see your face our eyes are hooked and I cannot hide, as you whisper "I love You"

What happen to your touch? What happen to your kiss? It's the things that I dream of. It's the things that I'll always miss. It was our last time I remember, Our last time of making love. It was my last time I go to touch you. My last hug that I would get. You never got to say good-bye. Even though you had to go. They said that it was your time even though I disagree. My love for you will never change, thats what's killing me inside. For when you left this world behind, You left me behind too.

As you lay there without a trace, your face so pale and hands so cold. I ask myself what's going on. Why aren't you warm? This could not be. Please get up and walk toward me. Don't just lay there come on over here. As I sit and cry because I couldn't say bye. You left me behind and now I am blind. You were my eyes when I couldn't see. My touch when I couldn't feel. You were my heart when I couldn't love My soul that I thought I have lost so many years ago. As I woke up the next day and felt that same pain. My heart has been torn out to find my love that passed away.

The way I feel there's no way out I'm lost in a world with wondering thoughts My emotions stuck in a spiders web I cry out loud but nobody is near I stop to think about what could happen next But my thoughts keep going somewhere else Where do I go I do not know My head is spinning like a ferris wheel I scream,I cry,I yell out loud I hit, I punch,and Kick everything around The day light now is getting dark I run around this crazy part Twist and turns this will not end Don't want my emotions to win.