thesecret's blog: "pinned up sin"

So i know most of us hate our jobs. I've always fallen in that category and it just seems to get worse. I need something new. I need to change. *fuck* i'm so aggravated all the time. I dunno.. i'm just hoping to hear something good I'm being really impatient, to say the least. not to mention that as a 'wanna be' writer i could not be anymore frustration... I feel like my words are gone. i feel so uninspired .... maybe its because all of my passion is put into my fiance, which isn't a bad thing... its a good thing... i just need to remember that's all i'm askin'. maybe i could force myself.. or maybe i need away time. I need something. heh... *screams*

so i'm feeling pretty shitty. I'm tired of the same 'ol shit ... Work blowz beyond hard... they're dickin' me around so bad... cutting hours,but yet they want me to do all this b.s. anyway its unimportant. blah. somebody tell me something good.

... i'm on vacation until next wednesday. *excited* but today's gonna suck. My other half has the car so i'm stuck cleaning all morning which isn't all bad i guess. Then i gotta do some running around after he gets off work which i wanted to do my running in the a.m. but whatever i dont have to be at work.. hahaha :D anyhow.. i'm gonna be floatin' around all day. laters.

So I've been reading a lot I've been suffering from writers block for I don't know how long and all i do is wanna write - just write until my hand falls off i'm on vacation starting wednesday so i'm hoping i'll find some inspiration. i can feel it, but what it is.. i'm not sure. *feels crazy* anyhow.. wish me luck :X Brytt