Phillbilly's blog: "Phillbilly Deluxe"

Hi, all its another blog by me so hold on and get ready for some depressing drunken ranting. After alot of thinking I've come to see that the two worse words to put together are I wish. These two words tend to make a person seem sad, esperate, or just plain depressing. Oh well here are a few of my,I wishes. I wish that my father hadn't died. I wish that i liked my job. I wish that I had more money. I wish that the girl I fell for returned that feeling. I wish that i could meet someone that loved me. These are just a few of all the things that I have wished for in just the past few days. I know its depressing but think of your own I wish list and you'll see what I'm saying about it being the two worse words ever put together. Hope to do better next time. Love, Phillbilly

Well 2008 is starting out to be just as bad as 2007 ended. A lady that i like and that ive gone out with lied to me. I asked her if she'd like to go out this weekend and sh said she was going out of town for New Years. I took her at her word and I've come to find out that she didn't go anywhere. Now I can understand if she doesn't want to go out and I don't have a problem with that. But I can't stand being lied to, especially over something like this. The next time I see this girl I'm gonna tell her that I found out she lied and that through with her. I could forgive almost anything, but I can't stand a liar.

Alright I've hearing alot of women complain about not being able to find a nice guy. There is a very good reason for that, most of them dont want a nice guy. The guy you cry to when your "asshole" boyfriend hurt you, thats a nice guy and we all know your never gonna do anything with him. Also most "asshole men" started out as nice guys, but became "assholes" because they figured out women dont want nice guys they want the men that treat them bad. Nice guys are a dying breed because women overlook them and take them forgranted. This makes them bitter and alittle cautious towards women. So to recap the guy that listens to you and cares for you and asks nothing of you, but hopes to be with you thats the nice guy your looking for. Treat him right ladies and always be there for you. And to the woman thats never been with anything but an "asshole" quite complaning thats obviously what you want.

I hate love. There, I said it and I mean it. The reason I said it is probably because I don't have it and I want it. It's rough seeing others you care for (friends and family) in love, knowing you can't share that feeling because you dont have it. I want it and I've tried to find it but, apparently it's just not for me. I know you can't buy love and you can't make someone love you. I've met women and I've chased women and on a few occasions I've even started to develope feelings for them. At some point it all falls apart and it must be something about me because they seem to move on and find love while I'm still alone. To the people who read this (if any) I appologize about the bitchfest and for being so depressing.Next time I'll try to be happier. Much Love, Phillbilly