Im so tired of having to defend myself to people,Im sick of being accused when people come to their own conclusion with out asking first what I ment,I believe there is only one person who truly cares for me,really thinks of me as an "angel"you know who you are,thank you for never judging me. I feel all I do is apologize,when there are times I dont believe Im wrong,I try to be nice to everybody and all it does is blow up in my face,so Im done no more apologies,no more making others happy I cant deal anymore