ok life is gettin harder and harder. frist i lost you n then rufus is gone when i get home. then yesterday was BBs last day with us. You may not love me any more but i still love you. i hope the single life treats u well. i cant affored to keep comin to see you. i work at fuckin dairy queen i make shit. i cant take the mind games any more, one time u tell me i can come back if i am good but what is good i have kissed your ass over n over again. and now i have learned that there aint nothin lef except sex and all i have to do is get rid of the feeling i have for u n because of ur head games its gonna be alot harder than what u may think. I LOVE YOU! i hope u realize how much i love u before it is too late. i wanna hold on to my feelins for you. i miss you so much. what is the point of bein single if u aint fuckin some one else. i am so confused on what to do. all i do know is that i love you so very much! i know u wont get to read this soon but u will be able to one day!
LOVE YOU!
heather
