Gorgeous Erotica Dark Jessica Rabbit 710's blog: "Till I See Jason Again"

It took me along time to along time to write this butim over that sorry son ofa bitch jason,So im bitter over himmaking me sick in october i finally start having treatments and they are going to be hard as hell as me . In those 2 years i fought for my daughter and i lost that battle but i love her morethen life it self and what ever i do from this point on ismy destiny

I dont want to cry anymore i dont want to say how i feel I dont want to feel this painthat devours me whole. Kryptonite weakens my spirit and sucks me hollow and things i want the most just can not be now hear i am in a wooded forest and i see shimmers of glimmering light trying to show me the paths and im stepping on jagged daggers of glass and pierces into ,my skin like a dagger twisting and shifting . Im fighting and internal battle ive lost the battle now i got to win the war. Confliction is the deathly ghost that haunts my mind and sida ill break u down untill u just cant take anymore take these chains off of me that hold me down stop holdong me down to take the venom it tastes so sweet its lips are poison but so soft to the touch that i yearn for more

September 22nd was the day that changed my life forever i will never forget how blessed i am everyday to see my angel wake up with her pretty blue eyes and stare up at her pretty mama ... She makes me want to be a better person to live a longer better life allready she has been born into chaos but damn i plan to make her life better.... Shes gorgeous and beautiful everything i could have ever wanted...Shes my mini- me and my heart. Everyday i will surround her with love and give her strength that she gave me thru those difficult 9 months . I will always love u my baby angel nadia

What can i say this feels like the toughest week of my life i fought for my angel nadia shes the air i breathe shes my reason for being on this earth. My bf and i are going thru the hardest ptch of our relationship.Hes the love of my life who went awall and was arrested on our 5 month anniversary and were suppossed to get married and live a long life. I d fight for him and i have and being with out tears me apart because we love eacother so much soon he will be in fortbragg to await a hearing with his bestbuddy before jag and be court martialed i dont kno whats going to happen to him but i know i love him and its my decision wether i spend forever with him