Midnight Rose's blog: "very special poems i wrote for my nephews which i may never see again"

One more day, wish i could say, I love you. One more day, to hold you tight. i doesnt seem fair, I will will always care. I stair at the night sky, cant hide the tears. I just want to cry. I wish i had one more day. one more day to see you smile, i would walk a million miles. I will hold you close in my heart, we will never really be that far apart. One more day, to tell you how much you mean to me, wish i could see, you one last time. One more day. before you are handed over to some strangers. I miss you both so much. to hear your voice, to see you laugh, I wish i had one more day. what i would give to be the one you would come home to. i will tuck you away in my dreams, hold you close to my heart, and pray that you both know how much i love you. i will cherish the memories, and hope that someday we will find eachother again. I will say a prayer in hopes that you will hear it. I will make a wish and hope that it will come true. I pray that your life will be good, and all your dreams will come true. I wish you luck in all that you do. I am gonna miss you, but i know you will be ok. Someday i will find you, you may be all grown up, but i hope that you will always remember that i love you with all my heart. I wish that i had one more day. I love you both

I miss you so much, the memories never let me forget the way it use to and the way it may never be again. I treasured the moments that we did have, and although we arent together and it has been so long since i have seen you both, in my heart you will always be. I miss so much. I can never let go of the things we use to do, I moved on now and i hope someday you will to. You both are so young and innocent what happened was not your fault. I will always love and i hope that you both feel the same. I miss you so much and i hope you miss me to. I may never hold you both again but in my dreams i hold you everyday. My heart breaks cause i never got to say goodbye. I never thought that the day you left here would be the last day i might ever see you. Don't think i ever forgot you. There isnt a day that goes that i dont cry because i cant see you. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont wish you were still here. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about you. I will never forget. I miss you so much and i love you with all my heart. I will always be thankful that i had the chance to hold you both in my arms and tell you both how much i loved you. I never got to say goodbye. But why say goodbye when i know someday i will see you again. I miss you so much.

I see your smile in everything, I can still hear you laughing and hear you carrying on like all little boys do. I see your hands still reaching out for me to pick you up, and oh how i miss it so much. I see your smile in every cloud, it always seems to brighten my days. I see your smile in every heart beat, and oh how i miss you so much. I see your smile, i hear the laughter, just wish it were for real. I see your smile, but now I hear the tears and wished i could be there to wipe them away. You were taking so suddenly not even a goodbye. Put into the hands of strangers, and i know you were so scared. Don't be afraid the angels are watching you tonight. You are in my prayers and in my thoughts and always in my heart. I see your smile every where i go, your pictures are still hung on the wall where they have always been. The memories fo you will forever be treasured, and someday we will be back together again. I see your smile and I still hear you laughing, and oh how i miss you so. I love you both so very much and can't wait for the day i will hold you again. i see your smile.

Memories of the days we had together, memories of the love we shared when you were here. Now that you are gone it breaks my heart, to know that i may never see you again. Taken from your mom and placed in the hands of strangers, oh I miss you so much. I love you both so very much, and maybe someday we will find eachother again. Until then you are in my prayers, in my heart you will remain forever. Memories will live on, never to be put away because memories are all i have of you my dear ones. Memories of the laughter memories of the tears, it is all so very clear in my mind. I cry because i miss you, i smile because i know someday i will see you again. Your pictures are still hung on the wall where they have always been, because it is all i have of the memories we built the love we shared, it will be again. always remember i never stopped loving you. Memories are all i have left of you my dear little ones my little angels. May God guide you through this tough time in your little lives, and give you sunshine through the darkest moments of your life. I jsut want to hold you and let you know that i still care. I love and miss you both so very much. Someday there will be new memories. I love you both I miss you both we will be together again.