Midnight Rose's blog: "MY PARENTS"

Time to close the door, can't take no more. I feel the pain, going in sane. These broken wings, will learn how to fly, time to say goobye. I fall on my knees, and look out into the empty sea. it is time to close the door. nothing left to say, I know i am going to be okay, I can't stay. I wonder why, i walk away with a sigh, time to say goodbye. Mom And dad, I am sad, I feel bad, I am not going to cry, but i am going to try. These broken wings, are going to learn how to fly. Time to say goodbye, time to close the door. I can forgive, but i will never forget. time to close the door, and end this war. Time to say goodbye. Time to close the door.

You Never said Goodbye, Now i can only sigh and wonder why. The Tears I cry, even when i did try. You never said Goodbye. This war inside my head, the chains that keep the pain hidden deep within. My heart holds the scars, i wish upon a star, why are we so far? There was a place, there was a time, when i wasnt so afraid to climb. I stand on the shore, dont want to close the door. You never said Goodbye, and i wonder why. There is nothing left to say, I must now go away. There was a moment in time there use to be a rhyme. Mom and dad I feel so sad, The rain begins to fall, can you hear me call. You made me fall. You broke my heart, all apart. I feel the pain, as it continues to rain, cant break these chains, is it all in vain. I fall to me knees, as i stair across the open sea, Now I see what is meant to be. You never said Goodbye, mom and dad I will always wonder why. You threw me out, what was it all about. You are the ones that never said goodbye. But now it is my turn to say goodbye.

Nothing hurts worse then saying goodbye. I have to sigh. I had to close the door, when i hit the floor. I knew there would be no more. No more I love you mom and dad. why do i feel so bad, inside i feel so sad. There is no more rhyme. No more time, nothing left to say, you wouldnt give me one more day. To say how I feel, could this be real. that i am saying goodbye. I can only sigh. Nothing hurts worse then saying goodbye mom and dad i am very sad, but you made me feel bad, I closed the door, cause there is no more, making me cry.

The rain is falling can you hear me calling. You made it clear, through the years, that i could never be the person you wanted to see. You threw me away I knew i could not stay. So i am on my way. I see the flowers, never had the power, you were so sour. I break these chains that caused the pain, don't need the strain. I had to find. couldnt believe that you were so blind. I had to try, the tears you cry werent for real, I had to feel the hurt inside my heart, you tore all apart. So you say goodbye. I have to sigh can only wonder why. Why you had to lie, was it to make me cry. The rain has begun to fall but i know you never heard me call. This time this rhyme will never be the same. Never wanted the fame, you should be ashamed. I had to open my eyes, i know now i must say goodbye. I'll remember the smiles, but the memories will soon fade. The price I have paid. We are so far just like the stars I feel the scars. I close the door can't take no more. The raging sea I fall to my kness. I can now see. Who I was meant to be. I will cross the raging sea. Now it's time for me to fly. Time to say goodbye.

Just alittle while, one more smile. but is it even worhwhile, with every trial, and now the many miles. Just alittle while, was the pain all worthwhile. I havent lost but, have paid the cost, when you tossed me away. for no reason, you said goodbye, I will never know just why. But remember you said goodbye, never even a sigh. Just alittle while just to see. if the tears you cried, really meant anything. You say you had power, how come then you seem so sour, more with every hour. You caused the war, that plays a role in my life, what was it all for. Just alittle while, wanted to see you smile, but now i know it isnt worthwhile. you had a different style, you made the miles. Just alittle while, so you can see my tears, and now see my happiness. It has been hard, my heart is scarred, Just alittle while, I would like you to see, the person i was meant to be. Just alittle while.

This time, this place, can never trace, must win this race. no more crying, no more lying. This time I must face what is left of what it use to be. I can never see you again. This time I must say goodbye, this time is the end, you once were my friends, but i have come to the bend, not playing your games, dont need no fame. with every tear, was it really for real could you really feel the pain, or see the chains that i couldnt break. Did you ever really hear me calling, everytime i was falling. I must awake, I must live, so i can give back the life you took from me, never allowing me to be, but i can see. This time I say goodbye.

Closing the doors, time to soar. Far away from the pain, and the many chains. Closing the doors, to what use to be, and the things that you couldnt see. The raging sea, still sittin on the shore, closing the doors. I look out into the empty sky, it is time to say goodbye, time to fly. Closing the doors it will never be the way it use to be, but now i see. The person i wanted to be. Closing the doors, I hit the floor, feels like a war, inside my head. Closing the doors moving on. I see the sun, never gonna run. closing the doors. I am faced to run this race, have to try and trace this place, once again. Closing the doors not sitting on the shore anymore. I have reached the middle of the core. Closing the doors to the lies, saying goodbye. with never another sigh. not gonna cry. Closing the doors, to what you have caused. Closing the doors.

Hear me calling, you never saw me falling, cause you werent there, when i needed you the most. you never opened your eyes, you never saw the tears. I cant believe you were so cold. Hear me calling, cause i am not falling. You took a hammer to my heart, and closed the door to mother dad and daughter. Now I am finally picking up the pieces and putting my heart back together again. Like an old abandoned house, you took the memories and tore them down. Hear me call cause mom and dad, I am done being your daughter, I am done being broken, I am done letting you run my life. The pain is there but it is a differnt kind of pain, the pain that you left me with, but i dont regret this life i choose. My love will never be enough. So mom and dad Hear me calling, cause i wont be calling for you. Hear me calling, cause mom and dad I am not going to fall. Maybe you should have seen the person i was, opened your eyes, It is too late. Goodbye mom and dad, Hear me calling.

Mom and dad, I feel sad that the memories that we have are slowly fading away. No goodbyes or even a reason why. Mom and dad the memories I once cherished only make me cry, It seems that i could have never been the daughter that you had always wanted. I choose the road that i knew would cause me pain, but I never dreamed that you mom and dad would ever leave me behind. The tears you have caused, someday will be gone. Mom and dad the memories, good and bad i know werent always bad ones there was some good memories. But i can never go back, You choose to throw me out of your lives. You never evehought twice, about the pain you would cause. I am done being that daughter, that always looked up to you, It is time to put a closure, on the pain that has put a hold on my life. I must go on now without you. Mom and dad I feel so bad, that you didnt care enough to put my mistakes behind you, and be proud of the person i have become. I am much stronger now and ready to put everything behind me and be happy for me. I can look in the mirror and see the person that i was meant to be. You can forget about me, but when it is all said and done, you will someday realize that the daughter you choose to walk out on, Never gave up even though things got tough, Even though you werent there to pick me up when i had fallen, I got up again without you. So mom and dad as I say goodbye, Know that i will never be coming back again. The memories will soon fade mom and dad, but there will be news one to make, without you. Memories

The Last Goodbye, I have to sigh. You threw me away, like an old broken down house, But I am not giving up. As of today, I will say no more, cause i am finally closing the door. The Last Goodbye, will now be spoken. The last I love you will now but a memory that will someday fade, and new ones will be made. I am ready to make those changes, without you mom and dad, I dont need you to to push me down. I will not change, no need for me to be who I was never meant to be. The last goodbye, the last sigh. The last I love you. It will now be in the past, to all the things i want to forget, and leave behind. The Last Goodbye.