Paradise's blog: "All About Me!"

Sorry ... I been so busy lately. I've been working my ass off to save money to move, so i'm moving sept. 1st and than i will be on more often. In till than have a drink on me!! Oh by the way come check out my website

Help Me Please!!!! To get my first spotlight!!! If your in a good mood or Just wanna show me a little love Send me some fu-bucks, So I can get my first spotlight !!! Thanks 4 Reading This!!! I will show love back!!!

Sean Taylor died last night! Lets pray for his family and for the redskins. Sean Taylor was a big part of them Both. R.I.P Sean Taylor

Why do I just want to scream! scream out of anger, really really loud so that I am heard. Why do it I hate this? hate everything! I just want to know why I am living? What is my reason of being here? What is my reason of being what i am? Why I am so nice when I was born in hell? Why I cry so easy when I should be tough. Why life is so hard? Why people are so quick to judge? Why when I drive on the highway all I can think about is running into a brick wall going 90mph? Why all of my girlfiends has kids and I don't? I want to know why! I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY! Everything in life is so hard to understand! I going to SCREAM, because I don't understand, scream even louder because I will never will. Should I give up now? Take the easy way out? Not like my life is going to get any better!