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We hurt each other all the time. We say mean things and cuss each other out. We find ways to cause more pain to each other. Are actions hurt each other all the time. It that really worth it? Do you enjoy the pain we go though to hold on? Love and pain, they are to closely linked together some times and we are always walking that fine line. We have triped over that line more and more. You have asked for time and time I will try to give. I just dont know if I can give you as much as you ask but I will try. Just rember I am as I am and that will not change.

Lonly Love

My Love is lost and I don't know how to bring Him back. I try to help but seem to make it worse. I hurt Him and never mean to but in the end it happens. He is angry and it beats on me every time we talk. He is hurt and I cant not repair the damage done. I sit back and watch His slow demise and am helpless to stop it. I would do anything for me Love but don't know what or where to start. He wants me to be something I am not sure I am. I love Him, He has made His way to my heart and I dont know how that happened but it did and that is why it hurts so bad to be helpless. I need to help I need somthing to do. Forever Yours.

Hurt

How can you claim to love me when you hurt me so. All I want is to be happy once just this once and you cant saport that. I found someone to make me happy, someone to love me. I want to spend time and make my self happy. I am tiered of making everyone else happy, it is my turn. I dont understand why you cant saport me in this. I know it is just somthing about me that everyone betrays me. Maybe it is writen in my forhead or somthing I dont know. I did not expect this from you of all people but well I guess I should have, it is in me to be betrayed. This is my life I have to except it.

Why..

Why... Why do the ones we love hurt us the most.. Why do the ones we love betray us so often.. What am I to do.. Do I tell the one I Love somthing that could change every thing? Or do I keep the trust of a friend..of family, and if I do then do I lose the trust of my Love? I feel things sliping and I have to sit back and watch. If I get to involved then more people get hurt. I hate this I hate not knowing what to do..I hate having to choose my sides.. I should beable to talk to who I want with no problems. But that is not my complaint.. I have no problem talking to both sides I just dont want to walk this tight rope any more. So tell me how can I choose, how do I pick between my Love and my friends and family when we are all sapost to be close. So tell me how..give me a answer please...
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