t's blog: "Undecided"

wow i never knew words over the computer could bother me so much, but i was wrong, i got into an argument today wit someone that i wasnt even really that close to, that got all mad at me over my display message, started callen me a fat bitch and a whore, i dunno why but it somewhat bothered me, i dnt care what ppl think of me, im me for a reason and if they dnt like it then i dnt kno wut to tell em, i may not be skinny and i may not b pretty but im a person and im me, im here not to make u happy and im not exactly sure why im here but maybe someday yull get yer wish n i wont b here anymore. i may have lost a good friend, who i thought more of then apparently they thought of me, but life goes on

I'm for sale ........LOL Body: I'm for sale Here's the rules of Fubar Adoption.... If ur a guy u must pick a girl, if ur a girl u must pick a guy. Put in the subject "I'm For Sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a message sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you FIRST you must do it even if you are taken

life is so messed up right now, things just arent going the way i want them to, i messed up so much in the past year and now that im focused and i know what i need to do in life it seems like its just so hard, i was stuck on a fantasy level and i didnt do all the things i should have done, and even though my friends right, u cant rewind and go back im hoping i can take what ive learned over the past year and make this upcoming year better. you kno my friend is well hes very special to me, hes where i get most of my advice from, hes smart, hes got a good heart and a good personality and he makes me laugh, he says some of the most off the wall things ive ever heard but our conversations never get old, we can sit on the phone for hours and barely say a word to each other but we kno how eachother feels. hes my heart, hes my support, hes my.... everything n i luv him a lot, u kno who u r, n i luv u baby luv

Well right now im between school, going for nursing and for business management... But some friends and family members tell me i should go to school for photography because they say i would be really good at it, i like taking pictures, i think its fun, but growing up seeing both my parents in and out of the hospital from being sick all the time thats when i decided i wanted to be a nurse... but then my friend told me since i was so good with computers and people that i should go to school for administrative assistant... but ive also been writing since i was 7 so journalism is also in my interest, im confused because im not sure what path is the right path for me and i dont know if its possible to have em all.... i need advice