Bitch Inside's blog: "Life"

So we were supposed to go to court today for the custody modification that we are going for, for my step daughter. However we got the phone call yesterday saying that it is delayed till next week because we didn't respond. I was PISSED because we didn't respond again because the damn paralegal said I didn't have to. Turns out she is stupid and we had to talk to the attorney. But the ex whore thinks she wants to settle. HA! If that goes anything like when the divorce was going we would never settle because she is too damn set that she should have everything that she wants. But on a plus note she didn't get an attorney, and the one we have is one of the best in Spokane. He plays hardball and he is damn good at it. I have seen him work. So if she thinks that she is going to get anywhere with him then she has got another thing coming. Even if she retained an attorney, they bump up their retainer requirements when they are up against our attorney. I just think it's funny that her only defense is that she has had custody since the time of the divorce so it shouldn't be changed, what an idiot. Well I should have updates next Tuesday instead. Untill then, take care!

How can such a precious innocent little baby have to suffer so much in the first few days of life? Having to watch 2 brand new parents with their first child have to watch as he fights for his life, just breaks my heart to pieces. My sister had her baby too early who was born with a birth defect. When trying to correct the problem, it caused more problems and they had to perform surgery on him yesterday morning. They had to remove the greater majority of his intesines and now say that what he has left isn't enough to survive on. In trying to gather more info we found that the artificial nutrition they will have to give him will cause liver damage in the next 1-2 years and cause a need for a transplant. There is the option to do just an intestine transplant, but that is not available until, if he survives, 3 or 4 years of age. But even then found that about 60% of those who have the transplant make it 5 years, but no info for after the 5 years. This is so hard to have to watch and have nothing more that I can do. All the prayers for this innocent little baby and his parents will be sincerly appreciated. Thank you.

So my sister had her baby today. She went into the hospital yesterday morning in preterm labor and they were trying to stop it. She was only 30 1/2wks and wasn't supposed to have him until 36wks. She was going to be having a c-secion early because he had a birth defect called gastroschisis. So needless to say their best efforts to stop the labor didn't work and her water broke at 6:30 this morning and then delivered at 12:07pm. They haven't measure his length yet, but he weighed 2lbs 10oz and is doing well. Mom is also doing good, but could be better if she were allowed to hold her brand new, first, baby. But congrats to the new Mommy and Daddy!!!

I have found a new song that I just can't seem to get out of my head. Thought I would share :)

All alone in a room full of people I scan searching for a familiar face My eyes connect with a beautiful woman A woman I have seen before This woman holds yet another flower Dark, dull, and almost colorless I know this one very well The flower of depression A man, also keeps focus on me I tall, seemingly dark man He catches my interest I feel like I need him The woman hands him my flower He almost glides across the room Standing in front of me he reaches for me Instantly I know who he represents I look into his eyes and he whispers "Take my hand, it is your time" I place my hand in his All emotion and pain, gone No more tears, no more heartache Just silence, peace of heart and mind I would have searched for him sooner Had I known this feeling I could obtain It's all over now, no more worries Just the feeling serenity I can now smile again Because now all is as it should be