Warped And Twisted Lil Bitch's blog: "Poetry by ME"

They say we don't fall in love, it rises through us. Yeah, like vomit rises through us. That's what love is, this vile fluid ripping your insides out. Makes your world spin out of control. Maybe love is this gross event. Sometimes it hurts, other times it hurts beyond belief. Your heart is pounding, you can't breathe, you can't think. It always happens when you least need or want it to. When it hits you it is scary and hard to control. Even when you expect it, you are never really ready. Afterwards you feel sick and yet relieved. Still spinning, not sure what is coming next. Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico

Fear sadness self loathing Cutting deeper the crimson flow Sweet metalic life leaving my body Mind racing tears falling Cutting deeper this bloody mess Watching in a trance The blood seeping above my white skin Imagining ripping this flesh apart Imagining the searing pain of a real cut Cutting a little deeper Wanting to feel Wanting relief Unsurmountable pain in my head, in my heart, in my soul Punish me cut deeper I watch as the blood flows so freely Til blackness overcomes my eyes and my mind Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico

Standing in the rain It falls all around me I am drowning in this pain It does not seem to cleanse me. As the rain drips down my face I stop and wonder what's brought me to this place Was it my own mistaken emotions? Was it my foolish devotions? I can't seem to break free from my self I can't seem to leave these feelings on that old shelf. I used to be good at hiding these feelings I used to deny all those dealings Now as I let this rain wash over me I can't help but see All the pain and suffering I feel Will never really ever heal Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico

Sadness consuming like madness. Mind racing, what do I do? It's over, we are through. I have this mask to hide this sadness, I fake my smile to disguise my madness. Will I survive this? Can I forget his kiss? I won't be alone, someone is always near, It helps me to forget this foolish fear. This hard to control emotional distress, Inside I am a complete mess. But always this sadness is consuming like madness, So I will mask it with plenty of false gladness. Domenique Nicole Marsico Copyright ©2007 Domenique Nicole Marsico