LaUgHiNgGiRl's blog: "just stuff..."

nuff said, gawd could I have any less to do at work. I'm posting bits of nothingness. LOL

what to do... I mean, really ,if you read my previous crush blog you can see that I am either a complete nutjob or I really really care for this guy(not a nutjob BTW) Anyhoo, I have an opportunity to go hang out with him tomorrow, and I may take this opportunity to "push" this friendship into the right direction...he's not happy where he's at, neither am I, and he keeps tiptoeing around pointing our friendship in a much closer direction. We'll see, hanging out with him no matter what, I'll probably chicken out of pushing us in the right direction tho :(

What do you do when you are crushing hard on someone? here's my story :) So I have the biggest crush on a friend of mine. :) Have had for like 9-10 years, and I know the feeling is mutual t,we a run into each other rarely and at others we end up spending LOTS of time together...and the times we run into each other lots is ALWAYS the WRONG time (he's in a relationship, I'm in one, we're both in one and everything is hunky dory in at least one relationship) He is a bus driver, thus how it is feast or famine. If he drives something I ride often we see each other alot.:) If not then not.:( Anyway I saw him this morning and we talked for a bit(as usual) and from our conversation it seems all is not rosy in either of our "happy" homes. There is not the problem, the problem is of course that when the busses (and drivers)switch schedules he'll be back on the route that runs near my house(even mentioned that he might have some motive to driving this bus route, since he at one time said never again, the route is a pain in the behind for most drivers). My problem now is That I have this guy i love, but have problems with,living in my house, and this guy I could love but we are both too stubborn to see what would happen if we left our current relationships, driving by my house everyday(mind you for work, but he implied it was to have a chance to see me once in a while)and my world feels like it will be torn to bits no matter what I do. :0 Me I don't know what the heck to do now, time will tell. Oh well the next few months are starting to look really interesting. What do you do when you are crushing hard on someone?

Get your mammies grammed this month :) or remind the ones you love to get their mammies grammed :) I also stashed a whole lotta breast cancer awareness taggies , well in my stash obviously, feel free to right click save anything you like in there. :)

I unfanned every one, and went back and refanned the people who shared the love by fanning me in the first place.If I missed you , make sure you really did fan me, fan me if you missed me,and holler at me so I know and I WILL DEFINATELY return the love. :)my next step is to work on rating stash, then pic, blogs etc of every one :) I'm starting with my family, moving on to fans, then friends :)(yup moving from the smallest to the largest group. it's gonna take me some time to do obviously (and i won't be rating your NSFW since there is no point(or points, why waste a rate on something that will be no gain to anyone except for to their ego) to it(might look though depending on what it actually is LOL) That being said though, if you are REALLY close to leveling, (like under 5000) let me know and I'll bump you up on my rating list and help you out sooner. MUWAH!!!!!