What do you do when you are crushing hard on someone? here's my story :)
So I have the biggest crush on a friend of mine. :) Have had for like 9-10 years, and I know the feeling is mutual t,we a run into each other rarely and at others we end up spending LOTS of time together...and the times we run into each other lots is ALWAYS the WRONG time (he's in a relationship, I'm in one, we're both in one and everything is hunky dory in at least one relationship)
He is a bus driver, thus how it is feast or famine. If he drives something I ride often we see each other alot.:) If not then not.:(
Anyway I saw him this morning and we talked for a bit(as usual) and from our conversation it seems all is not rosy in either of our "happy" homes. There is not the problem, the problem is of course that when the busses (and drivers)switch schedules he'll be back on the route that runs near my house(even mentioned that he might have some motive to driving this bus route, since he at one time said never again, the route is a pain in the behind for most drivers). My problem now is That I have this guy i love, but have problems with,living in my house, and this guy I could love but we are both too stubborn to see what would happen if we left our current relationships, driving by my house everyday(mind you for work, but he implied it was to have a chance to see me once in a while)and my world feels like it will be torn to bits no matter what I do. :0
Me I don't know what the heck to do now, time will tell.
Oh well the next few months are starting to look really interesting.
What do you do when you are crushing hard on someone?
