mada's blog: "Completely Random"

I'm not easy to offend, so a NSFW mumm is not going to scare me away. If you want to scare me away, use grammar that makes my head hurt or use text speak! Seriously, how hard is it to read something before you hit the post button? Is typing Y-O-U that much harder than U? I don't expect everything to be written on the level of an English major, but if it's obvious that you just typed and hit submit, I will skip over it! If I post a mumm and people want to get stupid in the comments, who cares! I know that the nature of the internet is that some people have nothing better to do than rip on others and they are so insecure in their real lives that sitting in the comfort of their own home behind a monitor and keyboard makes them feel big and bad. In a way, when I see crap like that, I feel sorry for the person because they obviously have nothing better to do than find people to rip on!

Today's horoscope: You're not in the best of moods right now, but you should still be able to get on with your daily business. Don't let anyone push you too hard, though, or you may end up biting their head off! How funny is it that these things have seemed to be pretty right on for about a week now! No, I'm not in the best of moods and if I'm pushed, I KNOW I will bite someone's head off! Especially if I think I'm being taken advantage of, lied to, or anything else that just really pisses me off that people seem to think they can get away with!

Just shy of 30, I have finally figured out a small piece of my life. I'm tired of thinking I can fix someone. I want to be with someone who I love with all of my heart and they love me. I want to not look for friendship from the computer because it's sitting on the couch next to me, listening to music in the dark, having a meaningful conversation. I've spent too much time with "he's a good guy but....." Now to figure out what I want to be when I grow up and start working on that......

This was my horoscope today. Fits so many aspects of my life! You need to deal directly with that supervisor or client -- or possibly spouse -- whose authority is becoming problematic. There's no need for a fight, of course, but you should make sure everything is clear.

That's all I have to say! It sucks. When it's going well, it's amazing, it's wonderful, it's totally a drug. When it's not going so well, it's like the life is being sucked out of my body. I would love to not give a damn sometimes but I know that's not how I am.