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Entry for December 01, 2007 magnify With all my heart for you I yearn. Now that we're apart I fee a flame from inside that deeply burns. I long to feel your lips upon mine kissing. I ache to once again feel your fingertips. Everything that is you is what I am missing. The time thats so far past seem to drag slowly by as if forever it may last And feeling that One more day without you I'd rather die Yet I wait for the day When I'll finally say "honey I m on my way" Then finally I'll be Home to stay. Written July 2002

Entry for December 01, 2007 magnify With all my heart for you I yearn. Now that we're apart I fee a flame from inside that deeply burns. I long to feel your lips upon mine kissing. I ache to once again feel your fingertips. Everything that is you is what I am missing. The time thats so far past seem to drag slowly by as if forever it may last And feeling that One more day without you I'd rather die Yet I wait for the day When I'll finally say "honey I m on my way" Then finally I'll be Home to stay. Written July 2002

Wasted Wasted before I'd even tasted Knowing just not going Trapped although its all been mapped Unable was it all just another fable Alone and very much grown. A shell in an ocean less hell Tired even while wired Unhappy at how I've made my life so crappy Existing while also resisting Done over before Ive begun. You know SPUN! written 2000 Christina

BEAUTIFUL DREAM It was all a beautiful dream But now its a nightmare And all i can do is scream Who was I to think That you could survive all my bullshit? So if it's over why do you keep me chomping at the bit? It's all my fault for allowing the fairytale to continue I know your just not on the menu I know its more than money It's in your voice when you call me honey I'll never be your wife or have our family I knew better to entertain the thought Now, just look at how much our togetherness has brought. How long before you decide thats enough? Don't worry for me I'll survive I'm tough They say good things never last And I'm sure I'll say the same When I think of you and our past Written 2007 Christina Tags: | Edit Tags

DADDY Did you want me to grow up to be a whore? Because all those nasty things you did to me Ruined me for ever more. You made it easier for all those other scum. Every time you made me cum Yea, dad you made me a target and gave me this life I cannot forget Never had anyone that I could trust. You took that with out a thought. What was it in in me, Your daughter, that you sought? Did you get what you came for? I hope at least I made you explode real nice Because EVERYDAY I pay your price!