Jess's blog: "The words just won't come naturally"

I hate it when guys find them so iresistable and act upon it. get over yourself you really arent that hot as a matter of fact that little attitude you put on makes you the ugliest person to ever walk the planet. yep thats right even uglier then the one who fell down the ugly tree. No girl wants someone so erogant that their head blows up more and more with every step that they take. it kinda wants to make you walk up to them with a pin and pop their ever-self-lovin' head. get over yourself because you may be attrative but you sure as hell arent any different then the homeless guy walking the streets at night. if anything they are more attractive then you will ever be!

I have known for awhile now that I am Bisexual. For a while I was shamed and thought if my parents found out I would be disowned or tossed out on the streets. Both were amazing although my father replied witha simple... "I'm gonna get a grandbaby right?" Leave it to him. I am not a lesbian I do enjoy sex with men more then anything but women know how please eachother a lot better than any man will probably ever be able to. My boyfriend is understanding about this, (of course why wouldnt he be?) it seems to lead him to the thoughts of threesomes, which I would be lying if I say I havent done or thought of them before! There are a lot of things a lot of people don't really understand, all women have a little bit of lesbian in them, I mean have you ever watched a porn and found yourself rubbing your clit until you cum? Or found yourself pactically dripping when you see gorgeous women prance around in nothing or close to nothing? What about finding yourself wanting to make out with the fine ass blonde who has the office next to you or the hot brunette you pass in the street daily? If so then my friend we have something in common. But one thing I will never leave my boyfriend for another woman!

It's amazing how you can be thinking the right things to say at that exact moment, but when that moment comes the words continuously trip over your tongue leaving you speechless and feeling like a fool. How do you react in a moment like that? What I normally do is just smile and nod giving them the wondering of what the hell I am thinking and sometimes they even ask you giving you time to say nothing time and time again until you come up with it and are able to speak the right words. Therefore leaving him loving you even more then he did before. It's the best! Well anyways since I am completly rambling on about nothing I am done with this blog!