Irish Punk's blog: "ohhhh boy"

Well today is the day of my surgery. It has finally set in that my babies will be gone forever!!!! I know that they are in a much better place than this terrible inconsiderate world but I wish they here with me. Even though we never met and I've seen them twice through the ultrasound I still love them with all my heart they are and will always be my babies. I'm planning to get tattoos to remember them but I know that this is one ordeal i will NEVER in my life forget. R.I.P my lil jellybeans March 11th 2007- May 7th 2007

So everyone im pregnant FINALLY i will be 2 months in like 2 weeks. And for everyone who knows that Nick and I were having some serious relationship problems we are staying together hopefully it all works out we will be a year in may ohh and the estimated due date for the baby is Nov 23 so yea

mine and nicks one yr wedding annivesry is coming up fast a year in may!! the other day he looks at me an says "you need to start planning our renewl" i was like ohhh shit here we go. here is wht i have so far for those who might care haha. our colors are going to be black and burgandy we are having it at forked run in ohio well that is all i have so far lol ohh the reason why we are doing it than is cuz we didnt have the money to have an actual cremony the first time plus we have been having a lot of problems an need to start over again i guess u can say. im gonna have plenty of pix to post but that wont b untill may sooo