satans lil helper's blog: ""

why is that if i shoot my neighbor in the head i am a sinner and i go to jail whether i had what i thought was a good reason or not, but if this fucked up thing kalled our government gets in an argument with another one they will hand me a gun and make me kill randomly???

i think i am going insane like a mad man laughing at the rain laughing at the hurt laughing at the pain i smirk upon the thought of how easily death can be bought giggle at the sound as i hear your heart pound for you are scarred by the sight of my face i am so ugly its a disgrace wishing you weren't here what i love you fear not knowing how i may act one minute like this now i am like that can you handle my mind not knowing what you may find i could be all your fears all your tears all that agony you built up within i caused your bigest sin cause i am your master but can i now just be your servant i can do things you can't i will do things you won't i am no good and i am no evil but you could love me still this you may deny i can be seen with only one eye cause i am in your soul and i am what makes you whole

do you see these scarring slashes upon my arm i am loving the cause of harm embracing the pain it is what is keeping me sane theres burning flames skorching my heart buttons u pushed causing the start now it is to late to leave you are like a drug that i need because i am wanting you more and more so its your last chance before i close this door will you slip through that tiny crack as i turn my back or when i come around will you still be found holding my burning heart or shall you allow me to be ripped apart like so many times before i am left on the lonely side of a slamming door