jaime's blog: "eh, nothing at all"

Well sorry to say this but I won't have a computer after today, I don't know when I'll be back online but as soon as I get back I'll let yall know.

God I am such an idiot. How many times am I going to let him do this shit to me. I want to be with this guy so much but he doesn't want to be "tied down" right now, and I'm just sitting back and letting him do whatever hoping and hoping that he will realize we should be together. He tell's me he's being all stupid about our situation, and he say's that I'm his and all this shit but how do I know for sure. GOD I NEED MENTAL HELP!!!!

My weekend was AWESOME.... I met someone for the first time.... I have talked to this person for like 2 years and it was the first time meeting them it was great. But, they went back home and I miss them like crazy and can't wait for them to come back down..