God I am such an idiot. How many times am I going to let him do this shit to me. I want to be with this guy so much but he doesn't want to be "tied down" right now, and I'm just sitting back and letting him do whatever hoping and hoping that he will realize we should be together. He tell's me he's being all stupid about our situation, and he say's that I'm his and all this shit but how do I know for sure. GOD I NEED MENTAL HELP!!!!
