MorphingButterfly's blog: "Butterfly's Cauldron"

When days go by and you say nothing, it really tears me apart... It feels like someone has reached into my chest and pulled and ripped my poor heart... Please dont ignore me, i cant stand the pain, i dont like the way this feels... Find some way, some way at all, and let me know you're for real... Pick up the phone, pick up a pen, write me, text me, whatever.... Let me know you are thinking of me cause i am thinking of you, forever... Know that i love you with everything i have, for worse and for the better... That is why i wrote you this poem, and this sweet little letter... you know i miss you...you know i love you...that will never change....i just hope that with everythng you said...you really feel the same....

ripping like flesh... tearing not healing.... just festering and rotting... how do you stop it... how do you make it heal... you try to close the wound only to have it reopened... it hurts.... it hurts worse then a bruise... worse then a broken bone... a fragile organ... yet it takes so much hurt... the sight of someone from the past just opens it again... can it take any more... do you dare to try... i dont want to... and dont think i will again...

a glance across the room, not knowing who you are... a twinge in my heart, a shiver comes across... who are you and what is this i feel? you speak to me, a simple little sentence.... and it is then that i know, that this moment is important... but too scared to talk, i nod and walk away... what was that? was it the future maybe, somewhere you are in it... but why? i dont know you, and i know it isnt love... love does not come in an instant, nor is there a such thing as love at first sight... no...it isnt love, but a feeling that you are someone i need to get to know more... and who knows what may come, but i know it isnt love...