exhauster's blog: "what the fk$%^%"

ive been kinda giddy and irresponsible lately,espacially since my accident.im really sorry i just went off the deep end i guess.ty renegadelvr for the support both financial and physical.i love you.mr johnson,thank you for the interest and trying to be there.i do want us to meet.kyttykat,you were a sister i never really had,im sorry i filed you.i really messed up.my uncle,renegadelvr bought me an escalade and pc trying to get me to settle down,johnson,darrell i mean,lol.offered me security,hon i have that,i just need to belond.ldcf,ive been a poor member i know but please believe me,im on my feet finally and ill be a good member. i wont hide it ,i had a nervouse break down and i just lost my mind.everyone please forgive me and accept me back.darrell,im comming home soon,real soon.im sorry about the lake,renegadelvr says you never got the instructions,believe me i sent them well.plz let me know if im wlcome back.if not i wont bother anyone anymore,i know ive been a bich and a pain. hey tree,hope you enjoyed the visit.hope it all works out.

this is a story of a young girl and a thank you thats well over due.this girl was put into the streets before she wass 10.introduced to prostitution,drugs,burglary and armed robbery by age 12. the second person in this story is an under cover cop that went to bat for thuis girl,was shot helping her and eventually took her in and turned an addict into a refined lady. its a story that has spanned over a quarter of a century,made up of tears,loss,addiction,blood and unselfish love. im goim ng to do this story over a period of time so each story will be continued.im hoping to complete it in just over a week.my time is being challenged and this story must be told first. all events are true,all characters are real,all of it is just as it happened.i know for i was a main player in it all. im not allowed to tell names of the villians or the hero becouse im bound by a promise,a promise backed by all the love one person can have for another.the thank you must be delivered soon,before the good bye has to be said. this is very private and confidential,but if it helps one person,then braking my confidentiality will be worth it. im proud to tell this story,and for anyone that follows it,im sure theyll have a place in their hearts for my hero. TOMARROW WILL BEGIN THE CLOSING OF THE FINAL CHAPTER.

HIS SHADOW EXTENDED HALF WAY DOWN THE ROAD HIS SHOULDER BROAD AND THOUGHT UNTOLD, HE DEMANDED RESPECT FROM FRIENDS AND FOES ALIKE BUT TO KNOW HIM ,YOUD HAVE TO LIKE. A TALL MAN,MUSCELLED AND STRONG SET FORTH TO SET RIGHT ALL OTHERS WRONGS. A TEDDY BEAR IN DISGUISE,YOU COULD SEE THE LOVE DEEP IN HIS EYES. HE GAVE TILL HED HURT AND IT NEVER BOTHERED HIM WHEN FROM A FRIEND HED GET BURNT. HE SERVED HIS COUNTRY SO BRAVE AND TRUE. ONLY CARING FOR FOLK LIKE ME AND YOU. HIDING HIS OWN PAIN SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT GAIN. HE WALKED TALL MAKING OTHERS FEEL SMALL HE WALKED TALL GIVING TO OTHERS HIS ALL DESERTED AND LEFT ALONE FOR HIS SINS HE WOULD ATONE THEN CAME THE DAY,AS I KNELT BY HIS BED, I REMEMBERED HIS LAST WORDS TO ME HE SAID. LIFE IS TO SHORT ,TO WORRY OR CRY LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST,TILL YOU DIE. GIVE TO OTHERS AND ASK NOT ANY RETURN GIVE THEM LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING IN WHICH INSIDE YOUR SOUL DOES BURN, HE WALKED TALL YET WAS GENTLE AS A TEDDY BEAR HE WALKED TALL FOR OTHERS HE ALWAYS WOULD CARE NOW AS TIME COMES TO TAKE HIM AWAY AND I BEG GOD,OH PLEASE LET HIM STAY, I REMEMBER THE LOVE HE HAD IN HIS HEART A LOVE THAT SET HIM APART I WALK TALL BUT WITH MEMORIES STILL IN MY HEART I WALK TALL FOR ITS HIS LOVE THAT GAVE ME A NEW START I LOOK TOWARD THE SKY AS TEARS STREAM FROM MY EYES THEN I PUSH FORWARD AS HE TAUGHT ME TO DO I WALK TALL I TRY TO FILL HIS SHOES I WALK TALL THEN FALL TO MY KNEES I PLACE THE FLOWERS ON HIS GRAVE AND SAY A PRAYER FOR THOSE HED SAVED HE WALKED TALL AND HE LEFT HIS MARK I NOW WALK TALL AS HE WALKED TALL FOREVER IN MY HEART DEDICATED TO THE GREATEST MAN I HAVE EVER HAD THE HONOR OF KNOWING.I CANNT ACCEPT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH OR THE HOLE YOULL LEAVE IN SO MANY HEARTS,BUT IM ETERNALLY GRATEFULL FOR THE HOLES YOUVE FILLED IN SO MANY LIFES.YOUR THE GREATEST UNCLE,MAN,FRIEND ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE.

ive tried to become a cherrytap person but i only get responces from my uncle and my fried,guess i cannt say their names huh?but they know who they are.plz come znd fan,rate,comment anything.

my buds talked me into this cause i just recently got divorced and they said this site was it,so im trying it although i dont know what to do.some friends,wont even help me out,ha.they are great guys though.well ill do this again when they help.