MRS T's blog: "My Life"

Well today we went to St.V's in Toledo and they told us he has 95% blockage so he is going to have to have triple by heart surgery this week just not sure yet what day so I will keep you all informed on whats going on with that. Thank you to who ever is praying for my family and I because right now we need as much prayer as we can get because you all know that we have been through alot this year so thank you very much who has been there for us and who has been praying for us we greatly appreciate it alot. Well all I am going to get off here and do some stuff to try and get my mind off of all this so I will talk to you all later. love u guys.

Well when I didnt think things could get any worse they do. Today my dad went and took a stress test because he has been having alot of pain the past few weeks so he went and got checked out and they sent him for a stress test well after the test the hospital called my mom and told her that my dad has a appointment at 2 and my dad wants her there with him so she calls me at school and tells me so i told her to come and get me so she does and we go to the hospital and when we was walking in my dad was walking out so we went home and he got some food in his stomach since he didnt eat since lastnight at dinner time because of the test so after he got food we went back to the hospital for his 2:00 apppointment and they told us he has to have a heart catherazation done soon so they was going to do it yesterday but there was no openings so they have to do it Friday so Friday my parents and I are going to Toledo and they are going to do this test and if they find any clots they might have to do heart surgery so right now i am worried and scared like crazy and on top of this all i have a film midterm final tomorrow so yeah this is going to be fun trying to concentrate on this test tomorrow but i know we will get through all this but still i am scared to death. Through all this I relized that a few weeks ago that it was the annaversery of my grandmothers death and she went through all this that my dad is going through right now so I am really scared but nobody understands me though. Well on the good note things are still going good with mike and I even though he has been a grouth recently but that aint nothing new. Well Hell House starts next week so i am looking forward to that because I know that will help me keep my mind off of things going on. Well all I am going to get off here and do some studying so I will talk to you all later. love you guys.

Is it just me or does this happen to everybody? When you are happy with somebody does your ex's call you all the time or message you all the time and tell you that they love you and miss you and want to be back with you? I swear ever since I have been with Mike I have had one ex call me like everyday telling me he loves me and he is sorry for hurting me in the past and he wants to give us a try agian and I tell him NO and then he tells me we can have sex and Mike will never know and I tell him NO still but he dont take NO for a answer. Then I have anther ex who has a son that I pretty much adopted when I was dating him and he tells me he loves me and then he uses his son to get to me by telling me he loves me and misses me and ask me when I am coming to see him and my ex and then the other day he told me that his dad misses me and wants to get back with me but what do you tell a child that is practically yours that you dont want to be back with there father. Then lastnight I was talking to my ex agian and I asked him if he has a girlfriend yet and he told me that I am his girlfriend...WTF how can I be his girlfriend when I am somebody right now? Last week I was on my messenger and I guy who I was trying to get with before Mike came on and I havent talked to him in a long time and he told me he wants to give us a try after I tried for like 3 years to get with him and he always told me NO and then all of a sudden when I am with somebody he tells me he wants to get with me...WTF? Does this just happen to me or is this normal with everybody else also?

Tonight I have experienced a very sad event not only to my life but to alot of my other friends lifes also. Tonight 2 of my friends got in a car accadent one died and the other is in critical condition. If you have a good heart you will keep the familys in your prayers. Thank you

Well this is my first blog on here and all I have to say is that my life is great I love every minute of it. I have the best man and soon to be step-daughter in the world. School is going great for me which is new because usally it sucks but this semester is great. Well thats all for now so leave me picture comments and rate them that way I can upload more pictures for you guys. love you guys.