RayZors FanTacy's blog: "Poetry"

The day I met you I was scared and tence,

The  hug we gave was very intence.

The nights we talked were hours on in,

getting to know each other was about to begin.

Our hearts were broke  time and again,

 baby steps it what is takin to heal and mend.

 I know you are scared and so am I,

hopefull you will not push away as time goes by.

 I seen the look of passion in your eyes.

it gets deeper as time goes by.

So glad I got to meet your friends,

I unnderstand you more nore now as each day begins and ends.

It all will work out as you will see in time,

It will be wonderful and seem just fine.

Love is hard but love is true,

when someone is willing to spend it with you.

Love no not just yet,

but it will come this I bet.

The passion and friendship is here to stay.

will wait for you any time of day.

Just remember I am a friend who is true,

and yes I would like to be with you.

A Trusting Heart As I sit here and think what an I getting into, I wonder if this is some thing I should go through. With all the hurt i had in the past, could this be the one that realy last. I haven't begun to open and speak my heart, but i am slowly piece by piece part by part. someone to love can be hard to find, but to find true love can realy make you blind. My heart it's self is very tender, but for you in time it will surrender. My heart has been open only for a few, but for someone to love me , the time is due. I know your heart is where it will be. and i know someday soon you will want to be with me. Someone to love me and sweep me off my feet, That is and obstical that will soon be beat Life in it's self isn't easy at all, with you the one that I love, I don't want to fall But befor i go any further, i would like to know, if your the 1 to be with , or should i just go? You are kind, caring and understaing from the start, but befor i go any further can i trust you with my heart?

Times are Changing Times are changing as the wind blows, so many changes for all the people i know. I have no idea what the futuer will bring, It might cut like a knife and it will sting. mabe it will end up as a happy ever after, where we will sit in chat , talk and have laughter. Some people don't care and there some that do, but there are some so far and so few. But rite now all I see is how every one is bitter sweet. will it last, dunno, guess i will sit back and take my seat. I am who I am, and you are who you are, it seems like we are not going very far. We use to be a very good team , now it is a mascarade of beeing seen. It hurts deep down inside, that now we have to run and hide It is now rite, no not at all, to go and run and hide behind a wall. These are my feelings I am saying to you, the time is now and the time is due. I myself have not changed one bit, just the crew but not the wit. I get sad as each day goes by, to sit here and wait and sigh . Wondering if things ever be like they were before, or will it get better, or will it just just go out the door. I have done nothing wrong to any crew. But i am the one getting picked on too. To me this is not fair, all i do is play games and stair. I am as quiet as a mouse, I don't want to step on anyones toes in their own house. This a very hard time to go through. but if we work together this Fantacy will become true.

Just passing time as the day goes by, some times i laugh sometimes i cry. Sometimes it gets hard, some times at ease, when you get to know me i like to cut up and tease. Time goes fast while on the internet, like talking to my friend paul, wendy and wet. I love to listen to music even in a chat room, got a new subwolfer that goes thump thump boom boom. Go to the movies and sit and eat popcorn, there is one kind of movie i don't like and that is porn. Writing poetry is another passing time, I like to write and make it ryme. Now that it's summer there is so much to do, spending time with my family and having a bar-b-q. Reading a book while laying on the beach, sitting there getting sun and eating a peach. Passing time can be great, like going to clubs and staying out late. Passing time till i fall asleep, setting the alarm clock so it goes beep beep. It may be dark or so it seems , so ii close my eyes and have sweet dreams.

Friendship is great when you have someone to talk to, someone who is there and knows all you go thru. A friend is there thru thick and thin, a friend is good it will alway make you win. A shoulder to cry on when you have a frown , someone who is always there to turn that frown upside down. It could be anyone doesn't matter who it is, just as long as they stand beside you and you know who it tis. You may love your friend or you may not, just tell your friend and don't just sit in a pot. Just be truthfull and don't let anything get in the way, and you will alway have a friend who is will to stay. Don't tell lies just be yourself, now now you don't want to look like a troll or an elf. A true friend is there for the rest of you life, sometimes they may hurt and cut like a knife. But no matter what it may come down to, they will always be there for you. That is the way a friendship should be, be there for you from sea to shining sea, That is the way a friendship should be!!!!