DIXI DIVA's blog: "My Poetry no copying"

Am I just a prop in your everday living all you do is take without ever giving my life i put on pause for you now i wonder why cause all I feel now is blue I had my life all in order now my heart just grows colder Objects fly by me every now and then Running away seem like an idea but when you hurt me mentally but you just dont see how your words causes fear and pain to me Tears form around my eyes lower edge my life i believe took a jump off earth ledge my heart feels so far away from being loved all my heart feels is being pushed and shoved after i find the answers to my question i might leave you with only a few suggestions if you cant seem to grow up stay away thats all i got to say

Special Someone deep inside you are special to me dont let anyone blur your vision to see that i love you people may moan and be rude about us they might even yell and cuss the main thing is we'll be together it might not be forever who knows what will happen the light might become misshapen we'll pull through with a bright light we could be my family's delight for now let nature run its path later we can create our own steam bath Jessi Rene Wetley

This one I wrote when I was living at my mothers and was in love with a man that broke my heart, and now wants me back ohwell to late buddy You asked if I would marry you Come to find out your feelings weren't true Our future now out of sight Nothing can spark my light. I became upset and depressed And all you said was its a part of life. To the heart your words became abusive When put together they formed excuses After that, everything we had was a lie I needed to, but I didn't cry. I became teary eyed but I kept my feelings suppressed And all you said was it's a part of life Over the phone is how you said it You couldn't say it to my face, how pathetic. I loved you with all of my essence But you abused it and now I can't stand being in your presences One question passes through my head yet today Why? Why did you do those things to me in such a horrible way? Jessica Rene Wetley Copyright ©2006 Jessica Rene Wetley

The darkness of night is to arrive I will not think to deprive such a thing because of the feeling that you will get when are dealing with the pain and all the power some can stand it others cower you may think I am a freak but to me I am unique a child of darkness is what I'll be even though many cannot see what is inside that turns it's a sensation that burns at the end the joy has started as my soul is departed. and as a vampire I shall be to let you all see what power you can receive Jessi Rene Wetley Copyright ©2006 Jessica Rene Wetley

There's a girl I know she's really nice. Although she did something very wrong. She betrayed the one she loved for another. Now she has to live with him knowing. She couldn't hold the pain in any longer. He looks past her no matter what. Demand this, demand that. Ask her once in awhile, she is not a dog. She is scared, nervous, and numb inside. Hard glares pressed upon a fragile being. She crawls deeper into the corner. Her tears are not ment to see. Her love now not the same. Never has been since they lost a kin. Will things ever go back? Or is she stuck here while her blood runs cold. Then her soul and aura disappear slowly. Soon enough she'll be invisible.