sweetladytxloveshotbostontrkr's blog: "More rambling Poetry"

Unfortunatly I now know the answer to the question in this poem. What would I do if something bad should happen to you? I hate that I had to find the answer but it is quite simple. You wake up each day and pray that day will end soon. You sleep at night and pray that it will be the eternal sleep. You just muddle through life hopeing that it will all end soon. I will be in his arms again. He promised me before he passed away that when my time comes he will be standing next to GOD with his arms open waiting for his baby. I will be with you one day my love. one day and oh what a glorious day it will be. The Light Of My Life I could never find enough words to say how I felt about you each day You're my reason for living whenever I'm blue and without you I wouldn't know what to do you're the sun in my sunshine... the light of my life... and I can't wait till you make me yours alone You're the reason I'm living The reason I dream The reason you see in my eyes such a gleam whenever you touch me, whenever your near You make me see everything perfectly clear When you're gone away I miss you so much and long for the time when I feel your touch I see your sweet face each day and night In my dreams you're always holding me tight To me your kiss is as sweet as honey It means more to me than a world full of money Seems like I've looked for a million years. Darling, oh darling, what would I do if something bad should happen to you and now that you've made me yours alone I want you to know "you're the light of my life"

You're Home Oh what a beautiful day the sun is shining the birds are singing you're home my body is alive for the first time in months my heart is beating fast you're home I look at the phone I watch the door for now I have something to look for you're home and now as I look into your eyes and feel your arms around me I think GOD that you're home

These are the vows I was to read at our wedding. Me and Jay had always planned on getting married. He was and always will be my heart and soul. He went to be in heaven before I could say this aloud to him. we both however took vows in our hearts from the begining. That has not changed and never will. He is my life and one day we will be together again in heaven. Wedding Day today, on this our wedding day the day on which we come together for all eternity the day on which our lives and future are changed for the better I say this to you my love that I will always love you today and everyday with every breath I take my love for you will be shown that I will protect you with every ounce of blood in my body if so needed that I will be considerate of you at all times that I will always respect, honor and be loyal to you, my husband, that I will, as your wife be a good woman and a loving mother to you, my husband and only you I make these vows swearing on the highest oath possible never to break any of them and now that our new lives and responsibilities are here before us I can think of no other with whom I'd rather spend the rest of my life, than you

Treasured Love You hold me the same way that a man in an art gallery Holds onto a master piece You look at me sometimes Like a prince from a fairy tale Might look at his princess You've made love into a ceremony that reaches to the deepest part of my heart All I had wanted was to love you not knowing you would return A love few dare to dream about

The ways of Love I didn't know that your face would be different in sleep or that you arms would lock around me for all of the night And only hold tighter if I tried to move away I didn't know on those nights you were asleep before I came to our bed That the slightest whisper of a touch against the sheets Would awaken you and your arms would reach out or me I didn't know that during the early dawn when I moved against you That I would hear you ,half asleep, whisper "I Love You" I could not have imagined how it would feel to wake to your gentle touch Brushing the hair from my eyes so you could kiss my cheek My Darling, I just didn't know that there are more ways than one to be loved.