17215's blog: "Feelings and thoughts"

I was on my way to pick up my kids today when I looked up and saw how bright the sky still was only a few Grey clouds dweled in the vast horizon...and then I saw the moon so bright even though the sun has yet to set to make way for night...I closed my eyes and thought how beautiful....how simple...Its funny how something so simple makes someone stop to think....when they allow somethings so complex to pass right by them...and when those things come back around it almost kills thier soul...I am no simple minded person enter my mind and you will get lost....I do all the time.

I bought him this cute puppy for christmas and I have had it at my house for a few days and he is comming over tomorrow to get his present and I am kinda sad cause now I am attached to it hahaha I know this is what he wanted so without ????????I found him a puppy because he truly deserves to be happy for he has made me so Very happy...I am going to miss Stitch (puppy's name) I know I will see him agin when ever I want but still....hahhaa sorry for babbling on about nothing

I cannot help but WANT both of these men hehehe

heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged 1. I hear voises they tell me to burn things.... 2.I will never LOVE anyone agin 3.I think Anime is sexy 4.I hate old people they smell funny 5. I have fantasies about killing large groups of people all the while laughing 6.Jrock men are sexy 7.Lazytown creeps me right the fuck out...*shudders*

I feel lonely today not much diffrent from any other day really other than I relized something.I am alone yes I have my 2 babies but I have noone for those cold nights to hold close. To have that feeling agin is something I crave more than anything.To have that person look apon you and for you to relize that yes you are loved....someone called here for my ex today made me think wow dumb ass he hasnt lived here for a year then in turn made me think wow its been almost a year sence I have had that want or feeling.He really did break me.I have used men for a time now the way I have seen and have had personal experience with. I thought why get your heart involved get what you want have them be the lucky ones if you decide to speak with them agin. Rude of me yes shilding me from that pain is all I wanted then i see it I can cause that pain in men even though I say what its all about before hand they think yea I will melt her now frozen heart.Its not frozen its broken. how long does it take for you to forget the man who stopped time with a mere kiss,and tore your heart to pieces when he said goodbye?