Chance's blog: "Erotic Stories"

lady love wanders through the night searching for a place to call her home. passing from heart to heart leaving them cold and dry as she steals all that laid with in. tonight she's found me sitting here and burried deep inside thinking she's found a place to stay. in the morning she shall leave turning my heart black and colder then ice. it won't matter to me though because i've known it before. for you see i was the first that this lady loved and the first which whom she left. since the first night she walked away i've been decayed and dead. tears upon my shoulder will still make me cry and every ounce of pain in her heart will kill me deep inside. it was so when we first met and remains through every year but no longer is it a shock to me or something i feel i must change. no i lied its something i feel must be cured her pain must be gone even when it kills me and it does. the difference now is the acceptance that i never get it right and never will. lady love will come and go though i accept she'll never stay for i wasn't strong enough then and i've only grown weaker through the time apart. teeth once brought pleasure now seep nothing into me as i lay staring at the ceiling giving my body away. her kisses mean nothing and the words she whispers in my ear. only one thing makes me take her every time and that's the pain in her eyes. each tear drop reaches my soul and every broken heart destroys me more and when she kisses me it reaches not because i know her all too well. lady love is part of me and connected in the deepest of ways making me know the falsity in her voice. this morning i woke up in chains and my hands were locked to the bed. looking up and seeing her kneeling on the bed i merely looked at the wall and zoned out. in seconds she moved closer beginning to kiss my chest and run her hands across my body. "i know you want me" she whispered in my ear but i simply turned away. kissing down my body she started sucking at the skin and began to tease me trying to get a stir inside of me. licking my limp penis she began sucking on it speeding up and sucking harder when she failed to bring me to hardness. for about 10 minutes she tried desperately stroking and sucking licking and groping but still i refused to give in. crawling up next to me she laid her arm across my chest looking at me. holding her gaze i felt her beg for me to turn and look and finally i gave in. the pain in her eyes was more then i could take and she began to sob. "i just wanted you to need me." as the tears fell on my shoulder i knew she had done it. succeeded in winning me over to give her whatever she desired on this night. "i can't hold you when you cry if i'm chained here." being released from my bondage i took her close to my chest wrapping my arms around her kissing her hair. "i will always love you beautiful," i spoke softly in her ear. turning her face to me i began to kiss away her tears running my hand across her face. sucking on her lip passionately i let myself get lost in her moving my hand down to her inner thigh and rubbing it lovingly. it wasn't long before she was moving against my hand. with in minutes my fingers had found there way under her panties and across her sex rubbing her clit bringing her to wetness. clever she was and i knew so for she knew how to hurt herself making me give her what she really wanted. pulling off her shirt and then moving her panties down i crawled between her legs slowly sinking into her kissing her neck. for hours or days it would seem everything washed away into bliss as we were lost in a slow entrancing rhythem and passionate kisses. "i love you" i whispered in her ear and then began to suck on her ear lobe nibbling softly. after an hour of lost consumption we began to start losing control with a pace that consumed both of us wildly our nails digging into eachother and out teeth biting down. moans started to escape from my mouth and she began to softly scream as i took her to that place where only we could go. "god i love you sweetie" faster and harder we moved intell we peaked out exploding and then slowing down but continuing not wanting it to end. falling asleep still inside of her our arms wrapped around eachother and our legs entangled felt like heaven which i hoped would never leave. waking up in the middle of the night she was gone though i knew one day she'd return again.

looking softly into his eyes, she whispered that she loved him. giving a sigh he quietly said "i see." it wasn't the response she had hoped for, but perhaps it was better then being lied to. if she can't have his heart, atleast he's given up his body. at least she can pretend he has feelings, though even with her pleas he refused to pretend he did. "just act like i'm your ex." she had said, but that was too much for him. he could let her have his body, and forsaken his love enough to let her taste him on her lips, but lying about his emotions to the extent to pretend to be in love was something he could never do. life may never be happy for him again if he refuses to lie to himself about his emotions, but they were the only real thing that remained. every day he would fall, and try to be somebody else, but in the end it always returned. laying her head on his chest, she pretended that he felt the way she did not realizing how uncomftorable and awkward he felt inside. all of his thoughts were on his lost love, and longing for it to be her that lay at his side, but it seemed that was never to be again. caressing his chest with her hand, she began to kiss him on the neck and then chest. more is what she wanted, she wanted to taste him and feel him become a part of her, to let her emotions run wild and bring out the only thing she could in him. going along with it, he placed his hand on her head running his fingers through her hair. if it's what she wanted, then why not let her have it? saving himself for the one person he loved got him no where, and why not pretend he doesn't care? that way it won't hurt so much, even if he won't feel anything. atleast he was pleasing someone else now. her lips found there way slowly down his body, and he closed his eyes forgetting everything, tomorrow he would regret this, and beg his loves forgiveness with every ounce of his soul, but she wasn't there and never would be again, so he knew it would only harm himself. harming himself was something he seemed to be good at, and seemed to try hard at yet he harmed those he loved just as much by trying not to. seemed no matter what he did he was doomed, so now he would just not care and live a meaningless life of unemotional activities. after spending the night giving his body away, it took everything to keep from crying. it wasn't supposed to be like this, he was supposed to be strong and only be with the one he loved. why did he have to give into her and let her have her way? why must it seem everyone but the one he wants falls inlove with him? quietly he snuck out of the bed and left her to wake alone. upon awaking alone her heart was torn that she couldn't make him love her, or even act like it. she knew what he wanted, and maybe giving it to him would make him love her. so, she snuck into his room at the hotel and went to his bed, startled when he opened his eyes in surprise. " i know what you dream of, and i can give it to you." she went to kiss him and he lay there not stopping her but not giving in. once again allowing her to do as she please, but not pretend like he wanted her. kissing at his throat once more he felt a slight sting and then felt complete ecstacy. every ounce of blood was being drained from his body, and for a few moments he held her and drew her close to him. letting his passion pour through his veins, she thought perhaps she'd won. upon awakening with his new life, he once again silently left. using his will power he searched for his beloved finding himself standing outside her window watching her sleep. it would seem she were an angel, a goddess of the very night that now consumed him. piering inside her mind, he could see that she was happy, happier then she'd ever been and with that he was gone. when returning to his home, he found the girl sitting in his room. "you have nothing else, so be with me." giving in, he grabs her in a sort of rage and begins to bite violently at her neck, then he begins to force her head down yelling it's what you want, come on love it i know you do! his anger was rising at having lost all, and she wanted to be used, she would do anything, and he planned to make her. once the night was done, and he'd used up all his rage upon her, which seemed to make her glisten with joy, he threw her off of him and left the room. storming towards the kitchen, he grabbed a knife and headed for the door. in a fury he stormed down the street finding his way down the street to the park where he used to love to sit and watch the stars. going to the willow tree, he held the knife to his wrist. "i told you i'd love you t'ill i die, are you fucking happy now? i've lost everything, and now i'll never bother you again. go on and live your life." slashing his wrists over and over he then took the knife and began to cut through his chest. once the bone was torn away he reached with his hand and pulled out his beating heart. falling to the ground, his mind still worked and death did not seem to come. god even now he can't die. so many attempts yet something kept him alive. why? suddenly out of the woods came his lost one, walking towards him with tears in her eyes. how she had known was a mystery but something told her to come here, to save him. "do not leave, i need you so. i'm sorry."

Misti sat alone in her room on her bed staring out the window watching life pass by. Kids were riding bikes and parents were busy mowing lawns. It seemed all in the neighborhood was alive but for her. Sighing heavily she went to the computer sitting by her bed and sat staring blankly at the screen. Opening up the internet and looking at her friends list on aim she looked for someone to talk to though she knew there was no point in looking because there was no one she wanted to talk to no one that would set her free from this feeling. She'd simply end up saying hi and then not talking anymore after that which was always what happened. Next she began to go to websites checking online profiles and her email though she had done this just half an hour ago before sitting at the window. Soon as she went to one site and logged in she'd leave and go to another logging in to find that there was nothing new to see. For hours this routine was bound to happen opening and closing the same sites over and over just to find no one was there to talk to her, no one cared atleast not enough to make her care. Going to her email she decided to look through the junk folder just to waste time and came across one of many porn adds that were so often recieved. Opening it she decided to go to the site just to block out the feeling of nothingness and give her some sort of occupation for the moment. It was the same as all the other sides with pictures of girls mindlessly blowing and screwing guys they didn't care about and an offer to try the site free for a week if you became a member. Whenever she clicked on an image in hopes it would be a video it simply led her to the sign up section. Ofcourse it was pointless and she would accomplish nothing but it was better then doing nothing atleast. So leaving the site she went to her favorite search engine and started to do a video search. Typing in goth in hopes of finding some pretty people to watch she simply found ditzy looking blondes which the description claimed was a slutty gothic whore that'll do anything. Scrolling through further she found more short clips and finally came across one of a girl with spiked hair and a dog collar giving a guy a blow job so she went to the site and watched but it kept skipping with low quality and only lasted 15 seconds. How pathetic she can't even find decent porn to occupy her mind with the only thing that passes the time is the search for it because the watching doesn't take long. "Owell," she thought not like I have anything better to be doing. Watching some clips of a girl fucking a dog and then giving it oral she began to reach her hand under her skirt and touch herself more out of feeling she was supposed to then actually wanted to. Her fingers slid into her tightness and it kind of hurt because she wasn't actually turned on, but she forced her fingers in and out intell her body finally gave in creating moisture to ease the friction. Using her left hand to try and keep herself stimulated she kept searching through the random clips intell an hr had passed. Finally her body reached an orgasm if it was strong enough to be called that though it sent no waves of pleasure that could penetrate the loneliness she still felt and she went back to the bed laying down. It was 8 at night so she decided it was late enough to attempt to sleep which more meant laying there in tell it was about four in the morning before finally falling asleep. Tomorrow was a school day and she'd have to face the world again. It was almost worse then rotting away in this small room that she lived in hiding from her parents and the rest of the world. Perhaps it was worse because atleast here she can ignore her emotions and pretend she has no feelings. Atleast here she can rot her mind with meaningless porn and become stagnant so that her pain doesn't seep through making her miss the one she's lost. Laying under the sheets she held a pillow close trying to pretend it was someone who loved her but finding she now had difficulty even feeling in love. Something she had always done so well was to obsess because even if she were alone it gave her some feeling of purpose some meaning and even a little happiness. Obsessing gave her a reason to live but now nothing came. Her thoughts even of her ex Robby meant nothing. It simply faded away and left her mind blank as she tossed and turned the night away. Shutting off her alarm clock when it reached 7:05 the next morning she lay in bed wondering what the point of getting up was. Finally she regrettably dragged herself out of bed because she had to pee and only had 10 minutes in tell the bus would come. Going to the bathroom she then found some clothes lying on the floor where she piled all her clean clothes and put on the first thing she saw which happened to be simple black jeans and a black tank top. Next she put on a plain black sweater and ran her hands through her hair. Now she didn't even bother to put make up on or even comb her hair because it seemed not to matter anyways. School seemed to go by as ussual with her looking towards the ground and zoning off into outerspace. Not zoning off into thoughts and day dreaming but into a black hole of nothingness finding herself dwelling in side the void that was deeply a part of her now. In the halls she passed her ex but didn't even look at him it must have been the first time that it didn't make her heart pound. Perhaps that was a good thing that she was now getting over him but it only made her emptyness more because she didn't even have her thoughts of him to keep her alive. Somehow she managed to pretend to be alive and happy in class but that seemed to drain whatever she had left inside of her. That day a girl named Lydia approached her in the halls and started talking to her. Misti shared a biology class with this girl but they had never spoken before so it seemed odd that they would now. Lydia asked what she was up to after school and wanted to know if Misti wanted to go to her house for a slumber party. What seemed the most odd thing was that Lydia was a preppy looking blonde girl with a somewhat high pitched voice and Misti was known as one of the school's only "goths." Declining Misti thanked Lydia for the offer but told her she didn't like social events. Lydia was very persistant though and kept begging in tell Misti finally gave in. The party was to be friday night and if Misti wanted she could stay the whole weekend if she found that she had fun though Misti assured her that she was sure she'd not be staying for more then friday night. After the encounter with Lydia the day went by as normal and the rest of the week seemed to slowly drag on in tell the day of the party. She continued her routine of sitting around in her room trying to kill her mind and emotions though there were always occasions when she would break down crying begging for someone to love her. It seemed she no longer cared who it was of if she loved them as long as there was somewhere there to hold her and protect her against the cold nights. "Love doesn't even matter anymore" she whispered to herself "Just fuck me in tell I can't feel anymore. Fuck me in tell the pain goes away and my emotions die so I can become meaningless," she spoke to herself. On the day of the party Misti took a shower after school and put on some make up wearing a black skirt and a black and red tie up shirt. Since she never did anything she decided she could use this as an excuse to pretend she cares about the way she looks so she put on some eye liner and paled her face just a little. Give the preppy people something to amuse them was her plan. Let them be scared by the crazy quiet goth girl who wants to die. Maybe then she won't be begged to stay for the whole weekend since she was already being forced to be around people for an entire night as it is by someone she doesn't even know or like. When she rang the doorbell at the house which Lydia said the party was at her heart leaped out of her chest when she saw that Robby was there with his girlfriend. Welcoming her in Lydia introduced her to some people and showed her where the alcohol was though Misti told her that she didn't drink. Glancing at Robby he caught her eye then turned away and kissed Kateland who he had ended up dating not even a week after leaving her. "What a slutty bastard," she thought. Sitting on the couch Misti simply zoned out and watched Invader Zim on the television. It was a nice two story house that well furnished and it appeared that the inhabitants had some money. Most of the guests were downstairs in Lydia's room playing spin the bottle, and only a few remained on the main floor to drink beer and watch tv. Getting up to search for a bathroom Misti looked through the open doors to see which was the right one and in one room she saw Robby and Kateland making out on a bed. Perhaps she should have just continued walking and found the bathroom but instead she stopped and looked through the door watching them. Robby's hand were rubbing Kateland's leg as they kissed and he started to feel her crotch through the fabric of her pants. With out warning Misti found herself rubbing herself through her own jeans though she knew she should be disgusted and hurt. Coming up behind her Lydia asked what Misti was doing and the couple in the room looked over realing for the first time she was standing there watching. "I was just looking for the bathroom," she told Lydia and proceeded to walk off. "It's the last door on the right," Lydia called after her. In the bathroom Misti couldn't help but think of what she had seen and kept feeling guilty that it had made her hot. Right as she was wiping herself and getting ready to pull her pants back up the door opened and Lydia walked in. "I saw you watching them," she told her "I can tell it turned you on and you wanted to join." "No it didn't I was just hurt to see it and what are you doing in here?" she replied holding back the fear and anxiety of being caught. "It turned me on too and I want you." Lydia said as she started to walk closer as Misti still sat on the toilet holding the wad of paper in her hand. "Here let me help you," Lydia took the toilet paper and started to rub Misti cleaning her off "That's better, but I think you need to be cleaned up a bit more." What could she say? Misti was completely shocked and unable to more or respond so she simply sat there feeling vulnerable with her heart racing and her pussy beginning to pulse with anticipation as Lydia got on her knees. "Spread your legs a little more," Lydia instructed her as she moved apart her thighs with her hands. Lydia started to lick up Misti's inner thigh and then began to play with her clit sucking on it and making circles with her tongue. The heat was overwelming and the sensations surged through her body at the feeling of her sex being teased. Moisture was forming and unable to control herself Misti began to moan putting her hands in Lydia's long hair helping hold it back from her face. She couldn't stand it the tongue digging deeper into her as she began to thrust her hips faster and harder pressing against Lydia begging her deeper. It was so overwelming and she began to shake back and forth climaxing over and over the tongue still deep inside of her as her juices flowed freely over Lydia's tongue. At this moment the door opened again and Robby stood there with his eyes wide in shock. "Oh hello Robby," Lydia smiled at him "I was just helping Misti get cleaned up we should be done shortly in less you care to help me." Getting up Lydia started to walk towards Robby but Misti pounced off the seat in rage and pinned him to the ground with her pants still around her ankles. She proceeded to rip of his clothes as he fought to get up and make sense of what was happening."It's your fault for leaving me and making me see you in that room," she practically yelled at him "Now fuck me and let me have you and show your stupid girlfriend just how much you love her." Going right for his pants she unbuttoned them and begin to kiss his penis caressing it and bringing it to hardness. Taking him in her mouth she began to violently suck his penis moving her lips as fast as her rage could take her. Then once he was good and hard she got on top of him and forced him inside of her as she ripped his shirt apart dragging her nails through his flesh while she pounded her pussy against him bringing him deep inside of her. "Fuck me you asshole. Take me like you were willing to take her. You caused this pain so you make it go away." She pulled him up so they were both in a sitting pushing her pussy still attatched to him and bit hard into his neck causing him to scream out in pain. "Robby what the fuck are you doing?" Kateland began to scream "You bastard get the hell away from her?" Standing up Misti pulled her pants all the way off then walked to Kateland glaring then grabbing her by the hair she dragged her over to Robby who was now standing now. "Suck his cock bitch!" She forced her head down and grabbed her jaw forcing it upon as she held her ex's penis in the other hand shoving into her mouth. Using her hand she forced her on him faster and faster in tell she was brought to tears then she moved her away and threw her on the ground. Pinning her to the ground Misti started to pull Kateland's clothes off and shoved her fingers in her unmercifully shoving her own sex right in Kateland's face who started to lick her and bite her thigh. Starting to be over taken by the emotions flowing from his ex Robby turned to Lydia no longer caring and started to kiss her passionately. They fell to the ground and proceeded to fuck his penis moving in and out of her at a fast pace intell they were both moaning wildly in ecstasy. Reaching a climax Robby got up and pulled Misti off of Kateland "What the fuck is wrong with you?" he grabbed her by the head and forced it down to his dripping penis rubbing it all over her face as she began to try and lick it. Taking his limp penis in her mouth she sucked off all of his juices and bit down blood beginning to fill her mouth. Robby screamed out in pain but she got up and threw him against the wall holding him by the throat with strength she didn't know she had. "For your torment you will die and this is the last time you'll ever fuck me so enjoy it." Horror struck the other two girls just stood there watched as Misti held him there reaching her other hand down forcing it on his bleeding penis yelling at him to get hard and finish it. Letting go she got to her knees licking up the blood and forcing him against protests to his arrousal fucking him with her mouth in tell he came down her throat his hot liquid filling her as she let some of it spill onto his cock and swallowed the rest. Throwing him now to the floor she pushed his spent penis inside of her riding him in tell he grew hard again inside her and proceeded to fuck him orgasming again and again. Next she dragged the three into the room and tied them to eachother with some rope she found laying around and then she went to the kitchen and found a knife. Holding it to Robby's throat she slit it and then held Kateland's eyes open forcing her to watch. For the rest of the night she continued to force the two girls to do as she pleased making them fuck her with there tongues and fingers over and over again and then proceeding to do the same to them. She locked the door so no one else at the party would disturb them for this and it would be days before anyone became suspicious. When it was finally discovered what she had done she still remained in the room now all three laying dead as the cops approached her. Grabbing the gun from one of the cops she forced it into her pussy and screamed "Fuck me till I'm dead," then she fired the gun though but it didn't kill her. In a craze she pulled it out and placed it to her heart firing one last shot which would end her life.

Walking down a long dirt road in the middle of the night a woman came out of the trees. As I continued walking I noticed that she stood there staring at me. It seemed i was lost in a dream. a thought I'd had so many times that it had finally gotten to such a point that it seemed almost real coming alive on this very night. Blinking and rubbing my eyes she still stood there. Simply waiting and looking. So I did what I always did and continued to walk trying to pretend she wasn't there and that I was alone. Alone as I had always been but as I started to pass the place where she stood she began to walk in the same direction as me. Her footsteps were soft and almost silent but my ears were straining for every noise and I could hear that she moved though I dared not look. "Is it you? Have you finally shown yourself?" I silently wondered Nothing came but yet the woman still walked behind me. So I decided to make a turn and head down to the lake at the end of the road. if she was stalking me she'd follow otherwise she would continue on her way. so i headed to the bench that sat at the end of the dock and sat down. My thoughts of ending it all and falling into the lake entered my mind as they had so many times before and then all of the sudden I felt an arm around me. The lady was sitting right next to me and I hadn't even heard her. It must be a dream one of those ones we think is real so I went with it and let it be a dream. Putting my arm around her I kissed her on the lips and she kissed back. Shifting the hair out her eyes we were thrown into a deep passion. Next thing I knew we were in a room that I'd never seen before and laid upon a bed of crimson satin. Now I knew it had to be a dream. Tender lips stirred the passion in side of me making my need and desire grow stronger then ever before. Oh she was a devil alright I knew it from the moment I saw her and it made me want her all the more. To take me into sin and wash away the life that’s eaten my soul. On that bed her fangs found there way to my neck softly kissing me and grazed the skin teasingly. A chemical high a sort of trance seduced me. Feeling her body rub against me I wanted her and needed her to take me to an escape from reality. Kisses sent shots through my body moving her lips down along my chest and stomach as she pushed my shirt up out of the way. Teeth found there way to my pants and she made a game of unbuttoning them, god I wanted her lips on me to take me in her mouth consuming me. It was building a yearning inside I knew she could see and wanted as badly as I did only pretending to be restrained and teasing to bring my arousal stronger. As my pants were opened she once again used her teeth to lower my boxers grazing my hardness almost sending me over the edge. “God take me, give it to me now” I thought as warm breath constantly tormented me. Looking up at me with her eyes wide and a smile on her face she then proceeded to take me in her mouth moving her lips down a little ways and then moving them back each time going down a little further. As she proceeded to suck on me I closed my eyes letting my hands rest in her hair running my fingers gently through it as the waves of ecstasy consumed me. Her mouth was warm and moist her lips tender and delicious against my cock. Our bodies were intermingled and it seemed for a split second we had become one, in fact I could taste what she tasted felt what she felt bringing me both sides of this sensual night. My cock grew hard in her mouth leaking salty residue which she savored on her lips. Beginning to kiss her way up my body she held my hands above my head and kissed me letting my own juices flow on my tongue. Struggling I started trying to kiss her but she would lift away and then move close to tease. Biting her lip I began to thrust my body towards her violently and uncontrollably. Sliding onto me she began to rock back and forth moaning I dug my nails into her back and my teeth in her neck. Her screams of pleasure were consuming me and for that moment time was lost pain was erased. How was it that I managed to survive this with out exploding I still do not know, as if the over powering pleasure was just too much to let go of to let finish. It was to intense to have a peak. Wrapping my arms around her I then pressed her head into my neck letting her draw my blood feeling it flood through sending waves of passion surging through me. I began to cry out and climax shaking violently as she continued to grind against me. Her own shivers came one after the other continuing long after I had reached a peak not wanting to end our passion, not wanting to lose this deep connection. Once we had finished she climbed off of me laid next to me and I kissed her. Moving my lips to her neck and then taking her shirt off I began to suck on her breasts gently teasing them between my teeth. Wrapping my tongue around her nipple ring I moved my hand down to her inner thigh rubbing her leg. Slowly moving my hand close to her sex and then away I continued to kiss her nipples and lose myself in the salty taste of her skin. Kissing her chest and slowly kissing down her stomach I bit her just enough so she’d feel it. Then I kissed further down sliding my fingers inside of her I began to kiss at her open lips feeling the moist juices flow over me as I sucked on her. I could feel her hands running through my hair and felt her silent ecstasy seep through me and then as I continued her soft moans that began to fill the room. Moving my head completely between her legs and positioning myself more comfortably I began to thrust my tongue deep in side of her holding onto her legs with my hands. Savoring the taste and licking her slowly moving my tongue around her clit and pressing it between my lips. Biting her thigh she cried out as I licked the wound. She began to thrust her hips as she held my head pressing me deeper in to her quickening the pace of my tongue and moving my fingers back inside of her I wanted to make her cum I wanted to feel her explode against my tongue. I wanted to give her what she gave me. An escape from the world, a moment to feel alive and blissful a piece of heaven to remember forever is what I wanted to give to her. Screaming again she let out shutters pressing hard against me her scent filling my nostrils that sweet perfume making me cum as she exploded. Just the taste of her sending me over the edge her legs wrapped around my back and her hands holding my head the moment was perfect. The feeling was to treasure and she thanked me with her moans. Holding her in my arms we lay exhausted and fell into a deep sleep. When I awoke she was no where to be found and I lay in my own bed savoring the memory of the sweet dream that came to me trying to remember every detail, trying to remember the taste of her lips and most importantly the feeling of her arms wrapped around me. All day I was lost in my thoughts of the night before trying to understand how a dream could be so powerful. I’ve had dreams before that seemed magical and real but never to such an extent never had I felt such pure ecstasy that seems only possible after one has left there humanly body and floated to another place in time and the universe. Perhaps I should simply be glad I had one night where things felt right again and just forget about my visitor but I wanted to live in this dream I wanted to make a fantasy inside of me so strong that I would dream of her every night to give me a reason to live. Why live in reality when it’s not worth living? That night I walked the same way in hopes she’d take me away again but she was not to be found so I stopped at the lake and silently waited searching for her presence in my mind. After sitting for an hour or so I finally decided it wasn’t real and she would not come so I got up to leave. Walking down the path towards the lake I saw a man who wore dark clothing. It appeared that he wore a cloak and a hood covered most of his face. He looked like a priest from hell or a worshipper of the occult. Somehow I wasn’t afraid because I assumed it would just be another dream and nothing could truly harm me, so I walked towards him and let things happen as they wished. Flashing red eyes shot out of the darkness of his face and stared at me. Suddenly I felt drawn to him as a silent voice told me to follow. Leading me down the dirt roads and then to an old graveyard he stopped and waited in tell I walked right up to him. Several other cloaked figures gathered around the broken headstones and suddenly all eyes were on me. One of them came forward and pulled of its hood. Looking closely I realized it was the girl from my dream, she had come again. Reaching out her hand I grabbed it and she lead me to the main group. Biting into my neck the others gathered around and began to bite all over my body. I could feel the sweet sensations rushing through my body with an overwhelming erotic pain. Instantly I grew hard as they stripped me naked laying me upon the grass. The man who had led me to her was now looking down at me with a hint of jealous anger in his eyes. Grabbing me by the hair he lifted me to my knees and shoved my head over his cloak. Feeling a hard piece of flesh I realized that all he wore was the cloak and suddenly a hand was forcing my head against him and his member into my mouth moving my head quickly. I could feel his hardness reaching the back of my throat almost bringing me to tears and I bit down hard causing him to let out a howl of pain. Next thing I knew he was choking me and his fangs were showing in a snarl. “You have taken the one I created and pleased her, now please me!” He growled. Reaching my hand under his cloak I grabbed his member which to my surprise was still hard and I began to stroke it “Did you not enjoy my love bite? I thought you would. She enjoyed it last night.” Oh now I was really making him mad but I didn’t care it was a dream and she wouldn’t let him harm me she was watching and if I’m not mistaken her own hands were lost beneath her robes as she watched. Continuing to stroke him I dropped to my knees and began to suck him again more gently this time playing with the tip of his penis while stroking the base with my hands and caressing his balls. Now his hands held me more gently and he did not force me on him understanding that I would be willing and not wanting for me to bite down again. I thought vampires enjoyed biting he must be a weak and soft vampire I thought in my mind amusing myself to know I could please someone who is jealous of me and hates me. Oh yes I could make even him want me. Nails began to dig into my neck and I started to suck harder taking him as far into my mouth as I could secretly savoring this pleasure because it had been a fantasy I’d had that I wouldn’t admit to myself. Wanting to know what it was like to do that which pleased me so much but he would never have my love just my lust. Pushing against me he forced his entire hardness into my mouth and held me there starting to move his hips against my lips and shake me violently with his hands. Beginning to violently force me upon him again pulling my head back and forth so that my lips stroked along his entire length I knew that he was close to climaxing. As he continued his thrusts I felt a hand reach around my waste and slip into my pants. A soft voice crept through the violent jealousy swirling around me. It didn’t take long in tell I heard the man telling girl behind me to “Get the hell away from him. You’ve already forsaken me for his love, it’s my turn. Don’t even try to comfort him through his punishment.” Hehe he thought it was punishment how silly of him I thought. This was heaven to feel such emotions rushing through me to be strengthened by his own hatred and in this game of his I had won for I was the one taking the pleasure from this act while he only felt the pain of anger. Salty residue was seeping into my mouth and I savored the flavor letting my teeth gently graze the flesh to tease his ever hardening cock. Could it last any longer or get any harder? We had been keeping up such a fast pace and it felt as if an eternity had passed by. Gradually my enjoyment started to fade and I only wanted to hold my beloved again so I stopped and stood up still thinking it to be a dream. Walking away from him leaving a shocked expression on his face I began to kiss her letting my hands fall behind her holding her buttocks in my hands and pulling her close to me. Coming from behind me as I held her he viciously pulled down my pants not even bothering to undo them first which hurt since the moment had me hard. Simply ignoring him I kept kissing my live letting my hand reach from behind her grazing her passion causing her to moan against my neck and then I could feel his hardness graze against my cheeks and ram hard into me. Biting deep into my loves neck I continued to please her ignoring this intruder, letting him pound me over and over again. Nothing could take my entrance away from her and he was only adding to the pleasure of the moment, his emotions once again Stinging pains came to my sides as he dug his nails in even more angered as I continued to kiss my beloved feeling her hand slide up my leg. Realizing his attempts were useless at breaking me away or causing the shame he desired me to feel he pulled out of me grabbing the woman clinging to me. Slapping her he threw her to the floor setting a spark of anger in me causing me to rush at him but he caught me by the throat tossing me hard along side her. It felt as though my ribs had been broken. Crawling over to me my mistress started to use her powers to ease my pain only causing the man to kick me hard in the ribs over and over knocking the wind out of me. Desperately I tried to fight but there was nothing I could do. His strength greatly out matched my own and none of the figures gathered around seemed to care what he did to me. This erotic dream had taken such a painful twist that I was afraid would be all too real. Picking me up off the ground he told the woman she would never be allowed to have me again in less her longing was deep enough to take my corpse which he didn’t think even she would do. Begging on her knees for my life she started to cry making me long to wipe her eyes away and hold her tightly to me but before I could make an effort to move I felt a sharp pain in my neck bruising it as the blood flowed freely from me into this man. “No,” screamed my beloved dark one charging at the man and causing him to fall away from me. Quickly she ran to me slitting her own wrist and holding it to my mouth before the man could push her away letting a few drops of blood flow into my mouth. Kicking the woman from me the man went to end my life but all of the sudden another male figure stepped forward telling him to stop. “This boy is now to become one of us and it is against the law to kill one of our own kind.” Now, as if commanded the others began to close in on the three of us. Crawling to my side the woman began to kiss me while caressing my cheek keeping me safe while the last bit of life passed through me. Then everything went dark and when I awoke I found myself on crimson sheets that I’d seen before with my ladies arms around me waiting for me to wake. “Good morning beautiful,” she spoke softly “Welcome to the first day of the rest of our lives.”