lady love wanders through the night searching for a place to call her home. passing from heart to heart leaving them cold and dry as she steals all that laid with in. tonight she's found me sitting here and burried deep inside thinking she's found a place to stay.
in the morning she shall leave turning my heart black and colder then ice. it won't matter to me though because i've known it before. for you see i was the first that this lady loved and the first which whom she left. since the first night she walked away i've been decayed and dead.
tears upon my shoulder will still make me cry and every ounce of pain in her heart will kill me deep inside. it was so when we first met and remains through every year but no longer is it a shock to me or something i feel i must change. no i lied its something i feel must be cured her pain must be gone even when it kills me and it does. the difference now is the acceptance that i never get it right and never will. lady love will come and go though i accept she'll never stay for i wasn't strong enough then and i've only grown weaker through the time apart.
teeth once brought pleasure now seep nothing into me as i lay staring at the ceiling giving my body away. her kisses mean nothing and the words she whispers in my ear. only one thing makes me take her every time and that's the pain in her eyes. each tear drop reaches my soul and every broken heart destroys me more and when she kisses me it reaches not because i know her all too well. lady love is part of me and connected in the deepest of ways making me know the falsity in her voice.
this morning i woke up in chains and my hands were locked to the bed. looking up and seeing her kneeling on the bed i merely looked at the wall and zoned out. in seconds she moved closer beginning to kiss my chest and run her hands across my body.
"i know you want me" she whispered in my ear but i simply turned away. kissing down my body she started sucking at the skin and began to tease me trying to get a stir inside of me. licking my limp penis she began sucking on it speeding up and sucking harder when she failed to bring me to hardness. for about 10 minutes she tried desperately stroking and sucking licking and groping but still i refused to give in.
crawling up next to me she laid her arm across my chest looking at me. holding her gaze i felt her beg for me to turn and look and finally i gave in. the pain in her eyes was more then i could take and she began to sob. "i just wanted you to need me."
as the tears fell on my shoulder i knew she had done it. succeeded in winning me over to give her whatever she desired on this night. "i can't hold you when you cry if i'm chained here."
being released from my bondage i took her close to my chest wrapping my arms around her kissing her hair. "i will always love you beautiful," i spoke softly in her ear. turning her face to me i began to kiss away her tears running my hand across her face. sucking on her lip passionately i let myself get lost in her moving my hand down to her inner thigh and rubbing it lovingly.
it wasn't long before she was moving against my hand. with in minutes my fingers had found there way under her panties and across her sex rubbing her clit bringing her to wetness. clever she was and i knew so for she knew how to hurt herself making me give her what she really wanted.
pulling off her shirt and then moving her panties down i crawled between her legs slowly sinking into her kissing her neck. for hours or days it would seem everything washed away into bliss as we were lost in a slow entrancing rhythem and passionate kisses. "i love you" i whispered in her ear and then began to suck on her ear lobe nibbling softly.
after an hour of lost consumption we began to start losing control with a pace that consumed both of us wildly our nails digging into eachother and out teeth biting down. moans started to escape from my mouth and she began to softly scream as i took her to that place where only we could go. "god i love you sweetie" faster and harder we moved intell we peaked out exploding and then slowing down but continuing not wanting it to end. falling asleep still inside of her our arms wrapped around eachother and our legs entangled felt like heaven which i hoped would never leave. waking up in the middle of the night she was gone though i knew one day she'd return again.
