rooster's blog: "my birthday plans so far"

not sure what i will do today maybe burn some music who knows

some times i sit and wonder if i a mesure up i mean come oen lets face some women do like the thug types which leaces guys like me in the dust or as we say on the curb but thats me i guess if thats what they like then whats the use or need or guys like my self you know

why is it no mattter how hard we try we al ways loose the things we love to something or some one better yea well thats how i feel like total complete failed experiment i dont know if that is worser or not but i do know is maybe this love things isnt for me i guess for right now who knows

yep am turning 25 so am not sure what to do about it honestly i could use some sujestion or helpfull hints about this it might make it al the mroe better you know