Well, tonight i find myself crying to no ends. :(
I spent all of last night up with my cat she was in pain and moaning and meowling like crazy , only way she was quiet was when i had her in my arms like a baby. When daylight came i took her out back and sat with her for a bit and then let her wander off. She went off into the woods and didn't come back by supper time, I knew it was her time weeks ago but damnit i couldn't let her go. :( . I went for a walk along the trail behind here after supper and called for her but she is gone. I have been thinking of all the things me and that cat have seen over the last 22 years.... 5 cities , prolly 20 appartments and houses ..... time has flown along and here i am alone on a friday night 3 days before my 40th b-day and here i sit crying. Its a damn crazy world , can't say i understand most of this crazyness nor do i think i want to most days.
