Gels's blog: "WHY YOU SHOULDNT SCREW WITH ME!"

THIS SHIT IS JUST NO RIGHT! Current mood: annoyed Category: Life I can't help but sit and wonder....What the fuck is wrong with people these days. When did abortion become a form of birth control? Was it when I was off the face of the fuckin earth that day. Ok maybe I'm bein a little selfish on this subject, but FUCK IT....it's my blog! I was talkin to a certain person, whom I think the world of and love to death....But, in the past two years, said person has had 4 abortions. Yeah...thats a little fuckin much for me to handle. And why? Well to hear her say it...Her boyfriend is a peice of shit and fathered kids by many different women, and don't do a fuckin thing for any one of them. WOW! That's a good fuckin reason huh? Here's what I have to say.....Close your fuckin legs, or kick the NO GOOD bastard to the fuckin curb. Dick is not that important.....Hell u can buy a dildo, and that won't get ya knocked up. Shit it won't even argue with you either. There is people out there that can't have kids, that would show love to so many UNWANTED children. I for one...Could and Would show a child love, though I was never given the chance. My child was taken from me at birth, so 9 months of carrying and wishing and wanting.......All I had to look at.....Was a casket. So yeah I guess it makes me a little pissed. I know it's a Woman's choice, but after usin abortion that way, there should be a law, you should NOT be able to get pregnant, you should be made to get your tubes tied. And they should also do that to the Mother Fuckers who have children and kill them, or beat them. Stop lettin these bastards, pick and choose wich kids they wanna keep, and wich ones they wanna Kill! Well thats just how I feel, some may not agree........but I really don't care who agrees with me or Not! I am me, and that's ALL I have to be. I wasn't put here for people to like, I was put here because my Mother knew children deserve a chance in Life. And for that..........I am grateful!

WORDS OF A VERY 'WISE' MAN Current mood: crazy Category: Romance and Relationships I HAD TO RECOPY THIS BLOG.....JAMIE...YOU ROCK! THIS SHIT IS TRUE!! MWAHHHH! Today's blog will be about something that is near and dear to my crotch....I-I-I-I-I mean my heart. BBW's or Big Beautiful Women. I think my love of this type of woman stems from my mother, who herself was a big beautiful woman(And in my opinion will always be the most beautiful because its from her I get my own beautiful looks! HA! I'm so convinced LOL) Being 4'11 and about 300-400 pounds when she was younger made for a very hard existence. Thanks to my father and older brother it made it more bearable. Ever heard of love at first sight? My mother and father had that, believe it or not. My dad seen her at the top of the stairs one day and fell in love with her at that moment. Romantic as hell, ain't it? From this I have stemmed my renewed love of these women. BBW Advantage #1 BIG FRIGGIN' BOOBS! Heheheheh I'm a boob man can you tell? BBW Advantage #2 If they're country girls, that Honkeytonk Badonkadonk or just the Urban Badonkadonk. which is pretty much more cushion for the pushin'! BBW Advantage #3 These women know how to cook! If you're a guy who can't cook, these women will teach you how and feed ya well man! BBW Advantage #4 I haven't met a big woman that the oral sex HASN'T been mind-boggling! (One skinny one has blown my mind though ) BBW Advantage #5 These women do care what they look like but most that I've run into don't fish for compliments and most are low maintenace AND they appreciate what you do for them. BBW Advantage #6 If yer a skinny guy, the warmth they put out under the sheets(especially if they sleep in the nude!) and not during sex either. Just being there and if it's the dead of winter mmmmmmm toasty warm! I only know this cuz I'm a big guy and exude ALOT of heat myself under the covers! LOL BBW Advantage #7(This is MY observation only I may be wrong about this) They make more receptive submissives than smaller women, and there's more to tie up for a session of Nawa Shibari(Look it up, it's actually very cool) BBW Advantage #8 Some have their own opinions, some go with what their man tells them.(I prefer someone who has their own mind and not TOO submissive or co-dependent) BBW Advantage #9 They can get the same exact clothing as skinny women although I have seen A LOT of clothing that looks a million times better than smaller women! BBW Advantage #10 They can hold their own in a fight. Skinny women might be all wiry and everything but when a big woman has a hold of a handful of hair and punching with the other, WOOOO! In the words and voice of Joey Styles: CAT FIGHT! CAT FIGHT! Now the only DISADVADVANTGE I see is the fact if you're a big guy (like myself) the only position you can do is them top and that sucks! Vaginal can be done but anal....meeeeeh little awkward gotta be turned around for it, reverse cowgirl style YEE HAW!!(Yes I know I'm insane.) Although the sex is earth shaking(SHUT UP! It was a bad choice of words but I like it and it's true!) It needs a little variety if one is to impregnate their signifigant other. So in closing, even if I do end up getting the surgery I want and NEED to get (gastro-intestinal by pass or stomach stapling) I will WANT a BBW by my side. Besides why would someone want to gnaw on some bones, when they have a perfectly good thick ass juicy steak in front of them? Kind of makesyou think about it huh?

MORE POEMS POEMS BY GELS DIVORCE When we were married, we beleived in our vows, We could not make it work, so we are apart now. I am now with another, and you are too, I guess our love, could not make it through. We had hard times, and we loved alot, Some are special memories, and some are not. We made love one last time, still deciding to part, Knowin we still had feelins, deep within our hearts. We knew there was no hate, we would always be friends, A love would always be there, though our marriage had to end. The memories we made, had always helped me through, If I knew it would end, I would have never said 'I DO' IF YOU DON"T If you don't love me, then let me go, If you don't need me, then tell me so. If ou don't want me, then just say no, If you care for me, then let it show. If you want me gone, then I will go, You won't say, so what am I to do. Holdin back feelins, that just won't die, Tears are blindin me, as I wave goodbye. ALWAYS YOU Painful words flowed easily them days, when I was with you, My heart and mind does not agree, wich shall I choose. All the things I do right, you turn into wrong, I want to be all you need, though I am not that strong. We can not live on love alone, that would be easier to do, I did not want to be alone, I wanted to be with you. Doin what was right for me, before i lost my mind, Findin a love like yours, would be had to find. As I made love to him, I could see your face, I tried to forget you, though your memory I could not erase. Many years have passed, sine I had left you, Though I had other lovers, not one seemed true. I'd be better off alone, then with any other man, On the day I left, my heart stayed in your hand. You destroyed it, and tore it all apart, I could never love again, for I was without a heart. I sit here all alone now, like a freightened little kid, Wantin to know, does your wife love you as I did. HEARTACHE You like to tell me lies, as they get bigger every day, What is it about you, that I beleive the words you say. Am I truly weak, or is it blind love, Neither may ever know, it's left to him above. I've asked the lord to guide me with his hand, If only I'd prayed more, I would understand. You broke my heart and twisted my words, Seems as though m prayers are never heard. I can never seem to do anything right, no atter what I do, I always blame myself, though maybe it's just you. You like to use and hurt people, to see what you can get, In the end you will cry, though you haven't yet. I no longer want this heartache, so I pack my things, One day you'll meet one like you, and suffer the pain it brings. I'LL GO AWAY You take me to the beach, holdin me under the moon, The world stands still, but it will end soon. You make me feel like a queen, then take it away, Makin me feel wonderful, though it doesn't stay. You lift m spirits, just to bring me down, Bringin a smile to my face, to turn it into a frown. You make me crazy, each and every day, Say you don't love me, and i'll just go away. MY ANGELS BLESSING When I met you, I knew it must be love, For I had my Angel watchin from above. You tell me you love me, and show me in many ways, I had my Angel watchin over us that day. My Angel whispered to me, tellin me to take your hand, With my Angels blessing I am walkin with my man. You have my heat in your hands, holdin on tight, My Angel winks tellin me, mom this man is right. Angel has looked after me, for the past 15 years, Guidin me through heartache, wipin away my tears. At times I don't know what is right, or even what is wrong, Though I always have my Angel, to help keep me strong. I have my Angels blessing, so I know this love is true, My Angel has not just blessed me, my Angel has blessed you. I can now hold you in my heart until the day I die, For now there's been a blessing, from my Angel in the sky. BILL YOU ARE THE REASON I CLOSE MY EYES AT PEACE EVERY NIGHT...AND FAR MORE THEN THAT, THE REASON I OPEN THEM EVERY MORNIN! I LOVE YOU! If I could spend every day in your arms, I would want to live forever. If I had to spend every day without you, I would want to die today. I hope that when I die, I die one second before you, so I don't have to spend one second without you.

POEMS POEMS BY GELS I WILL I will..Be your lover, I will..Be your friend, I will..Show you love, I will..Until the end. I will..Stand beside you, I will..Never walk out, I will..Be all yours, I will..Without a doubt. I will..Cherish your love, I will..Hold your hand, I will..Always be true, I will..Take this man. I will..Make you smile, I will..Be your wife, I will..Always love you, I will..Fulfill your life. Two words you can say, to make my heart stand still, In the house of the Lord, the words would be...I WILL! MOMMY'S ANGEL It's been several years ago today, Since the Lord took My Angel away. I'll never hear your cry, or see your smiling face, For now you've gone home, to rest in God's place. You're not in my arms, but forever in my heart, Not even death, could tear Mother and Daughter apart. I can only bring you flowers, knealing beside you I pray, Don't be sad little one, for we'll meet again one day. MY FRIEND You came into my life, like a gust of warm wind, I was just hangin' out, lookin' for a friend. You made me feel good, bringin' back my smile, A feelin' I hadn't had, in such a long while. Though we never met in person, I knew you were the one, I never felt such a rush, not knowin' this could be fun. When you call, and I hear your voice, not revealin' what we say, By the time I hang up the phone my friend, you have made my day. TRUE LOVE I finally found my true love, when you came my way, I thanked God for you, each and every day. Deeply in love with you, is how it would stay, Our love did not last, for the Lord took you away. I had know idea then, you would leave behind so much joy, For now I feel you here with me, as I hold our little boy. Our love lives through our son, that's the way it will always be, For when I look into his eyes, it's his Father I now see. For you Punkin'.... In memory of...Chris Butler I BELONG WITH YOU As I finally walked towards you, I felt my heart beat fast, After six weeks of waitin', I was with you at last. I went over this day in my head, time after time, Anticipatin' the moment, you would be all mine. As my lips touched yours, my heart melted, A smile came to your face, I knew you too had felt it. Now you hold me in your arms, my world is finally safe, That was the day, I knew I belonged in this place. SUICIDE A handful of pills, drink of water is all it would take, To lose all the pain I feel, and happiness I fake. After a few minutes, the sadness will be erased, As I feel no pain, a smile comes to my face. Now I dream of Heaven's Garden with flowers all around, As I become happy, where love can now be found. As I take my last breath, I feel pain once again, Happiness does not last, For suicide is a sin. YOU AND ME I think of wonderful words spoken, when our love was knew, Now it's mostly hateful words, and good are very few. You use to bring a tear to my eyes, when you kissed my cheek, Tears are now painful ones, every time we speak. You say things you say you don't mean, at times when you are mad, Our love use to be special, most people wish they had. Let us go back to the begining, to the love that use to be, When our love was truly meant, for only you and me. SECOND CHANCE As I sat there, I began to wonder why, Your love had gone and passed me by. We got back together, tryin' to forget our past, Not knowin' what may become of a love that may not last. You say I have become the one, special in your life, The next step would be, makin' me your wife. We try to make it work, givin' it all our heart, Prayin' our love is enough, to not tear us apart. We once had made the mistake to marry the wrong ones, Then the day you placed that ring on me, my heartache was all gone. SAY GOODBYE Say goodbye...To laughter Say goodbye...To love Say goodbye...To heartache Say goodbye...To stars above. Say goodbye...To hatefulness Say goodbye...To attitude Say goodbye...Thankfulness Say goodbye...grattitude Say goodbye...To someone special Say goodbye...To what could be Say goodbye...To everything Say goodbye...To me NO MORE TEARS You're walkin' out on me again, though I am not cryin' Have I stopped lovin' you, or just stopped tryin' I use to run after you, and beg you not to go I guess I no longer care, cause nomore tears will flow No matter what you do, the hurt does not come to me My heart no longer hurts, once again I feel free I am now over you, it doesn't hurt anymore A smile stays upon my face,since you've walked out my door. THINGS I LOVE The sound of a harley, rollin' down the street, How your touch, makes my heart skip a beat. The laughfter of children, as they play, Kissin' away my tears, after a bad day. The warmth of your breath, as we make love, Wishin' along with you, on stars up above. You singin' me a song, as you always do, The main thing I love these days...Is You. THANKS FOR STOPPIN' BY, HOPE YOU ENJOYED! CHECK OUT MORE OF MY POEMS ON MY OTHER PAGE! MUAHHHH....TO ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS! I LOVE YOU GUYS!