Bootys ManWhore's blog: "Me Writing"

Ok...I'm a guy and I try and be a good one. I was raised by my mother for the most part and I'm very respectful of women and I treat you all very well. With that being said....I wonder why it is that I'm constantly being taken advantage of....I could get into the crappy details but I'll spare you all. I just feel like I should do like alot of my buddies and start bangin everything with a heartbeat....which goes against my grain......I don't know what to do sometimes....I'm all about being honest...I guess that's more of a flaw than a plus.......I don't know I'm just rambling on...sorry for the confusion.....I'm just nutz today!!!

So easy to hurt, much harder to heal I can express my anger and share how I feel Twisting words to make them cause frustration Not using them to raise each other to a higher elevation Knocking us all down, why not it gets us through Staying all alone, friends are far and few "Ooops I did that" or "No way it wasn't me" But the truth is right there for all of us to see Problems inside can easily show from deep within Working to make them better is where it all begins

It usually happens when you least expect Life is going good, then it all gets wrecked What in the world, how can this all be Why is it that these things go this way for me What fun would it be if things weren't hard There's always some twist of fate for me waiting in the cards It could make me so happy, it might make me more sad If there's one thing I've learned, you take the good with the bad All that we know shapes that which we are It's gotten me to here from so very far Such a new twist has been thrown my way It gives me such strength to make it each day But with it comes and awefully good pain It shocks me and and rocks me and helps me keep sane It couldn't have happened at a better worst time I don't dare question the reason or rhyme

So Tangled and so Twisted, the things are in my mind I hope to make some Sense of it, but a way I cannot find Doing all that I can, Struggling to get by Its not easy, it rarely works, Im left to Wonder why I give all I have of me in every single way Putting others Before Myself each and every day It gives me Strange Comfort, it helps me be Satisfied To see things good for others, not for myself although I tried I find Happiness in my Sorrow, I can Smile through my Frown Thats only possible because of the Special People I have around My Friends help me in ways they can never know They are so amazing and my thanks I try to show They bring Rays of Sunlight into the Darkness where I live My Spirits are truly lifted by the Friendship that they give