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250293's blog: "Forgivness"

created on 09/24/2006  |  http://fubar.com/forgivness/b6482

A close Friend

EMILY "RE RE" KENNON AUG 23 1985 - DEC 18 2005 Emily was a good person whom we really never understood but the one thing we did know is she touched everyones heart and soul. She always made us laugh even if we were laughing at her stupidity Like when we got beat with a flag on the fourth of july or even when she said she was going on vacation to tampon florida. There was a reason we called her "Re Re"! most of you know what i mean! Emily knew how to brighten our day even when she made us mad or even when she was sad and lonly I remember a time when all we did was get in trouble even when we were grounded we always found away to see each other. Even though emily lacked common sense we still loved her and it always made us laugh! We always had to explain to emily what things were! the one thing that she knew is how to love friends and family! She cared about everyone no matter how much they fought even with me and we did that alot! Emily was very smart even though she didnt want people to know! Her goal in life was to brush away her problems and go have fun! She always wanted to try knew things even if they were wrong! She always learned her lesson and moved on! Now thats shes gone we all sit here memoring the times that we shared. she was always the clown in our eyes and the best friend we all had in in our hearts we will all remember the good times and the bad and Emily will live forever in very story we tell and we will still laugh cause thats what she would want us to do and she will look down and laugh with us too!

The war is on

The War is On! I know your out there somewhere watching me! I know your out there taunting me! I know what your thinking but your wrong! You can't stop me. The war is on! You put a knife to your throat nagging at me to push it in! You dug your own grave and wanted me to bury you. And everythings completely understandable. Why else would you nag me on and push my buttons til' they were raw? Why would you break my heart and lead me on, how could you be so wrong? Why would you lie so much and it be ok? Why would you use me and throw me away? Why is your heart so bitter and cold? Why did you sell the devil your soul? I know your out there somewhere watching me! Look closer Bitch! Im smiling. I know your out there taunting me, only if you could hear, I'm laughing! I know what your thinking, but your wrong. i really will cut your throat and be gone!

My Reality

As I lie in bed I dream of every touch, your lips apon mine, and how your fingertips slowly massage my hand. I dream of your skin so soft and how you look into my eyes, I can't help but stare! As you hold me your warmth keeps me there, right next to you I just can't control my hands! Your body so smooth I touch you and my heart skips a beat. As my lips touch your skin all I can think about is kissing away your pain. I sit here wishing your hurtfull memories would fly away. You look into my eyes, so gentle and sweet, for my soul is floating and all I want to do is weep! I love everything about you even you pulling at my hair, knowing it will get to me, for my whole body goes weak. I can't help dream of a world with right by me if you weren't i would be so empty. Everything about you is what I dream for that is all I think it is but when I awake your lieing next to me! I roll over and hold you and my dream becomes reality.

One of my Poems!

Forgivness In one single night I felt my whole world fall apart! You grabbed a knife and stabbed it into a place you already owned! As blood rushes out I look into your eyes and see the pain behind my lies! I bleed for you! I hope you do see! As my blood washes over your hands my body goes weak and I fall to your feet. I gravel down and beg for your forgivness not for my life! I don't deserve to live a minute more in your arms or in your eyes! I can't stay another minute in your world knowing the pain i've caused or how I broke your heart. I lie on the ground with you above watching my every move. I'm slowly dieing! Every breath slowly fading. Every ounce has been sucked dry! I have no more tears left to cry! As I stare up at your face I see my life flash before my eyes and know I'll be with you til' the day I die!
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