I cry inside for the things I try to hide
From everyone... including myself, I hide this shit inside
I hide the darkness along with the light...
Knowing it will never be alright
So cold and alone it’s a pain you will never know
Pain that never sleeps... No use trying to run
The pain... it doesn’t breath...
I know... I’ve tried to drown it
I will never be perfect, I will never be sane
I will never be safe from the monster hiding inside
The monster in my soul that desolates everything it sees
I wish I could stop it... But until I find a way
Save yourself the pain that is me...
Run while you still can...