Beautiful Mystery's blog: "thoughts "

All my life I've watched family and friends pass away on me with no help I had to be the strong one for everyone but when is it time for me not to be strong when will the time come where I will have one that will put his arms around me kiss me and tell me it's ok not to always be strong? Let me help you through this we can do this together you're not alone anymore believe in me trust me....I wait for that day to happen until then I will do what I can not to let others see me fall apart....Cause I have to be strong just a little bit longer....

Ok this is really getting to tick me off if you're gonna scam someone for money find another job cause if you don't know they have a site that post each one of you and ffs stop using kids to get to others before you make a lot heartless cause you all use the same fricken lines, to which I find funny as hell. But as I've said they have a site with all your names N numbers you use and you can bet your sweet ass I use that site and know first hand you're fake as hell. So with that being said go bark up someone else's tree cause this dog don't hunt 

When I see you my heart runs wild when I hear you my mind runs wild do I dare say what is there or do I just leave well enough alone? I've learned I'm better off leaving well enough alone so in the end I'm not making a fool of myself again over and over like I've done. I'm done with the games and done with the bs things all seem to think I need to hear. If you can't be real to me and want to keep up with the fake ass shit don't bother trying to talk to me cause it just makes things worse. 

Ok so I'm curious on why some say don't put me in that category an then.they put themselves I'm that category say like ones tthat dress like a slut if they don't want in that category why dress like it? There are so many others an yet the ones that are.different ones that have inner beauty they are the ones that suffer with low self esteem or what have you. If you can give an answer please feel free but if you try to bash what I asked then it will be deleted thank you.

Ok so why does it make a person bad of they are honest with others more when they talk like you want only friendship from them and they think they can push more on you and with you're honesty they freak out. I think it's wrong that it seems in order to get the point across to them you become someone you don't like to be. Yes this goes both ways but still you shouldn't have to repeat yourself over and.over that you have someone you like of want to be with and yet you're the bad person for saying the truth.