moderndavinci's blog: "stuff..."

Once there was this boy from Mars and this girl from Venus. Not only had they come from different planets but different eons. They both lived such very different lives and yet in some ways very similar lives. Very dark painful lives in so many ways. He lost his mother when he was very young and she her father. They both suffered physical and mental abuse from those who should have loved them unconditionally. They both found that this pain forged in them special powers. The power to create tremendous beauty with but mere flicks of their hands. To see things others missed. Some how in this infinite large dark universe they found each other. And for a time they found paradise. But maybe nothing is meant to last forever. And maybe the differences were too much. Fate had other plans and she found her father... The future is yet unwritten... for Kimberly ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

Originally posted April first 2007 No foolin'! I sure ain't a fool, Is it true? "My breaking heart and I agree, that you and I can never be, so the very best, I set you free..." or is it... "If you love something, set it free, if it comes back it was meant to be..." How many times do I let her go? Should I let her back in? Whatever will be will be... ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm weak! Just because I love you doesn't mean I'm stupid! Just because I love you doesn't mean you can walk all over me! Just because I love you doesn't mean I won't leave you. I love you! I really do! But I love myself too! I love you and always will even if I never talk to you ever again. I love you and always will even if I move on with out you. I love you and always will even if I find somebody new. ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

If asked why I love her I would say It’s the curve of her hips, the thickness of her thighs. It’s the fullness of her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk. How she always seems to care, it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

I no longer quite feel this way. I found myself all on my own, lol. Now that I’ve found myself maybe I’ll find her. Maybe I already have found her… My Love My words grope through the darkness for you… Who are you? Where are you? I can no longer see myself. I don’t recognize my surroundings. Everything has become so strange… I have become so dark. Oh so dark like a black star. So dark, I, it darkens all it shines over. Yes! Just like a collapsed star. A black hole, not any light can escape! I am lost, maybe hopelessly so, as if trapped in this awful singularity. I am more than hiding behind the cloak. I have become the dark cloak itself! All dark on the outside and hollow on the inside… Who are you my love? Where are you my love? Please let us find each other soon before I have lost all that I once was… ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

Regrets? It hurt me to see you tonight. I wanted to kiss you and to hold you tight. I miss you greatly but I don’t think it’s right. You deserve better than “Someday I might…” ~Lorenzo (MDV)