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Hello everyone, Sry we havent been by to see y'all lately. We have both been working like crazy and are getting ready to move to the great state of washington next month. We hope you all are doing well and we will be back soon :)

New Position?? Hopefully

Ok so I had a job interview the other day. they called and invited me back for a second interview. I go for that on Wensday morning. If I do get the job I will have a $4 pay raise, once im ther full time all of my benifits will be free (medical, dental, eye, hearing and life insurance) and if i have children theirs would be free also, there are 17 paid holidays that I would get dbl time and a half for and if im off i would still get paid 8 hours for them, It is in walking distance to Donnie's job, so only having 1 vehicle won't be a problem anymore and if i go back to school they will pay for me to get my degree. So please cross you fingers for me. because if i dont get this job we're kinda fucked, the client i have with my job now is doing better any wont be needing us hardly at all, which means I have almost no hours..

I Passed

Ok So Y'all know I FINALLY took my GED test. I got the results today and I Passed. :D I'm So tickled pink. I had myself all worked up over it. Thank God that is over :)

G.E.D

Ok so I FINALLY went and took my ged test on the 18th. I have to wait 3-4 weeks for the results to come in. HOWEVER I have a feeling that I will be going back to retake the essay part. I wasn't happy with it and i KNOW it sucked lol. Ok so on ANOTHER note. most of you don't know this but I (poolkitten) am married. I got married at the age of 17. and well lets say that I grew up and he didn't. anyway I left him almost 3 years ago. well, I am FINALLY getting my divorce. I have an appointment with my lawyer on the 16th. and then it will be started :) damn I'm so tickled pink. I have finally started to get things done. Now I just have to wait for Donnie to decided where he is planning on moving us to, so that I can go back to school..
Hello everyone. Sorry we haven't been on too much lately. I have been working 70 hour weeks and have been taking a ged class on top of that, DOnnie is still in training and has been working some crazy ass shifts, We thank you all for the comments and for sticking by us.. Hope to see you all soon :)

2006 sucks

2006 sucks ass.. this has been the worst year of my life.. Donnie and I moved in together in January. Things were going very well. Then in the beginning of Febuary we found out i was pergnant. I started having problems right from the start. I kept cramping and hurting really bad. I went to the emergency room and they told me that the test came out positive but they didnt see anything from my ultrasound and my HCG level was very low. so they told me to come back in a few days it i was still hurting or started bleeding. 2 days later i started hurting really bad and went back, they ran test and then informed me that i had lost the baby. I was completely torn apart. I was left to believe that I would NEVER have children. my ex husband and I tried for years and went to doctors and i still couldnt get pregnant. and people that know me know that all i have ever wanted out of life was to be a mother. So when i found out i was pregnant FINALLY i was thrilled, only to be told a few days later i had lost my baby. For weeks i was trying to deal with the lost. it was 1 of the hardest thing i have ever done. 3 weeks after i was told that i miscarried I was still having symptoms. so i went to another doctor and guess what?? I was 6 weeks pregnant. i never lost the baby. can you imagine the rage i felt towards that other doctor?? i mean how can you tell someone they lost their baby? and come to find out he had to have known something because when you miscarry you HCG level drops, mine didnt it had doubled within 2 days. So why would this man tell me that? 4 weeks after i found out i was still pregnant I did lose the baby. I had to have surgery because my body wouldnt pass the baby on its own. Since then i live my life and try to block it out. however it seems to be haunting me lately. My due date was Halloween, maybe thats way that this is weighing on my mind. I keep dreaming about it. I guess it dont help that we just found out my sister in law is pregnant. I am happy for the addition to my family but, at the same time Im am jealous as hell. people tell me that we can try again, but Im not ready for that, Im pretty damn scared about it happening again. and donnie isnt ready for a baby right now. I know someday I will have my dream of being amother but at the moment I feel like it is NEVER going to happen....
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