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The fear of anything wrong

It has been two long months, Each day harder than the last, To see you locked away, And forbidden the ability to be, Every chance wiped away by the fear, The fear of anything wrong, The fear of allowing myself to be happy, With out pain, But when the time comes, My fear and doubt will be gone, And forever my life will be fulfilled, By the thought of if only.
Late at night when you are sleeping, that's when creatures coma a creeping. To your house these creatures slither making sounds that make you shiver. Scratching on your window pane Whispering your own first name. Tapping on the nearest door, creaking stairs and floors and more. Making you sit up in bed or pull the covers over your head. And while you sit there filled with fear, you wish that Nanna Mary was here!

Look for a dark room

I want to run away. run to somewhere far. where nobody can get mad at me, where i can't mess up. i am looking for a room, an empty room. that is dark and has padded walls. so i can think and realize that i am nothing at all. i always say the wrong things at the wrong time. i get screamed at for not knowing. but it wasn't my fault. i know i am nothing at all. crying is my hobby looking at myself is my favorite thing to do. and making people hate me is my job. i stand in front of that mirror on my wall. realizing i am nothing at all.

My darkest enemy

We would've been perfect together For some reason you rejected me If only you gave us a chance… How do you think that made me feel? I breathed deep and cried for so long You don't deserve a single tear of my own Still, I can't help myself from loving you Every breath I take is for you Every sigh I make is because of you You're the only who could help me from myself My darkest enemy, my closest friend Be mine

The day has gone dark

The day has gone dark and cold things gone wrong and out of control what was said had to be said there's no point in crying to bed I wish there was another way but too bad it has to be someday im just glad time is on my side these feelings and emotions will soon die

Things

It might seem crazy but it's the truth why do we do things, we aren't supposed to do? It's a matter of opinion, or matter of the fact that we always do bad things, behind peoples backs? Yes we do it, and we know it's bad but sometimes those times, can be the best we ever had. But sometimes it will backfire and stare into your eyes when you want to know the truth but your mind tells you lies. Then you realize those lies help you find the truth, and the reason why we do the bad things people tell us not to do…
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