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certain death certain sleep certain lies that make me weep chains and scars tears and bars unimaginative weaving of a peaceful perfect dream falls away from all that it really seems choak and cry weave and die take a chance on a single false lie pour out to me you bitter words make all fake emotion come in great floods wash it away the dark stains of blood dont wish to hard for another great flood blood and more call me a whore you can always see who really wants more more than this more than that more than something you draw from a hat fill my cup grin at my loss watch your back for she is the boss

sleepless night delightful fright close your eyes and make a wish dream of now ask me how take this burden into eternal bliss cast your coin place the bet dream of night and never frett one more step one more scream oh please wake me from this endless dream dream a lie secretly die turn away as the crows feed rip of flesh flood of blood the coldness turns to ice smile of fear tear of joy metal sears right through turn away gruesome sight leave me with my fears as they take flight

honesty lies tear stained eyes cast your lot into the blackest night single blade do you crave? watch the warmth rush from your veins endless ink skin turned pink watch the sky and patiently die turn in pain pray to gain your forever lost dream became a single nightmare single care take the dare dont fall victim to the attention make it count make it matter run away from your inner mad hatter.

twisted game heart aflame make all vison blur say the word pray that its heard shiver thoughout the night frightfully real one can hardly deal take away the truth single chance couple's dance do you really dare the worlds a stage everyone filled with rage emotions based on lies single dropped tear blood tainted with fear do you dare to play?

stop the beating stop the bleeding take it back to square one stop the madness stop the feeling turn around with cast down eyes tears of joy tears of sorrow please let me make it until tomorrow the start of something altogether new the end of all of the feelings dont missunderstand dont take this wrong heres your one chance, please dont let me down i give to you a single hope i say a prayer in vain i know whats right i know this is true hear me now, let me get through to you break a heart drop a name dont let this end the same one more stanza one more frame one more note to sing in shame. blade meets flesh blood meets steel make it count make it matter dont flee from your queen of hearts.

searing pain feeling faint how do you stop? downturned smile oblivious all the while as i hide farther and farther away. warmth leaving emotions seathing watch me turn away. wear the mask live with only one task take away the feeling. grow together now and forever life tears away. cuts deeper bleeds forever you are amazing.