WyldFey's blog: "Capricious Carpe Dieum"

It snowed a few days ago..like 4 whole inches. But I woke up at midnight, made some hot tea and just watched the streets. It was beautiful, and I thought of you. How you'd laugh at our pittance of snow and calling my tea too weak as well. I'm not foolish or even crazy, you know. Though I may seem it. Certainly, you'd think it from my actions. Sifting through the ashes of my many burned bridges looking for an olive branch though isn't easy. I can only try now, mean my apologies and not lose it all.

I'm gonna sell my other one I paid too much for it, anyway, and it gives me grief! This thing ROCKS! I'm so lovin. No net connection yet though.. Sooo LMAO I'm sittin up at my new fav bar the nu way where they have AMAZING food and make a kick ass cosmo & can use their connection for free. GODDESS bless America!! Ha also talked to rev in scotland on the phone the other night! Pretty sweet! Heh plus I bought a mic. lmao & An IPOD! Had to breakdown and do it. So a webcam is next! *muas luvlies* Next topic...men...oiy vey what do I create.

Well..I really have to say! I have met a few losers, a few psychos, not to mention the gratitous think they're better than they really are on this site~ But wow I have met some kickass ppl on here!! It's kinda been amazing, since lately there just seems to be too many assholes around! Today I got a sweet text from someone, not the first either, and he's just a friend. Someone else got on their webcam lmaooo and acted nutty even put on a wig to make me laugh! (haha I think you all know who that was)(Even got to see his wife! it's just too kewl) LOL got invited for a weekend to just hangout with someone. (tempting!) I have to say, this place as surprised me & I'm glad for it! KeeP RockinG Luvlies LOVE & LIGHT

Ah, the hustle bustle. I hope everyone is gonna have a safe and wonderful holiday season. I know Hanukkha has started and it won't be long till the Winter Solstice.. I hate trying to decide gifts. If I wasn't such a procrastinator, and had all the money I needed..It wouldn't be an issue. I'm only have 10 ppl I'm buying for this year. lol Least thats the plan. Mainly for the kids, & yes I'm going to have to get all amazony on you & beg that you consider this option. Even though it's a bit late now..for all holidays. IT'S A GREAT IDEA! Since these kids are beautiful & talented but totally spoiled. You've never seen the mountains of gifts these kids get! But I figure ..they might find it kewl they've "Adopted" an endangered animal. Jaguar for my alex, sea turtle for the littlest, dolphins for the girls, Wolf for kyle. & HEY it's not that lame..they get a stuffed animal & certif of ownership for framing! Hell, it ain't cheap either~ But trying to show them by some example. (Which they will call torment, lol) This is where I spent an hour going insane. Who gets what, I'll baptize them all as totem animals ;o) So even the choice has to been something special. Then there's the guilt from the animals I'm not choosing!! Luckily theres so many kids & I'm adopting a trio of cats for kel & I's X-mas gift. It makes it slightly easier to sleep. Though Luna has not forgiven me for not starting a "Pampered Princess Russian Blue kitties Campaign". That's ok even though a bath went great~ my nephew hasn't forgiven me for changing his diaper & making him wear pants on thnksgiving..You learn to live with those things. Krystal gets Sojurners, Ken gets Playboy. Trying to develop a healthy theme here. Heh, I already got books frm kel LOL, & a house from nenie so I can't complain. >one day< (before the house hunting really does make me cryo-freez her ass, bless her soul :X)>my theory here is...I can put her on ice till *I* am eighty, then step in the ring with her w.o any guilt that she drives me batty & I don't do enough

I've been soo good..for so long. No splurging..or selfindulgence..ok cept for weed and few Burt's Bees Goodies.. I can't help it! They're just my FAV!! I've even went with the total piece of shit crap phone for a year! I cashed the check finally..and just went nuts! LMAO We went to the new indian place ( 5 spices, it's *so* divine) I love that it is Nov. and we can still lunch out on the patio and the weather is beautiful. I got a new phone, el wootiness, a cam on it & all (no moto-mixer though damnit) Then we went to garners..and the madness began! $150! ONE HUNDRED FIFTY DOLLARS on essential oils (patchouli, myrhh and ginger OH MY) another burts bees facial kit, vitamins, rose water, lavender and patchouli soap and all sorts of great ingredients! LOL I prob won't make a dime back on any it, I'll likely use all this pampering myself and making gifts. But hell! I DESERVE IT!! More slumlord drama, I finally talked to the "new owner". The property "manager" bitch/lady apparently got her panties in a knot when I demanded a deadbolt on our door, and felt that was more important than a new fridge at the moment, (already late in being here) and cuz her boyfriend (idiot) got his feelings hurt when I informed him not only was I not wiccan, I was Pagan, and no they were not the same, and yes Gerald Gardner was a fucking loon and ol Aleister was a JoKe. I loathe a damn wiccan. Do not take one look around my apartment and presume to think you know a fucking thing about me. Bring out the gothy wiccans with pitchforks! The crazy witch is blaspheming again! Fuck Tards. That's all I'll say about that. So anyway she tried to give us eviction papers cuz I said if we don't get a fridge, I'll go to rent a center and they'll get the $200 I owe and, from now on if I have to rent something, it comes off the rent. Then she tried to get snippy..Ha-! So I called the new guy, poor sap, got ripped off buying this hellhole pluz no one is paying rent & half the ppl get their power through them, so they're living free every which way. I told him we were in the process of moving anyway, & we were not one of the problem tenants and that he needed new "help". Needless to say, even w.o him speaking/understanding much English, before we hung up, I asked if we needed to call a lawyer today, or start packing, he started laughing. Alot. I hate idiots, and the shit that goes on around here is truly enough to make a saint swear. So now I'll get to go rounds with this stupid cunt again (though she was trying to conspire with me toward the end too) because everyone has to take things so personal. (but the new owner guy sounds sexy as hell ) I'm not here to make friends, we moved here to try to save money & have a place where numbnuts'ss dog could stay. I don't need this woman liking me, or make a change here. Because we're moving soon anyway. I shouldn't have to be the one to call this man long distance and say look...honey I do feel bad FOR you, but I have no sympathy dude! You're a dumbass & or were greedy and didn't investigate your investment. I HATE IT, honey. You goin just have to pick yaself up by the bootstraps and get with the program. Sue the shit out of duane moorhead for being a scheming leacherous slumlord and accept what you bought. *WE* try not to be intrusive, we just deserve certain rights. Geezzzzzus Amazing how a few well timed well aimed words can change a person's attitude! This test tracked 4 variables. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 84% on grit Higher than 37% on wit Higher than 91% on flair Higher than 0% on class Barbara Stanwyck You scored 30% grit, 23% wit, 57% flair, and 4% class! You're a tough dame, a bit of a spitfire, and you can even be a little dangerous, but you do it with such flair that almost all is forgiven (and even when it's not, you're still the most interesting woman in the room). You can be witty and charming, all right, but you have a tough streak that keeps you focused and sometimes deadly. You've had quite a climb to get where you are, but you're a hard worker and you mostly deserve all you get...and then some. You might end up destroying everything around you, but you must admit...you've got style. Your leading men include Henry Fonda, Fred MacMurray, and when you forget yourself, Gary Cooper.