I sit here and wonder where im going.....im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please try.....my eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of pain........im not tough enough anymore too much pain around me.....im so hurt......it wont end....i am on the verge of giving up.....
~Atrocity~ is finally weakening from the pain around him....i need help please someone.......
to the death around me i want to give in
to these sins i cant seem to win
for every win i seem to sin
the cloud of death around me
death is all i see
death to thee is like a passing nightmare
death is my life how the hell you think i fare?
i see death coming onto me why doesnt anyone care
someone help me im dyin
my soul is cryin
wonderin why
I wont die
i try to fly
but get struck down and i
slice and slash through the sickness of reality
fightin and fightin till the day of my fatality
fo realz at the top of my list is my best friend in real life cloud9 hes always been there for me!...then id like to thank sarah,betty,ash, and nicole for talkin with me about things and letting me get it off my chest thanks!
I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you...
